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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
I was clearly fucked up because I didn't even feel bad that I was off my meds

It wasn't until after hospital alone and the invega kicked in that I went back on them.

It's a fucked world that they can give you all these drugs and then suddenly take them away from you.
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I was so fucked up that i wasent even trying to get my morphine and clonazepam which is very odd behavior for someone who was addicted to both. I was dead and after all dead people dont need meds. Sound logic that

Getting pulled off my meds really pissed me off and i didnt get them back for about a year or 2 after getting out of the psych ward. I ditched the idiot gp i had who called me a junkie basically and also a coke head and got a much better gp who was willing to work with me. The shrink i have is a pretty cool guy i have to say hes even all for the testosterone replacement therapy. Way more understanding then the shrink i had in the psych ward who wouldnt even give me meds for opiate and benzo wd's. I went 3 months where the only med i had was the odd clonazepam that my blessed mom brought in to me every now and then. Well that and weed i guess
 
I got my cortisol tested and it's completely normal. Good sign for pituitary health. My DHEA-S also went down, which hopefully means more of it is staying DHEA and getting turned into other hormones. I don't have my DHEA result back yet. DHEA-S isn't usable, my body was storing DHEA due to invega causing hormonal imbalance.

Well. I guess I'll finally start taking my antibiotic tomorrow since everything is in order. I hope it doesn't fuck anything up. Antibiotics can hurt people with PSSD.
 
IOSIP said:
Akathisia and movement disorders are the fucking devil. Pray it never have to experience that shit again. When I got stoned the other day I freaked out and had crazy Akathisia again because of it. That eh h I wont even smoke weed now.
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No that’s not the weed that’s the Invega still in your system. I smoked weed about two months off and the akathisia came back for me too when I was stoned. I was like ahhhhh no not this again.

I could feel the Invega in my arm when I was stoned.
IOSIP said:
I think it's fucking cooked they say the injections for invega are monthly meanwhile the shit stays in your system and ungodly amount of time. What sort of fucked up logic is it to inject someone monthly with this absolute poison.
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I could still feel those beads releasing in my arm like five months off. And I had involuntary tongue movements the same amount of time. I felt like a lizard.

And my muscles were stiff as a board. All tense. Unable to relax. My body was tired of being tense all the time.
 
paranoid android said:
I was so fucked up that i wasent even trying to get my morphine and clonazepam which is very odd behavior for someone who was addicted to both. I was dead and after all dead people dont need meds. Sound logic that

Getting pulled off my meds really pissed me off and i didnt get them back for about a year or 2 after getting out of the psych ward. I ditched the idiot gp i had who called me a junkie basically and also a coke head and got a much better gp who was willing to work with me. The shrink i have is a pretty cool guy i have to say hes even all for the testosterone replacement therapy. Way more understanding then the shrink i had in the psych ward who wouldnt even give me meds for opiate and benzo wd's. I went 3 months where the only med i had was the odd clonazepam that my blessed mom brought in to me every now and then. Well that and weed i guess
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Man those are hard drugs to fucking cold turkey. I used to take 12mg of Klonopin a day. Yeah psychosis seemingly you are so off your fave you don't need meds to take take edge off
 
maryjaneforever said:
No that’s not the weed that’s the Invega still in your system. I smoked weed about two months off and the akathisia came back for me too when I was stoned. I was like ahhhhh no not this again.

I could feel the Invega in my arm when I was stoned.

I could still feel those beads releasing in my arm like five months off. And I had involuntary tongue movements the same amount of time. I felt like a lizard.

And my muscles were stiff as a board. All tense. Unable to relax. My body was tired of being tense all the time.
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Can you smoke weed yet?
 
IOSIP said:
Psychiatry will never die tony sorry to burst your bubble on that one.

That's some interesting horrible shit though.
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Yes it will . All it takes is someone from the antipsychiatry community for their voice to be heard by a powerful politican. Bro Like no fkn way psychiatry will exist in 50-75 years no way. People are starting to wake up to the fact that alot of school shooters were on antidepressants just before they did their horrible acts. Even just recently a husband of UK royal took his life from antidepressants . The governments don't know how serious this is but as more and more people die from psychiatry their families will protest and have their voices heard. These corrupt psychatrist which should all be executed in my honest opinion , hide patient suicides from the government and blame it on fake diagnosis because they don't want ssris or other antidepressants to be banned but mark my fkn words I know with complete certainty that by the time im 70 psychiatry will have been long forgotten by humanity I just know it.

www.theguardian.com

Husband of UK royal took own life after ‘adverse effects of medication’

Coroner says evidence suggests Thomas Kingston, who was married to Lady Gabriella, had a ‘lack of suicidal intent’
www.theguardian.com www.theguardian.com
 
IOSIP said:
Can you smoke weed yet?
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I dunno yet I’m not allowed to at the moment.

Your “feelings” are created in our stomach. What goes in your stomach goes in your brain. Your serotonin is created in your stomach.

What happens when we smoke weed? We eat more but then we get immune to it and eat less. At least I do anyway. And it must create a chemical reaction in our stomachs. Don’t quite know the physics about this properly.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Read about this disgusting evil psychiatrist and let me know if psychiatry isn't made by the devil to set humans back 30,000 years? . psychiatry will FUCKING DIE. MARK MY FUCKING WORDS.

en.wikipedia.org

Donald Ewen Cameron - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org en.wikipedia.org
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Satan loves his schizophrenics. That’s how he has his fun. Easy targets.
Mentally healthy targets arnt as fun for him. More effort. Like taking candy from a baby when they’re sick.
 
maryjaneforever said:
I dunno yet I’m not allowed to at the moment.

Your “feelings” are created in our stomach. What goes in your stomach goes in your brain. Your serotonin is created in your stomach.

What happens when we smoke weed? We eat more but then we get immune to it and eat less. At least I do anyway. And it must create a chemical reaction in our stomachs. Don’t quite know the physics about this properly.
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Yeah Roger i know you couldn't smoke right now i just thought you might of had a positive experience since you made the comment.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Satan loves his schizophrenics. That’s how he has his fun. Easy targets.
Mentally healthy targets arnt as fun for him. More effort. Like taking candy from a baby when they’re sick.
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I like how unbothered you are. Please tell me the truth, is it true that Australia government gave you $500k for getting disabeled by invega? . LOL Canada is so fkn broke they wouldnt give me $100 even after beating the living shit out of me at the hospital and almost george floyding my ass. Disgusting Country. I wish to live in Australia , beautiful country and has this dream car I wanna buy one day . Your so damn lucky you live in a non authoritiarian country. Here you say one bad thing about Trudeaus government and you will literlly lose access to your bank accounts and get injected with invega. Australia sadly has psychiatry but atleast its not authoritarian like here. PLEASE LET ME LIVE THERE.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I like how unbothered you are. Please tell me the truth, is it true that Australia government gave you $500k for getting disabeled by invega? . LOL Canada is so fkn broke they wouldnt give me $100 even after beating the living shit out of me at the hospital and almost george floyding my ass. Disgusting Country. I wish to live in Australia , beautiful country and has this dream car I wanna buy one day . Your so damn lucky you live in a non authoritiarian country. Here you say one bad thing about Trudeaus government and you will literlly lose access to your bank accounts and get injected with invega. Australia sadly has psychiatry but atleast its not authoritarian like here. PLEASE LET ME LIVE THERE.
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Unbothered about Satan? Because I know he’s real and he’s been around forever and he doesn’t die and he hates humans and we all find out the truth when we die.

The government didn’t but the insurance company did yes. I bought a house.

Psychiatry is bad everywhere.

How’d you go with Mk ultra? I told you it was real. I read about the story where they sent the guy a little too nuts and he jumped off a bridge and they just went oh pushed that one too far.

Or about how they hypnotise them send them down to the car park, they come back wake them up and they can recite every numberplate in the car parking lot, but don’t ever remember going down there.

They did that in the 70’s, admitted it and destroyed all documents. So what are they doing today. Humans in power torturing humans since forever.
 
Did yall see how the soviets tortured people by inducing things like akathisia via antipsychotics in ww2? Like imagine being a pow getting shot up with invega in world war 2. Fuck me dead.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Unbothered about Satan? Because I know he’s real and he’s been around forever and he doesn’t die and he hates humans and we all find out the truth when we die.

The government didn’t but the insurance company did yes. I bought a house.

Psychiatry is bad everywhere.

How’d you go with Mk ultra? I told you it was real. I read about the story where they sent the guy a little too nuts and he jumped off a bridge and they just went oh pushed that one too far.

Or about how they hypnotise them send them down to the car park, they come back wake them up and they can recite every numberplate in the car parking lot, but don’t ever remember going down there.

They did that in the 70’s, admitted it and destroyed all documents. So what are they doing today. Humans in power torturing humans since forever.
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I know Satan is real too lol he is 100% real and every prayer I make ( 5 per day) I recite "I seek refuge with Allah from Satan the accursed" so I'm constantly told to seek refuge from him . Thank God I was born muslim otherwise I would be following Satan.

Congrats on buying a house im very happy for you, and your pregnant .

Also I didnt read finish reading the MK Ultra wiki cuz my adhd from invega saw psychatrist and made me read about this retard evil psychiatrist. Fuck i cant focus on anything for more than few seconds. I need a video to watch on MK ultra but I wouldn't be surprised , the US did alot of evil shit but they got that idea from the Nazis and the russians also did experiments on people. All these fkn governments are so evil idk how to put my faith in. Maybe the chinese lol , atleast they got these cool EV cars.

Also that hyponsis sounds fkn wild I cant believe its a real thing holy shit. I'm a God believer no way hypnosis would work on me, God is my protector 100%.
 
My country in Somalia actually doesnt have psych wards. Apparently they lock up all the crazies they dont use antipsychotics or anything and they just recite the holy Quran on them. You guys might think its inhumane but that is the purest form of psychiatry and I believe that 1 million fucking percent. Atleast they will heal with time and they are not turned into zombies by anti psychotics. LEARN US LEARN FROM MY FKN COUNTRY.
 
Yeah I always thought Invega gave adhd symptoms too.

There was a girl at the psych ward. Every 15 mins can I go on the laptop? Goes on laptop for 5 mins. Walks away. Then can I go on the laptop? Legit this went on for hours.
They gave her adhd meds and this stopped.

I get repetitive thoughts too. They just go round and round and round and round. I dunno what that is but Invega caused it and I fuckin hate it.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Yeah I always thought Invega gave adhd symptoms too.

There was a girl at the psych ward. Every 15 mins can I go on the laptop? Goes on laptop for 5 mins. Walks away. Then can I go on the laptop? Legit this went on for hours.
They gave her adhd meds and this stopped.

I get repetitive thoughts too. They just go round and round and round and round. I dunno what that is but Invega caused it and I fuckin hate it.
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I am haunted by my thoughts. Because of how I fucked my life up. Mine also just got round and round. Can relate.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Yeah I always thought Invega gave adhd symptoms too.

There was a girl at the psych ward. Every 15 mins can I go on the laptop? Goes on laptop for 5 mins. Walks away. Then can I go on the laptop? Legit this went on for hours.
They gave her adhd meds and this stopped.

I get repetitive thoughts too. They just go round and round and round and round. I dunno what that is but Invega caused it and I fuckin hate it.
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LOL whats funny is that I went to 6 doctors and asked each one for ADHD medication. My sister was on concerta and vyvanse and one day I stole few pills from her and I literlly got so much work done and felt so focused. Anyway I asked 6 retard doctors for adhd meds and an maoi and they all declined. They see my "psychosis unspecified" diagnosis and assume a stimulant will make me psychotic again and they never give me a stimulant. How the fuck am I supposed to be a productive member of society when I cant even read a fkn article. Invega FUCKED my brain how its allowed to make $6 billion dollars a year killing millions of people per year is insane to me. Unfuckingbelievable. Atleast you have thoughts. I cant think at all I lost my inner monolgue , my ability to think, my ability to abstractly think and my critical thinking. INVEGA makers need to fuucking die.
 
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