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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
Surprised she did hug you and heal you bro ahahahahaha. Nah like I say it would be near impossible to manage a relationship like this so kudos if you can make it through this.
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I would also hate the person I am if I was her.

always filled with regrets and depression, making her life also miserable.

She says that I am her only love.

And when she was saying that, I rationally think it was heartwarming and loving words.

I had to pretend the happiness and say thank you to her because I couldn't really get rid of the negative emotions I had back then.
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah thank god I'm single I wouldn't cope with needing to give someone else emotional support right now.
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Funny thing is usually man need to give emotional support to girls.

Even in this situation, even though she understood better than my parents,

Still I was the one to understand how frustrated she was.

It was easy task for me in the past but when I am on invega it is really hard.

I just didn't want anyone either.

All girls looked like potatoes to me because I couldn't feel the beauty of a person.
 
Guys I really don't want to be alive anymore. This shit is beyond fucked. Day in day out i sit here and watch tik toks. I get no enjoyment from them. I just get to think about how much of a fucking loser I am having had drug induced psychosis. After quitting my job. I'm never going to work again I can tell I'm just brain rotting away like a fucking loser. With no hopes. I'm really scared for the future.
 
IOSIP said:
Guys I really don't want to be alive anymore. This shit is beyond fucked. Day in day out i sit here and watch tik toks. I get no enjoyment from them. I just get to think about how much of a fucking loser I am having had drug induced psychosis. After quitting my job. I'm never going to work again I can tell I'm just brain rotting away like a fucking loser. With no hopes. I'm really scared for the future.
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i suffer like you and more with so many problems but I still have faith God will heal me dont do anything drastic and permanent bro just pray up.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
i suffer like you and more with so many problems but I still have faith God will heal me dont do anything drastic and permanent bro just pray up.
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Low dose antipsychotics are saving me in this hell. Or weed. Its good to have a pill that knock you out in such amount of stress.
 
wbga said:
Funny thing is usually man need to give emotional support to girls.

Even in this situation, even though she understood better than my parents,

Still I was the one to understand how frustrated she was.

It was easy task for me in the past but when I am on invega it is really hard.

I just didn't want anyone either.

All girls looked like potatoes to me because I couldn't feel the beauty of a person.
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Yeah my girlfriend left me. I'm just a shell of a person and couldn't really keep up. To make things worse she just said that I'm always like that and the injection isn't the problem
 
stolensoul said:
Yeah my girlfriend left me. I'm just a shell of a person and couldn't really keep up. To make things worse she just said that I'm always like that and the injection isn't the problem
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Injection is the problem…

She just can’t understand what this thing can do to us.

Shame.
 
I had an epiphany recently that i wasn’t that harmed or affected from the injection because the first time I got the shot I was ok after 2 months and back to normal but I got the shot again and mixed it with drinking alcohol and that’s what caused my sleeping issues so the only side effects I have right now are from the psychiatric pills I took trying to cure the insomnia but it had a bad reaction to that too so if anyone reading this don’t drink alcohol if ur still recovering from the injection it caused me insomnia for 3+months now and if didn’t drink early on the injection I would be fully recovered by now
 
julianlz7 said:
I had an epiphany recently that i wasn’t that harmed or affected from the injection because the first time I got the shot I was ok after 2 months and back to normal but I got the shot again and mixed it with drinking alcohol and that’s what caused my sleeping issues so the only side effects I have right now are from the psychiatric pills I took trying to cure the insomnia but it had a bad reaction to that too so if anyone reading this don’t drink alcohol if ur still recovering from the injection it caused me insomnia for 3+months now and if didn’t drink early on the injection I would be fully recovered by now
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Low dose antipsychotics will heal this problem. Dont be scared of 25-50mg seroquel. Its harmless and it really helps
 
Youwillrecover said:
Low dose antipsychotics will heal this problem. Dont be scared of 25-50mg seroquel. Its harmless and it really helps
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If they would give me this even for cptsd in mental hospital i would be happy but the problem is they give huge doses which fry the brain, but correctly used antipsychotics in low doses and as short as possible are really a thing. Nothing is black or white
 
Youwillrecover said:
If they would give me this even for cptsd in mental hospital i would be happy but the problem is they give huge doses which fry the brain, but correctly used antipsychotics in low doses and as short as possible are really a thing. Nothing is black or white
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I asked for 25mg in the ward to help me sleep and I was scoffed at and told “I wouldn’t even give that to a baby”
Like what the fuck does that mean, you would give more than 25mg to a baby?
That doctor was so evil
 
maryjaneforever said:
I asked for 25mg in the ward to help me sleep and I was scoffed at and told “I wouldn’t even give that to a baby”
Like what the fuck does that mean, you would give more than 25mg to a baby?
That doctor was so evil
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I was given 300 in a ward once and it made me completely nod out and feel like I was tripping almost. I had never taken it before. They love overmedicating people.


In other news, I have taken a little break from microdosing and dosing shrooms since I ran out and I also don’t want to develop a tolerance. I’m eager to get some more over the weekend.

In the meantime, I’ve been trying smoking flower and hitting a 1:1:1 thc:cbd:cbn vape, but still no effects really.
 
My friend who i met in one hospital stay one and half year ago threw a coctail molotov in a centrum of warsaw. They monthly inject him with invega and they plan to put him on cto after he leaves the hospital. Its like hell is real. I worry so much about him. Sad what they do. I doubt he even is schizophrenic. They just label traumatised people and force drug. People who committed worse crimes are not being tortured with antipsychotics. As Thomas Sasz said psychiatry is politics.
 
paranoid android said:
Injections





Ya i was on injections as well. Don't give up so soon the medication probably isnt even out of your system yet.





Weird because i was always able to get stoned on invega. Weed and clonazepam worked no problemo. With the abilify injections weed, clonazepam, zopiclone, and coke worked. Coke worked abit to well actually. On shitty latuda weed, clonazepam, zopiclone, morphine and coke work. On zyprexa weed, clonazepam, bromazepam, zopiclone, morphine and shrooms all work though.
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Any more than 2.5mg zyprexa will significantly blunt the effects from hallucinogens, empathogens, and psychostimulants. And it reduces the effect of opiates on the reward system.

Claiming otherwise is just delusional
 
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