Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[Youwillrecover]

sorry but hurting your self or even thinking about suicide over invega is pretty idiotic . We had few suicides here and they didnt give their brains even 2 years to heal and now look they are permanently gone. I have been suffering from invega damage since june 2023 and I'm still suffering. I quit my injections 10 months ago and very minor improvement. I'm riding this out till 2026 If I don't recover then so be it , this is my new reality that I will have to accept until my natural death. I highly recommend giving your brain 24 months atleast , heck you probably dont even need 1 year to recover but you will and become much happier.

80% of my sucidal thoughts from trauma not being seen heard and validated. I feel amazing brain wise but still recovering

 

[Youwillrecover]

Haha staying pure is protection against psychosis which can come from dark energy. Just avoid supression cause thats dangerous. That's why releasing energy to imagination is ok. I was a moderator on semen retention Reddit and headmod said that many of these guys torture themselves going on these long streaks without correct transmutation so he advised a release schedule. Like once a 2 week or a month. Depends on your needs.

To imagination ofourse.

 

[destroylonely]

Your profile pic tells me that porn causes suicide thoughts the same as invega does. Many of yall consume the dark energy and blame it all on injections. Get pure first and please never kill yourself. God is real. Christ is our saviour. Pray. And receive this hug from me love you all

i don't watch porn, haven't in a long time. i just find most of my profile pictures off pinterest.

 

[Youwillrecover]

i don't watch porn, haven't in a long time. i just find most of my profile pictures off pinterest.

Its a pornstar lol. Im saying this because many guys obsess it and as a Jesus believer i know there is demonic energy in it so i preach to avoid it. It really does cause suicidal thoughts. You are a girl?

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Haha staying pure is protection against psychosis which can come from dark energy. Just avoid supression cause thats dangerous. That's why releasing energy to imagination is ok. I was a moderator on semen retention Reddit and headmod said that many of these guys torture themselves going on these long streaks without correct transmutation so he advised a release schedule. Like once a 2 week or a month. Depends on your needs.

the problem isnt releasing its porn but I want to challenge my self even harder by going full no PMO so I can get the full benefits of retention. Tbh I probably wont last that long so im just aiming for 90 days but my ultimate goal is all of 2025 and more. I use triggering sites like reddit and X so im one single search from being triggered

 

[destroylonely]

sorry but hurting your self or even thinking about suicide over invega is pretty idiotic . We had few suicides here and they didnt give their brains even 2 years to heal and now look they are permanently gone. I have been suffering from invega damage since june 2023 and I'm still suffering. I quit my injections 10 months ago and very minor improvement. I'm riding this out till 2026 If I don't recover then so be it , this is my new reality that I will have to accept until my natural death. I highly recommend giving your brain 24 months atleast , heck you probably dont even need 1 year to recover but you will and become much happier.

you're strong, and yes it's idiotic, but it's very hard to handle. i'm not sure what your symptoms are but i've been having flu-like symptoms everyday. itchy eyes, terribly sore throat, hard to breathe and my asthma makes that worse. feels like i'm swallowing fire 24/7.

 

[Youwillrecover]

the problem isnt releasing its porn but I want to challenge my self even harder by going full no PMO so I can get the full benefits of retention. Tbh I probably wont last that long so im just aiming for 90 days but my ultimate goal is all of 2025 and more. I use triggering sites like reddit and X so im one single search from being triggered

Brother i been obsessing semen retention for years believe me. I was a mod there. And yes retaining is extremaly powerful BUT its not a piece of cake as most people think. Its double edge sword on longer streak. That's why i advise schedule release like once a month. Doing it rarely makes your body still full of vital energy. Just saying so you dont end up agressive and restled. My family was abusive and toxic that's a fact but agression from retention could play a part in these hospitalizations. I dont know. @UnluckyXeplion your thoughts?

 

[Youwillrecover]

you're strong, and yes it's idiotic, but it's very hard to handle. i'm not sure what your symptoms are but i've been having flu-like symptoms everyday. itchy eyes, terribly sore throat, hard to breathe and my asthma makes that worse. feels like i'm swallowing fire 24/7.

Stop eating sugar and processed food. Fruits vegetables water. Stay pure. Dont die. You will recover

 

[destroylonely]

Its a pornstar lol. Im saying this because many guys obsess it and as a Jesus believer i know there is demonic energy in it so i preach to avoid it. It really does cause suicidal thoughts. You are a girl?

it looks like you haven't taken invega before so what are your symptoms like if you don't mind me asking. is it like the same thing as olanzapine / abilify?

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

you're strong, and yes it's idiotic, but it's very hard to handle. i'm not sure what your symptoms are but i've been having flu-like symptoms everyday. itchy eyes, terribly sore throat, hard to breathe and my asthma makes that worse. feels like i'm swallowing fire 24/7.

I had flu like symptoms after quitting invega those are withdrawls probably and they went away for me so im just dealing with lost abilities . Stay spiritual if you can cuz that helped me get through the worst times but in 10 months you will most likely heal unless ur like me who had 10 shots

 

[Youwillrecover]

it looks like you haven't taken invega before so what are your symptoms like if you don't mind me asking. is it like the same thing as olanzapine / abilify?

All these injections are shit believe me. Abilify is the best of all them tho but still shit. So after 10 months i feel amazing brain wise. People trully do recover its just take at least a year for full recovery depending how many injections you had. I just feel bad because they dehumanised and traumatised me and i get no emotional support from family but threats from them so i get suicidal but dw the injections wear off and brain heals. But you must stay pure.

 

[Youwillrecover]

The most weird thing about it all that few months after the injections i hit 2620 i bullet chess lichess which was my record. Best 0.7% on earth. So what thoughts you feed the brain are manifesting i guess.

 

[destroylonely]

All these injections are shit believe me. Abilify is the best of all them tho but still shit. So after 10 months i feel amazing brain wise. People trully do recover its just take at least a year for full recovery depending how many injections you had. I just feel bad because they dehumanised and traumatised me and i get no emotional support from family but threats from them so i get suicidal but dw the injections wear off and brain heals. But you must stay pure.

just hang in there, which you're doing very well. something i've noticed is that even doctors can't tell me the side effects of these injections. they say it's either online bullshit or all in your head. i was hospitalized for 'talking crazy' about invega. it takes a really strong family for them to not believe a 'medical professional.' sometimes you have to face it alone for you to get better.

 

[destroylonely]

I had flu like symptoms after quitting invega those are withdrawls probably and they went away for me so im just dealing with lost abilities . Stay spiritual if you can cuz that helped me get through the worst times but in 10 months you will most likely heal unless ur like me who had 10 shots

i'm hoping i get better, and you do too. i had only one loading dose so maybe there is hope. i was recommended l-tyrosine. been using for 2 days, don't see much of a difference. but i'll let you know if something changes.

 

[TonyTonyChopper]

Brother i been obsessing semen retention for years believe me. I was a mod there. And yes retaining is extremaly powerful BUT its not a piece of cake as most people think. Its double edge sword on longer streak. That's why i advise schedule release like once a month. Doing it rarely makes your body still full of vital energy. Just saying so you dont end up agressive and restled. My family was abusive and toxic that's a fact but agression from retention could play a part in these hospitalizations. I dont know. @UnluckyXeplion your thoughts?

bro teach me everything about retention, are the benefits as real as they say. Lets say i go no fap for 3 months will my dopamine levels go up? thats crazy and hard to believe . I could believe semen retention giving you some agression maybe some energy came over u or maybe ur parents r just assholes and triggered u into hitting them

 

[Youwillrecover]

just hang in there, which you're doing very well. something i've noticed is that even doctors can't tell me the side effects of these injections. they say it's either online bullshit or all in your head. i was hospitalized for 'talking crazy' about invega. it takes a really strong family for them to not believe a 'medical professional.' sometimes you have to face it alone for you to get better.

Yeah. They charlatans dont worry. Most of us needed hug being seen and understood but they just force this poison but dont worry. God is real. "What you reap you sow"~ Jesus. Karma is real and they will be judged for dehumanising us with these babilon chemicals against our will. Namaste stay pure and believe in Jesus

 

[destroylonely]

Yeah. They charlatans dont worry. Most of us needed hug being seen and understood but they just force this poison but dont worry. God is real. "What you reap you sow"~ Jesus. Karma is real and they will be judged for dehumanising us with these babilon chemicals against our will. Namaste stay pure and believe in Jesus

i try to believe but it gets difficult. i'm a quiet person but at this time i'm not. i was considering representing myself in court even if i lose. or going on a hunger strike at the steps of johnson and johnson. maybe it doesn't sound worth it to you, but the next person is going to come here suffering, and again and again. i'll be the one who tries to take down this company if i have to, even if i fail. stand up in the face of evil.

 

[Youwillrecover]

bro teach me everything about retention, are the benefits as real as they say. Lets say i go no fap for 3 months will my dopamine levels go up? thats crazy and hard to believe . I could believe semen retention giving you some agression maybe some energy came over u or maybe ur parents r just assholes and triggered u into hitting them

There was a guy from the staff who looks like Mariusz Pudzianowski in the hospital. It was my first time when they were doing schizo of me. He was a bully and all guys were scared of him. He started some shit to me and i told him to shoot the fook up or i will put a knife to his stomach. Dont blame me. He wanted to bully me for no reason and thought he can do it only because he has muscles. I told him to shoot the fook up or you will see im about that lifestyle. I was at 90 days of retention and i felt no fear really wanted to knock him out as i love mma and been obsessing the sport like 6 years. He really backed off. He felt the energy. The psychologist saw the interaction and gave me sex talk immedietaly later in the room. All the sexy psychiatrist who are 10/10 models were looking me like im Tyson because literally all these fake gansters were terryfied of him. So its powerful but without Christ you will still be weak even retaining. Im also 6'2 guy and was gym freak back in the day so it also helped me agianst this dude. Alpha mindset brah. Benefits are real but you need to remember its our default state. Nothing to obsess. Just cut the porn. Imagination only. Stay pure and benefits will come

 

[Youwillrecover]

i try to believe but it gets difficult. i'm a quiet person but at this time i'm not. i was considering representing myself in court even if i lose. or going on a hunger strike at the steps of johnson and johnson. maybe it doesn't sound worth it to you, but the next person is going to come here suffering, and again and again. i'll be the one who tries to take down this company if i have to, even if i fail. stand up in the face of evil.

I know what you mean recover first and them sue them. Im suing them soon actually. I have no chance to lose cause i will enter as healthy guy with fake paranoid schizophrenia diagnosis and they forced me injections and i wasnt even psychotic. I will update when it happens. Remember you can always dm me if you feel bad i love you all

 

[julianlz7]

Bro its been almost 4 months since my last injections I’m still struggling badly and having severe insomnia, it hurts see all friends and family around me able to live normal life smoking and drinking having fun when I have to rot in bed everyday