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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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paranoid android said:
My life was fucked when i got out of the psych ward and was on injections to. But i got all that back. It just took awile
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Cheers mate. It's so fucked. I dont particularly want to kill myself. But the negative thoughts in my head are so loud
 
BelieveinGod123 said:
@TonyTonyChopper
idk why you keep trying to throw shade.
I know you must feel bad and just want someone else to feel as bad as you.

1 Injection of invega takes 4-5 years to heal from.

You had 10. 10 × 5 = 50 years

If your lucky you will heal in 20-30 years.

Goodluck Tony.
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That’s cap took me 7 months to recover from 5 234mg invega injections. Haldol is hell tho literal hell!
 
Ayden said:
1 year since a 10mg haldol immediate release injection. Still not myself😒
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I have never had haldol but i am not a fan of high potency low sedation antipsychotics like risperdal and invega. I have had the old typical antipsychotics thorazine and prochlorperazine and never had a problem with either.
 
IOSIP said:
Interesting to hear that haldol is worse in your opinion. Fuck these drugs aye.
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I think the injections are probably worse then the pills. I know people who have taken low dose haldol and been ok. Also as much as oral risperdal sucked invega injections (risperdal and invega are basically the same drug) where so much worse for me.
 
I tried weed for the first time since my psychosis today and it wasn't a very good idea. It's got me freaking out in a paranoid panic. It's what ruined my life in the first place to. Or started me on the path to ruining my life.

Just want to vent i dont think it's a great idea when in recovery from psychosis it's hit me hard.
 
IOSIP said:
I tried weed for the first time since my psychosis today and it wasn't a very good idea. It's got me freaking out in a paranoid panic. It's what ruined my life in the first place to. Or started me on the path to ruining my life.

Just want to vent i dont think it's a great idea when in recovery from psychosis it's hit me hard.
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It’s not the recovery from psychosis. It’s invega.
My weed high has never been the same since invega. Weed usually helped me calm down with everything and after invega it just gave me bad anxiety and I just constantly felt like panic aswell.
Haven’t tried in awhile but yeah.
At the start I was like this is fucked it’s taken away everything I needed to survive. Music. Weed. Sleep.
 
maryjaneforever said:
It’s not the recovery from psychosis. It’s invega.
My weed high has never been the same since invega. Weed usually helped me calm down with everything and after invega it just gave me bad anxiety and I just constantly felt like panic aswell.
Haven’t tried in awhile but yeah.
At the start I was like this is fucked it’s taken away everything I needed to survive. Music. Weed. Sleep.
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Did it get better? That feeling of it taking away everything you need to survive?

You've summarised my experience today. This is horrible
 
maryjaneforever said:
It’s not the recovery from psychosis. It’s invega.
My weed high has never been the same since invega. Weed usually helped me calm down with everything and after invega it just gave me bad anxiety and I just constantly felt like panic aswell.
Haven’t tried in awhile but yeah.
At the start I was like this is fucked it’s taken away everything I needed to survive. Music. Weed. Sleep.
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I'm still fucking spinning i hope it stops soon.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Go for a walk around the block. That’s what I do when it’s too much. It helps.

No I’m still pretty depressed about not having music weed and sleep. Just no excitement about life.
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It's calming down a little bit. Fuck i feel you. I have huge amounts of existential dread. Weed had brought all of that into focus and lead me into paranoia and panic. Fuck me dead. Won't be doing that again in a hurry.

I guess pyschosis has a permanent affect on the brain. I'm really scared still for my future
 
IOSIP said:
Hahahaha people make me so mad. You can't have a laugh if your suicidal apparently.rage baiting me.

@wbga we have another character over here. Ahahaha.
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Yea another villain. This guy is famous already before youwillrecover. I wanna see them talking together hahahah
 
maryjaneforever said:
Go for a walk around the block. That’s what I do when it’s too much. It helps.

No I’m still pretty depressed about not having music weed and sleep. Just no excitement about life.
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Wow I can't believe how awful that high was i feel like it's wearing off a little. But jesus christ. I'm worried for my future and weed brought that firmly into perspective in a very non productive way.
 
I feel like I've forgotten what normal feels like. Like something has drastically changed for good and i wish for normal but don't know what normal feels like anymore.
 
IOSIP said:
Wow I can't believe how awful that high was i feel like it's wearing off a little. But jesus christ. I'm worried for my future and weed brought that firmly into perspective in a very non productive way.
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Can I ask you what strain you smoked? During my recovery from Invega, I specifically smoked a sativa joint and immediately entered a psychotic episode. Unfortunate, but it indicated to me that i recovered from Invega.

Now I only smoke indica or hybrid and haven’t had any issues. I also don’t smoke every day like I used to, only once in awhile. But in general you should be careful smoking weed even in recovery from Invega because it can send you into another episode.
 
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