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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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IOSIP said:
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Just really scared its permanent. Much like the ahnedonia God I hope these things go away
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Im not telling you this cause im toxic but i want your brain to understand recovery is real and its normal you have akathisia and suffer because of these nasty chemicals. As i said you need at least 8-12 months to mostly recover in all aspect. And do the long walk and end it with sauna it will help so much with akhatisia. You need to detox that shit. Do you have access to sauna somewhere?
 
Youwillrecover said:
Im not telling you this cause im toxic but i want your brain to understand recovery is real and its normal you have akathisia and suffer because of these nasty chemicals. As i said you need at least 8-12 months to mostly recover in all aspect. And do the long walk and end it with sauna it will help so much with akhatisia. You need to detox that shit. Do you have access to sauna somewhere?
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I walk all day every day. And sauna won't help this either. It's something very wrong with my brain
 
I dont get yall with the weed perspective. Its literally the only thing that takes away suffering for me 🤣 but only as its high in cbd. Only thc is just psychoactive but to soothe my traumatised nervous system cbd is god given trust. Go for high cbd low thc strains
 
IOSIP said:
I walk all day every day. And sauna won't help this either. It's something very wrong with my brain
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There are other treatments for akathisia besides benzotropine. Propranolol, Cyproheptadine, gabapentin, lyrica and benzodiazepines just to name a few. So dont give up. Weed will also likely help abit
 
paranoid android said:
There are other treatments for akathisia besides benzotropine. Propranolol, Cyproheptadine, gabapentin, lyrica and benzodiazepines just to name a few. So dont give up. Weed will also likely help abit
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Lyrica doesn't do anything benzotropine doesn't do anything. Benzos i w9nt get those but they also don't solve the problem.

I think it's linked to my anhedonia to be honest
 
IOSIP said:
Lyrica doesn't do anything benzotropine doesn't do anything. Benzos i w9nt get those but they also don't solve the problem.

I think it's linked to my anhedonia to be honest
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You may have to be more foreward with your doctor. There is no reason to suffer from this shit. Im pretty sure i had opiate addict and IV coke user on my record and i still have no trouble getting benzodiazepines and sleeping pills. Every doctor is different
 
paranoid android said:
You may have to be more foreward with your doctor. There is no reason to suffer from this shit. Im pretty sure i had opiate addict and IV coke user on my record and i still have no trouble getting benzodiazepines and sleeping pills. Every doctor is different
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Yeah look i just don't think there is anything out there to solve this. Benzos would just lead me down the path of addiction.

God this is a scary thing to live with day in day out.
 
IOSIP said:
Yeah look i just don't think there is anything out there to solve this. Benzos would just lead me down the path of addiction.

God this is a scary thing to live with day in day out.
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Propranolol is the other second line treatment so try that there are other options besides benzos. I also hear trazadone being mentioned
 
paranoid android said:
You may have to be more foreward with your doctor. There is no reason to suffer from this shit. Im pretty sure i had opiate addict and IV coke user on my record and i still have no trouble getting benzodiazepines and sleeping pills. Every doctor is different
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Wish I knew where to find the right doctor.
 
I really all i dream about is sue these corrupted psychiatrist that serve the babilon instead of people. Every day i beg Jesus to help me with it. What they do is literally EVIL. People who can be healed naturally fryed with these injections on ilness they dont have only because these disgusting people are allowed by the system to do so. Please Lord let me expose the story publicly ✝️🙏💚
 
I lost sleep over how upset I am about my computer. I received a notification to backup my computer I was like "I'm going to bed, I'll do it later" AND OOOPS. FUCKIN. OOPS. Four whole years with this laptop and I never spilled a dangerous amount of water on it. I got startled by a noise mid cup lift and I spilled about half a cup of water on it, it turned off, then I tried turning it back on like a dumbass. I powered it up twice and then it flipped off. I hope I can at least retrieve data.

Playing NMS gave me peace. I will miss it. I'm cursing myself for never backing up my game, and backups are provided in game now. I should have done that when that update landed. I have a bunch of beautiful builds, cool finds, and I only missed one expedition. I have a few unfinished art files too, as well as art programs I'm not sure if I still have the original emails I received with the download. And I had a nice meme collection as well.

I had a feeling something bad was going to happen and I didn't back up anything. That laptop was over 1000 dollars and the only reason I was able to get it was because of the covid checks.
 
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IOSIP said:
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November 8th 2024. I'm done with antipsychotics. I won't be having another shot. I had the 2.
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You're very early days, that's why everything's bleek and horrible. I couldn't talk for over a month when I first got injected. After stopping I could only lay there looking at wall. Still mostly just look at walls, still can't watch TV or do anything that takes attention.
 
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