Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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maybe the person just wants to express getting a hug would help them or thought it would help the suicidal person.

people's ways of thinking are all very different. even people with out mental disorders have some abstract kinds of thoughts... i find some therapists and doctors get my thinking more than others.. i supposedly deal with my schiziphrenia with a lot of good "coping techniques" though. i try to see all sides of things and always keep in consideration that even if i feel like something is real, i might be effected by mental illness.
How much meds u took overall
 
How much meds u took overall
i don't know.. i was on a very high dose of haldol for a few months, like the psychiatrist i was sent to after the hospital discharged me was confused why the doses were so high, and was on zyprexa which really bothered me after taking it for a few hours a day.. the haldol wasn't even that bad when i was off the zyprexa, even at high doses.. i'm on a very low dose now cause my family wants me to be on it while living with them. too many years of me thinking people were outside upset with me for them to think i can deal with out meds.

i was on quiatiapine (sp) pills mixed with something else as a pill combo, and i thought that was really bad too.. i was also on risperdal which i found to be kind of relaxing, but that was when i thought i was getting gang stalked so it didn't really help me mentally... i almost want to take risperdal cause it helps with my anxiety, but i just take benzos. i'm gonna try to switch between those and edibles every couple days when i have to move to smoke free housing (i smoke weed to sleep and deal with anxiety now), so i don't get too much of a tolerance to either of them, or too much benzos doesn't build up in my system to cause bad withdrawls or addiction.. i can't really sleep correctly with out taking drugs. that and anxiety are my biggest problems.. i've gotten over the mental stuff like thinking i was getting gang stalked.
 
i don't know.. i was on a very high dose of haldol for a few months, like the psychiatrist i was sent to after the hospital discharged me was confused why the doses were so high, and was on zyprexa which really bothered me after taking it for a few hours a day.. the haldol wasn't even that bad when i was off the zyprexa, even at high doses.. i'm on a very low dose now cause my family wants me to be on it while living with them. too many years of me thinking people were outside upset with me for them to think i can deal with out meds.

i was on quiatiapine (sp) pills mixed with something else as a pill combo, and i thought that was really bad too.. i was also on risperdal which i found to be kind of relaxing, but that was when i thought i was getting gang stalked so it didn't really help me mentally... i almost want to take risperdal cause it helps with my anxiety, but i just take benzos. i'm gonna try to switch between those and edibles every couple days when i have to move to smoke free housing (i smoke weed to sleep and deal with anxiety now), so i don't get too much of a tolerance to either of them, or too much benzos doesn't build up in my system to cause bad withdrawls or addiction.. i can't really sleep correctly with out taking drugs. that and anxiety are my biggest problems.. i've gotten over the mental stuff like thinking i was getting gang stalked.
Thought everyone on this forum will try to get off antipsychotics. Its ur choice obviously. Just know many of these things can be healed naturally. You might have trauma and they diagnose psychosis. Vitamin deficiency. Thyroid. Anything
 
i don't know what this is, but "i don't think you've ever been hugged by a girl" sounds like a weird comment.. i don't really get what the other poster is commenting about exactly, but i dunno, if poster IOSIP's comments are too much.
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When I was actually expressing suicidal thoughts over my invega side effects he suggested I get a hug from a girl.

IOSIP is just giving back what you will recover did to him when he was suicidal two months into Invega.

Invega makes you suicidal like no other. It’s so highly concerning it’s not funny. I’d never been like that in my life. It gave me this urge that omg I can’t stand it anymore and I have to do this NOW. It took all my power not to do it. Thankfully it passed. But it took fucking months. Where it took my mind was so bad. I tried a few times because I just couldn’t stand it anymore. It’s so bad. But it does pass. I just wanted out of this body that Invega trapped me a living nightmare. A living fucking nightmare that you can’t escape from.
 
Can’t sleep to escape. Can’t smoke weed to escape. Can’t watch tv. Can’t fucking do anything to escape.

I just watched tik tok all day and smoked a million cigarettes and tried to wait it out the best I could.

When I snapped the most was first thing in the morning when I woke up and I’m like nooooooo I can’t do another day of this. Please no.

But I did. Day after day I suffered. I still feel like there is some permanent damage in there, dementia like. But I got there in the end.

Never ever ever again. I’ve learnt to shut my mouth. Say fucking nothing if you ever get locked up again.
 
Can’t sleep to escape. Can’t smoke weed to escape. Can’t watch tv. Can’t fucking do anything to escape.

I just watched tik tok all day and smoked a million cigarettes and tried to wait it out the best I could.

When I snapped the most was first thing in the morning when I woke up and I’m like nooooooo I can’t do another day of this. Please no.

But I did. Day after day I suffered. I still feel like there is some permanent damage in there, dementia like. But I got there in the end.

Never ever ever again. I’ve learnt to shut my mouth. Say fucking nothing if you ever get locked up again.
How many shots you got? And what type of dementia you talking about? Are you happy in life? Can feel dopamine?
 
Can’t sleep to escape. Can’t smoke weed to escape. Can’t watch tv. Can’t fucking do anything to escape.

I just watched tik tok all day and smoked a million cigarettes and tried to wait it out the best I could.

When I snapped the most was first thing in the morning when I woke up and I’m like nooooooo I can’t do another day of this. Please no.

But I did. Day after day I suffered. I still feel like there is some permanent damage in there, dementia like. But I got there in the end.

Never ever ever again. I’ve learnt to shut my mouth. Say fucking nothing if you ever get locked up again.
I'm currently watching tik toks all day every day. It's distracting me from pacing as much. But my god I'm still in hell still suicidal still want out of this world and as you say being trapped in this body with my brain being fucked
 
Cause you not into deepak chopra or david hawkins. The love can heal cells. You can cancel the ilness with your thoughts. Thats why some recover fully and others claim to be permamently brain damaged
Deepak and David guy sure have problem. Don’t listen to him. They are fake guru. Do you really need someone to tell you that love can heal or something?

I think you just want a girl and blaming others for not being able to get a girl yourself.

Poor mother.

I start to think you really don’t know anything about invega
 
Can’t sleep to escape. Can’t smoke weed to escape. Can’t watch tv. Can’t fucking do anything to escape.

I just watched tik tok all day and smoked a million cigarettes and tried to wait it out the best I could.

When I snapped the most was first thing in the morning when I woke up and I’m like nooooooo I can’t do another day of this. Please no.

But I did. Day after day I suffered. I still feel like there is some permanent damage in there, dementia like. But I got there in the end.

Never ever ever again. I’ve learnt to shut my mouth. Say fucking nothing if you ever get locked up again.
There is no escape from invega just the same shit day after day unrelenting. It's a suck fucking joke that they give this shit to people.
 
Deepak and David guy sure have problem. Don’t listen to him. They are fake guru. Do you really need someone to tell you that love can heal or something?

I think you just want a girl and blaming others for not being able to get a girl yourself.

Poor mother.

I start to think you really don’t know anything about invega
🤣🤣 Dude i lost all respect to you. Dont talk to me please. Hawkins is the biggest mystic of our lifetime. Deepak is also alright. Poor mother speaking about a woman who tryed to hospitalize her son against his will because she could not control me oh. Shut the fuck up pls
 
🤣🤣 Dude i lost all respect to you. Dont talk to me please. Hawkins is the biggest mystic of our lifetime. Deepak is also alright. Poor mother speaking about a woman who tryed to hospitalize her son against her will. Shut the fuck up pls
I don’t expect love or respect from outside like you. I don’t care.

Find true guru inside. All the gurus are not true guru for you bro.

Wake the fuck up. You are not sane.

Don’t even mention about those names you are ruining their reputation. They don’t even consider you to be disciple either. Someone hitting mother because you can’t get a girlfriend.

I rationally concluded you don’t know about invega.
 
I don’t expect love or respect from outside like you. I don’t care.

Find true guru inside. All the gurus are not true guru for you bro.

Wake the fuck up. You are not sane.

Don’t even mention about those names you are ruining their reputation. They don’t even consider you to be disciple either. Someone hitting mother because you can’t get a girlfriend.

I rationally concluded you don’t know about invega.
Hahaha you are giving the same weasel vibes these psychiatrist give. I dont care cause i know you are an idiot. My mother got slapped for hospitalizing me while knowing the diagnosis was fake, also for lying for playing the victim. I would be on cto for years in usa for her lies. Fuck you insenstitive peace of shit to talk like that to someone who is suicidal. There is a reason your dumb ass got injected too
 
She knew the diagnosis was fake yet hospitalized me only because she was provoking me and i destroyed doors in home. That was before slapping her. So i was involuntary admitted for destroying the doors and forcefully injected(wasnt psychotic) because i had schizophrenia diagnosis in paper from previous hospitalizationwhere i was spitting out pills. Instead of focusing on evil of psychiatry you spit on the abused one. As the psychiatrist make a schizophrenic one of the abused scapegoat as you two idiots trying to make me a monster. What a mother sends her son to hospital to be force injected only because he was provoked by her? (She started the shit to me when i was already recovering from previous forced drugging instead of living me alone like a mother would). Im out this hellhole. To many idiots lurk here. Bye
 
She knew the diagnosis was fake yet hospitalized me only because she was provoking me and i destroyed doors in home. That was before slapping her. So i was involuntary admitted for destroying the doors and forcefully injected(wasnt psychotic) because i had schizophrenia diagnosis in paper from previous hospitalizationwhere i was spitting out pills. Instead of focusing on evil of psychiatry you spit on the abused one. As the psychiatrist make a schizophrenic one of the abused scapegoat as you two idiots trying to make me a monster. What a mother sends her son to hospital to be force injected only because he was provoked by her? (She started the shit to me when i was already recovering from previous forced drugging instead of living me alone like a mother would). Im out this hellhole. To many idiots lurk here. Bye
Bit rude to break doors in your mums house also you hit her??? My god. There are some definite issues here.
 
How did she provoke you?
You can’t get violent, smash glasses, break doors, call her a whore and not get called schizo.

Prove them wrong behave yourself. Don’t act like that. Then they won’t threaten you with court or locking you up.

I repeat. You cannot get violent.
 
How did she provoke you?
You can’t get violent, smash glasses, break doors, call her a whore and not get called schizo.

Prove them wrong behave yourself. Don’t act like that. Then they won’t threaten you with court or locking you up.

I repeat. You cannot get violent.
You dont get it bro. She was the one attacking me. She is an evil narc and seeing these idiots standing on her side makes me thing they would do the same what these psychiatrist do which is inject the abused one and fake diagnose him. She literally hospitalized me knowing the diagnosis is totally wrong just to show me. So for non meaning anything doors i deserve to be brain damaged and further dehumanised? Add castration lying infantilising me and attacking my self esteem i just lost it and slapped her. Imo commiting your son to these psychos is much more evil then me slapping her.
 
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