Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[TonyTonyChopper]

What does him being LGBT and Arab have to do with it? You maybe see why you come off as abit unstable here?

I don't think im unstable at all. If you look at the way he talks it just pisses me off. Nothing against LGBT but they talk so fkn annoying and are just more unstable than me. Especially since hes arab, he is confused about his identity and religion.

I really don't think and maoi is going to be the thing that saves you tony. I think your grasping at straws.

I wont know till I try. I want an MAOI combined with an adhd med . Both are rarley prescribed together but I dont give a fuck, its time I get what I want from these terrorist psychiatrist who murder millions of people per year. God if trump was smart and wants humanity to greatly leap forward in innovation and technology, he truly must eliminate every psychiatrist that exist , every single one of them and tbh I totally see it happening with how crazy hes been.

 

[InvegaAnon]

You people all need to get your clinical notes from the hospitals under freedom of information and see what these assholes wrote about you. You’ll find half of it isn’t true.
The nurses are sadistic and just make shit up. Then the doctor reads it and goes oh yep more Invega.
I’m telling you, go read your files. You are entitled to it.

I did and they said I was denying symptoms when I wasn't having hallucinations. Also seemed to be confused about what intrusive thoughts are.

 

[paranoid android]

I wont know till I try. I want an MAOI combined with an adhd med . Both are rarley prescribed together but I dont give a fuck, its time I get what I want from these terrorist psychiatrist who murder millions of people per year. God if trump was smart and wants humanity to greatly leap forward in innovation and technology, he truly must eliminate every psychiatrist that exist , every single one of them and tbh I totally see it happening with how crazy hes been.

There is no way you are getting a maoi combined with a stimulant. That combo is very rarely prescribed. Usually only for very severe depression when everything else fails. It is a very dangerous combo due to maoi's interactions with stimulants.

Why would Trump eliminate all the shrinks? Maybe instead of hating on shrinks you should put this energy into improving yourself? Maybe start exercising and lifting weights like i did. I have plenty of reasons to hate psychiatrists but im not going to waste my energy on them

 

[InvegaAnon]

Being LGBT and Arab isn't mutually exclusive Tony. It's weird that you think it is. I saw a girl wearing hijab at Pride once and her outfit was pretty.

 

[paranoid android]

Being LGBT and Arab isn't mutually exclusive Tony. It's weird that you think it is. I saw a girl wearing hijab at Pride once and her outfit was pretty.

My ex gf was Arab and very LGBT friendly. I dont get where hes coming from either

 

[maryjaneforever]

I did and they said I was denying symptoms when I wasn't having hallucinations. Also seemed to be confused about what intrusive thoughts are.

Yeah see what I mean. They gaslight you.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Being LGBT and Arab isn't mutually exclusive Tony. It's weird that you think it is. I saw a girl wearing hijab at Pride once and her outfit was pretty.

Shes lost bruh

There is no way you are getting a maoi combined with a stimulant. That combo is very rarely prescribed. Usually only for very severe depression when everything else fails. It is a very dangerous combo due to maoi's interactions with stimulants.

Why would Trump eliminate all the shrinks? Maybe instead of hating on shrinks you should put this energy into improving yourself? Maybe start exercising and lifting weights like i did. I have plenty of reasons to hate psychiatrists but im not going to waste my energy on them

Listen psychiatry is holding humanity back from intersteller travel and great scientific and technolgical discoveries. We can't do that with psychiatry holding humanity back. We must raise awareness on psychiatry and I believe it is the most important issue in the 21st centuary. I have given up on improving myself . I'm on disability, not in a great shape from invega but I am going to africa for 2 months for a change of scenery. Once I come back I will sign up for the gym and work on my health. I already gave up weed and vaping and I think i just have anger problems from how I was treated at the hospital and how my life is just in a very bad spot. Psychiatry is all I think about and it never used to be this bad I was never this passionate about it until 2 months ago. Youwillrecover adding me on facebook and putting that hindu hawkins nonsense into my head maybe did something too idk .

 

[paranoid android]

Listen psychiatry is holding humanity back from intersteller travel and great scientific and technolgical discoveries. We can't do that with psychiatry holding humanity back. We must raise awareness on psychiatry and I believe it is the most important issue in the 21st centuary. I have given up on improving myself . I'm on disability, not in a great shape from invega but I am going to africa for 2 months for a change of scenery. Once I come back I will sign up for the gym and work on my health. I already gave up weed and vaping and I think i just have anger problems from how I was treated at the hospital and how my life is just in a very bad spot. Psychiatry is all I think about and it never used to be this bad I was never this passionate about it until 2 months ago. Youwillrecover adding me on facebook and putting that hindu hawkins nonsense into my head maybe did something too idk .

i think going to Africa is a great idea for you! I am so jealous as i want to go to Africa someday to. A change of scee and seeng how others live will do you good i think. Also joining the gym is a great idea to. I was in horrible shape when i first started working out. I started out doing 25lbs dumbbell curls and now 2 years later i am doing 50lbs dumbbell curls which is rater light to me so im trying to find heavier weights. I do 60lbs tricep extensions and 60lbs hammer curls. I am currently trying to find 55lbs dumbbells or maybe just adjustable weights. I think the latter would be a far better investment. Getting in shape was one of the best decisions i made so i say go for it man. The first month is the hardest after that its easy
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As far as youwill recover goes f he bothering you maybe just unfriend him. Hes pretty far out there

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

i think going to Africa is a great idea for you! I am so jealous as i want to go to Africa someday to. A change of scee and seeng how others live will do you good i think. Also joining the gym is a great idea to. I was in horrible shape when i first started working out. I started out doing 25lbs dumbbell curls and now 2 years later i am doing 50lbs dumbbell curls which is rater light to me so im trying to find heavier weights. I do 60lbs tricep extensions and 60lbs hammer curls. I am currently trying to find 55lbs dumbbells or maybe just adjustable weights. I think the latter would be a far better investment. Getting in shape was one of the best decisions i made so i say go for it man. The first month is the hardest after that its easy
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As far as youwill recover goes f he bothering you maybe just unfriend him. Hes pretty far out there

Yeah my dad invited me he owns property there and it is very safe. I will be in the wilderness with camels and goats, very rural nomad lifestyle thats where majority of my uncles , aunts, cousins are. Since I came from Syria I never travelled outside of canada for 15 years till now. I actually submitted my passport application just yesterday. Bro I really wanna get fit , I was a gym person in 2019 but I tried gym multiple times since getting shot with invega and it doesnt feel rewarding at all. I don't get endorphines or any feel good chemicals. I just get tired and sore which makes me not want to go back to the Gym. Non of my stupid siblings go to the gym and I dont have any friends so no gym buddies. But I have good muscle genetics but hidden underneath a bunch of fat. I will commit to the Gym and start actually being a man and get rid of these man boobs .

As for youwillrecover, he is an odd guy . Deep inside i think he is nice but he very confused . One minute he wants to believe in jesus , other minute he wants to believe in krishna. Like make up ur fkn mind. He also needs to forget this hawkins guy who is the devil in disguise. He is literlly copying bahaism which says every religion is correct or some bullshit anyway he needs to lay off the drugs a bit and come back and join my religion because thats the only way i will forgive him.

 

[paranoid android]

Yeah my dad invited me he owns property there and it is very safe. I will be in the wilderness with camels and goats, very rural nomad lifestyle thats where majority of my uncles , aunts, cousins are. Since I came from Syria I never travelled outside of canada for 15 years till now. I actually submitted my passport application just yesterday. Bro I really wanna get fit , I was a gym person in 2019 but I tried gym multiple times since getting shot with invega and it doesnt feel rewarding at all. I don't get endorphines or any feel good chemicals. I just get tired and sore which makes me not want to go back to the Gym. Non of my stupid siblings go to the gym and I dont have any friends so no gym buddies. But I have good muscle genetics but hidden underneath a bunch of fat. I will commit to the Gym and start actually being a man and get rid of these man boobs .

As for youwillrecover, he is an odd guy . Deep inside i think he is nice but he very confused . One minute he wants to believe in jesus , other minute he wants to believe in krishna. Like make up ur fkn mind. He also needs to forget this hawkins guy who is the devil in disguise. He is literlly copying bahaism which says every religion is correct or some bullshit anyway he needs to lay off the drugs a bit and come back and join my religion because thats the only way i will forgive him.

Ya i would love to go to Africa. It would be awesome. I would especially like to visit the congo or somewhere remote.


I have never felty better since i got into lifting weights. Im not a gym buy though i lift weights at home. You cant smoke weed at the gym so thats me out lol. I also live out in the country so there are no gyms near me. One of the downfalls of living inn the middle of nowhere i guess. Granted i hate the city

 

[wbga]

Almost 7month off//

I am better person mental-wise, stronger mentality.
Found whole new perspective about life, still learning.
Still need more time to heal physical state.
But breathing difficulty is improved, still low libido.

 

[paliperidonevictim2005]

For the ppl who say they cant feel emotions as deep as before wdym? Bc i recovered and can feel extreme anger deeply emotional anger and sadness again i can cry when i pray and i can feel intense euphoria washing over me even when im sober literally just from laying in bed thinking about a girl I dated a few times who I’ve known since like 8 months off the injection and im sexually functional again fully too the only time i feel like before is if i load my body up with too much thc too often and withdraw and now dependent on it and harder to function without it but that’s not related to invega each time I take a break off it i feel normal and energetic again btw i use thc daily edibles it was like 200mg a day now i take like 80mg a day lmao it might be bad for me idk but it does affect my thinking speed and energy levels nothing much more and i do withdraw without it but if I go a day without it or wake up and dont take it i have low energy and brain fog but not related to invega bc if i stop weed for a couple weeks my body gets used to not having it and i can think faster and have energy again I have mental disorders but not psychosis or schizo or any of that more like anxiety related and it runs in the family my uncles the same way but much worse we both might also have slight bipolar traits I also have a very good intuition and spirituality

 

[IOSIP]

For the ppl who say they cant feel emotions as deep as before wdym? Bc i recovered and can feel extreme anger deeply emotional anger and sadness again i can cry when i pray and i can feel intense euphoria washing over me even when im sober literally just from laying in bed thinking about a girl I dated a few times who I’ve known since like 8 months off the injection and im sexually functional again fully too the only time i feel like before is if i load my body up with too much thc too often and withdraw and now dependent on it and harder to function without it but that’s not related to invega each time I take a break off it i feel normal and energetic again btw i use thc daily edibles it was like 200mg a day now i take like 80mg a day lmao it might be bad for me idk but it does affect my thinking speed and energy levels nothing much more and i do withdraw without it but if I go a day without it or wake up and dont take it i have low energy and brain fog but not related to invega bc if i stop weed for a couple weeks my body gets used to not having it and i can think faster and have energy again I have mental disorders but not psychosis or schizo or any of that more like anxiety related and it runs in the family my uncles the same way but much worse we both might also have slight bipolar traits I also have a very good intuition and spirituality

If you recovered surely you know exactly what we mean???

 

[maryjaneforever]

For the ppl who say they cant feel emotions as deep as before wdym? Bc i recovered and can feel extreme anger deeply emotional anger and sadness again i can cry when i pray and i can feel intense euphoria washing over me even when im sober literally just from laying in bed thinking about a girl I dated a few times who I’ve known since like 8 months off the injection and im sexually functional again fully too the only time i feel like before is if i load my body up with too much thc too often and withdraw and now dependent on it and harder to function without it but that’s not related to invega each time I take a break off it i feel normal and energetic again btw i use thc daily edibles it was like 200mg a day now i take like 80mg a day lmao it might be bad for me idk but it does affect my thinking speed and energy levels nothing much more and i do withdraw without it but if I go a day without it or wake up and dont take it i have low energy and brain fog but not related to invega bc if i stop weed for a couple weeks my body gets used to not having it and i can think faster and have energy again I have mental disorders but not psychosis or schizo or any of that more like anxiety related and it runs in the family my uncles the same way but much worse we both might also have slight bipolar traits I also have a very good intuition and spirituality

I feel annoyed/annoyance but I don’t get angry.
I feel sad but I don’t cry.

I used to be full of anger which was my drive that kept me going. I used to cry all the time.

Meh emotions what are they. I’m a psychopath now.

I get anxiety and worry. But my body doesn’t release the emotion. U just don’t feel it anymore. That’s all I can say. I don’t feel excitement either.
Just meh all round.

 

[IOSIP]

I feel annoyed/annoyance but I don’t get angry.
I feel sad but I don’t cry.

I used to be full of anger which was my drive that kept me going. I used to cry all the time.

Meh emotions what are they. I’m a psychopath now.

I get anxiety and worry. But my body doesn’t release the emotion. U just don’t feel it anymore. That’s all I can say. I don’t feel excitement either.
Just meh all round.

I can't cry either i find it really upsetting. I can't express myself very well without frustration and anger.

 

[maryjaneforever]

I can't cry either i find it really upsetting. I can't express myself very well without frustration and anger.

It’s not right. We need to cry.
You know when people say sometimes all you need is a good cry to let it all out and you’ll feel better. Yeah well that’s true.

Research has found that in addition to being self-soothing, shedding emotional tears releases oxytocin and endorphins. These chemicals make people feel good and may also ease both physical and emotional pain. In this way, crying can help reduce pain and promote a sense of well-being.

 

[IOSIP]

It’s not right. We need to cry.
You know when people say sometimes all you need is a good cry to let it all out and you’ll feel better. Yeah well that’s true.

Research has found that in addition to being self-soothing, shedding emotional tears releases oxytocin and endorphins. These chemicals make people feel good and may also ease both physical and emotional pain. In this way, crying can help reduce pain and promote a sense of well-being.

Its fucked up i had a heated conversation with my dad the other day and i was so close to tears and yet they still wouldn't come. I agree i want to cry

In hospital i was in tears talking to one of the psychologists. That was the last time I cried before invega took away my tears.

I know paranoid android doesn't like the r word. But I feel like invega leaves you retarded. Or disabled is the better term.

 

[maryjaneforever]

Yeah disabled and dumb.

Yeah the moment I got shot up I couldn’t cry anymore and I couldn’t laugh.

Like sometimes I’d end my crying sessions in laughter due to how much pain I was in. It’s a weird thing but I could laugh at my pain.

I could also laugh at my anger reactions afterwards.

Like laughing crying. Has anyone ever done that? I dunno

 

[IOSIP]

Yeah disabled and dumb.

Yeah the moment I got shot up I couldn’t cry anymore and I couldn’t laugh.

Like sometimes I’d end my crying sessions in laughter due to how much pain I was in. It’s a weird thing but I could laugh at my pain.

I could also laugh at my anger reactions afterwards.

Like laughing crying. Has anyone ever done that? I dunno

Its disturbs me how long ago you were injected and your still suffering. You only had 2 doses right?

 

[wbga]

Maybe some change could remain unresolved?

I kinda gave up after 6 month and was not having more progress.

I was hoping something would change drastically after 6 month but my emotional, mental capability is somewhat unchanged still.

I am not gonna whine about it only if this gives me my libido back after some time.