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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Youwillrecover said:
Im planing to be high 24/7 so pardon me if you feel it
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I ate an edible yesterday at 10 mg i got pretty high and i turned back to God. I think thats the best way to use weed lsd , it makes me more spiritual. I read the new testament few years ago after smoking purple kush and it was so fascinating but I couldnt do the same for the quran. One must be purified to even touch it let alone read it. I have given my life back to God till the day I die. I will make prayer 5 times a day for you and the folks here. Stay strong soldiers.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I ate an edible yesterday at 10 mg i got pretty high and i turned back to God. I think thats the best way to use weed lsd , it makes me more spiritual. I read the new testament few years ago after smoking purple kush and it was so fascinating but I couldnt do the same for the quran. One must be purified to even touch it let alone read it. I have given my life back to God till the day I die. I will make prayer 5 times a day for you and the folks here. Stay strong soldiers.
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What do you want most right now , tell me so I can put it in my prayer, it will be answered 100%.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Protection from my evil parents so they will not infantilise me and emasculate me and full justice for what they done to me 🤣 please bro they go evil the more truth i say 😭💚 THANK YOU Tony
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Bro it makes me sad how your parents treat you , why must they be like that. Thank God I was blessed with very good parents who brought me up on God and prayed everyday. What your parents need is religion or God and spirituality. I will make a sincere prayer for you bro, dont doubt it. God is near.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Bro it makes me sad how your parents treat you , why must they be like that. Thank God I was blessed with very good parents who brought me up on God and prayed everyday. What your parents need is religion or God and spirituality. I will make a sincere prayer for you bro, dont doubt it. God is near.
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I will pray for you too. To recover and have happy full of love life 💚
 
Im on 13 hour fast did fenomenal calisthenic workout and smoked some good herb. Haha now listening to Thievery Corporation. Love guys
 
Music helps me focus again. I'm going back and listening to albums I listened to when my musical anhedonia was bad.

 
I used to imitate a cat for autistic stimming reasons and invega took away my urge to stim, so it's like I "forgot" how to make cat trills and it made me sad because it used to be so second nature to do it, and I like communicating with the cats I know. It was like my throat was stuck or something. I am pleased to report that I can do it again and I am making cat noises alone in my room. :3
 
Youwillrecover said:
Beatiful. Do that. You will comeback as a Man
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Yeah bro I havent done shit since june 2023 just sitting at home not going out , no gym, sinning all the time, smoking . I have effectively lost all respect from my so called "friends" and even my family. They always ask why im unemployed , why im depressed, why im unhealthy. Maybe this trip is just what I need to heal and become the best version of myself. I will see through with it.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Yeah bro I havent done shit since june 2023 just sitting at home not going out , no gym, sinning all the time, smoking . I have effectively lost all respect from my so called "friends" and even my family. They always ask why im unemployed , why im depressed, why im unhealthy. Maybe this trip is just what I need to heal and become the best version of myself. I will see through with it.
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Enjoy
 
It’s week 11 and counting without sleep, tonight I can’t sleep at all too. I’ll never forgive the doctors for what they did to me with the injection they killed me and my ability to sleep, I don’t know when I’ll ever rest again but I’m losing everything because of this I’m asking god to please end this suffering and brutal life I’m enduring right now did anyone else have this problem and find a cure i completely lost my ability to sleep and I’m going crazy now because of it
 
julianlz7 said:
It’s week 11 and counting without sleep, tonight I can’t sleep at all too. I’ll never forgive the doctors for what they did to me with the injection they killed me and my ability to sleep, I don’t know when I’ll ever rest again but I’m losing everything because of this I’m asking god to please end this suffering and brutal life I’m enduring right now did anyone else have this problem and find a cure i completely lost my ability to sleep and I’m going crazy now because of it
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Stay patient, CrimsonThornX didnt sleep for 4 months until his sleep came back. I will sincerely keep you in my prayers so that this suffering is lifted from you. This is a test and you must stay patient . I'm just starting to get better with the help of God. I truly believe we are going through this suffering to purify our souls. In my sacred text, God says " that with every harship comes more ease" (94:7)
 
Koz26 said:
It was 8-9 months before I felt a significant improvement, but there were small improvements with each passing month. I was also prescribed Adderall which did feel like it helped a bit in the early stages, though the effects of it were heavily blunted. The Adderall contributed to me experiencing additional psychoses post-invega. I am off it now and I wish I never took it to begin with. Early on I felt like I would do almost anything for just a little relief though.

After a full year I felt like I could go back to working at least part-time and begin training consistently in grappling/mma. I couldn't have done those things if I didnt feel at least close to a full recovery. But I should note that I was on Lamictal, Adderall and PRN Klonopin at that time. Possibly even Prozac and Wellbutrin but I don't remember for sure. It was a long time ago and I've tried a lot of different meds over the years.
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Thank you brother! I also love mma. And instead of adderall i reccomend good quality high cbd medium thc weed haha. Love you guys
 
hospitalized once again for talking crazy about invega. the worst part is my family who is usually always supportive in anything is telling me that invega doesn't stay in your system for more than a month and that i'm just 'obsessed.' they're forcing me to take respiridone but i've been cheeking + flushing the pills. came here on a suicide attempt. of course it sounds like i belong here obviously, but i had a beautiful life before invega. the doctors are forcing me to believe the invega doesn't cause any harm. maybe i'm going crazy and they're right. i don't know anymore.
 
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