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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Scotthughes123 said:
Paliperidone (invega sustaina) not sure I spelt that wrong will give you anhedonia etc but I switched to 50mg haloperidol now I can feel emotions enjoy stuff and I no longer have sexual dysfunction and can lose weight have a word with your consultant I can get drunk so I’m guessing the thing (weed) that got us in this mess will be able to be felt too
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Lol i had 150 mg of haldol decanoas it was hell on earth he wanted to make me pass to 50 mg never of the life i would take again this shit which transforms into zombie obese is sterile 16 months without this shit i live much better
 
Youwillrecover said:
By the way i have depresonalization and derealization after forced drugging and misdiagnosis. I didnt had that before. That's how they help you.
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Im not sure if i have dp/dr like i dont see myself from another prespective but people with dp/dr have anhedonia, blank mind, loss of inner monolgue, aphantasia, and other symtpoms i got from invega which are actually part of dp/dr so maybe i have it maybe i dont
 
Guys do you think supressed anger can give me suicidal thoughts and depression? I heard it somewhere and with that diagnosis i cannot be myself no more. To be 100% honest with you guys i feel like brain wise i will recover but the trauma is so huge cause they did this to me three times every day i consider cutting my veins.
 
So I want to chime in here. Besides the monstrous weight gain, my man boobs have been increasing in size as what they call the side effect gynocomastea. Some of the weight fell off suddenly like 60lbs, and then it stopped. even tho I still get monthly shots of invega sustenna.
The point I'm trying to make here is it looks like there's some hope to firm up the man boobs by doing planks. I was doing pushups, but tweaked my shoulder and couldn't do them anymore without pain. But planks seemingly help to firm up the pecks.
I'm 41 and it's not any easier to do exercise. So, until they stop forcing the injections, I will do what I can to interfere with big pharma, and live my best life.
I'm happy here, even tho i'm not independent. And cannabis was a life saver.
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ions said:
So I want to chime in here. Besides the monstrous weight gain, my man boobs have been increasing in size as what they call the side effect gynocomastea. Some of the weight fell off suddenly like 60lbs, and then it stopped. even tho I still get monthly shots of invega sustenna.
The point I'm trying to make here is it looks like there's some hope to firm up the man boobs by doing planks. I was doing pushups, but tweaked my shoulder and couldn't do them anymore without pain. But planks seemingly help to firm up the pecks.
I'm 41 and it's not any easier to do exercise. So, until they stop forcing the injections, I will do what I can to interfere with big pharma, and live my best life.
I'm happy here, even tho i'm not independent. And cannabis was a life saver.
End.
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Why they force the injections? You smoke cannabis while on invega? Bro say sm more im bored
 
ions said:
So I want to chime in here. Besides the monstrous weight gain, my man boobs have been increasing in size as what they call the side effect gynocomastea. Some of the weight fell off suddenly like 60lbs, and then it stopped. even tho I still get monthly shots of invega sustenna.
The point I'm trying to make here is it looks like there's some hope to firm up the man boobs by doing planks. I was doing pushups, but tweaked my shoulder and couldn't do them anymore without pain. But planks seemingly help to firm up the pecks.
I'm 41 and it's not any easier to do exercise. So, until they stop forcing the injections, I will do what I can to interfere with big pharma, and live my best life.
I'm happy here, even tho i'm not independent. And cannabis was a life saver.
End.
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Damn I can’t get high at all anymore plus I gained a ton of weight so you’re lucky that you can at least get high
 
Youwillrecover said:
Why they force the injections? You smoke cannabis while on invega? Bro say sm more im bored
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So its been since oct 2013 on invega sustenna every month. antipsychotics from court ordered hospital stays since 2010.
I get high on everything except caffeine which is disappointing cuz my favorite combo used to be pot and coffee.
While I still enjoy pot and coffee, stims don't really work.
I couldn't find pot for about 20 months in 2011 to 2013.
But I noticed major benefits returning to it.
I understand there's a lot of invega sufferers who don't get high.
But then I also found psychdelics again which work amazing.
Rather than just drinking beers all day long, which I also do.

It's technically not forced injections like it was at first. But I live with my parents. And my dad makes appointments for me even tho he knows how much I detest him for it. and to live here, instead of public housing, where they would make you do subject to invega anyway, I cooperate with them and they let me do pretty much anything here. And like I said, I'm happy here. Just invega is the biggest negative influence on my life.

I told my dad when he dies, I'm no longer going to make appointments. Which is sad.
Hope you two find better times.
 
ions said:
So its been since oct 2013 on invega sustenna every month. antipsychotics from court ordered hospital stays since 2010.
I get high on everything except caffeine which is disappointing cuz my favorite combo used to be pot and coffee.
While I still enjoy pot and coffee, stims don't really work.
I couldn't find pot for about 20 months in 2011 to 2013.
But I noticed major benefits returning to it.
I understand there's a lot of invega sufferers who don't get high.
But then I also found psychdelics again which work amazing.
Rather than just drinking beers all day long, which I also do.

It's technically not forced injections like it was at first. But I live with my parents. And my dad makes appointments for me even tho he knows how much I detest him for it. and to live here, instead of public housing, where they would make you do subject to invega anyway, I cooperate with them and they let me do pretty much anything here. And like I said, I'm happy here. Just invega is the biggest negative influence on my life.

I told my dad when he dies, I'm no longer going to make appointments. Which is sad.
Hope you two find better times.
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How many injections you had overall? I had 3 olanzapine 2 abilify and i cry because of this... Weed works fine for me too(not the same what it was but amazing nonetheless).
 
It's mind blowing how many.
I estimate it to be over 200 tho. Because it was risperdol and haldol spaced every two week which ran up the numbers.
probably close to 150 invega shots.
Yeah that internal monologue that develops as you age, or from psychedelics, mine specifically was from ecstasy. is very real. Sometimes telepathic.
But psychiatry is scared of this, and does not understand it, or accept it as talking to God or praying to the angels. If that makes sense.
What invega was doing was blocking this for me. Then weed, and voila I was turning on my antenna again.

So it's like, why don't I get just get a job and live on my own without psychiatric intervention?
Because I am overeducated without the diploma that I deserve from Binghamton University (Ph.D) inorganic chemistry to get a job as a professor which I was training to do. Completed every requirement, they expelled me for my libertarian politics.
So I can't justify getting a job at subway because it's like Einstein working at subway.
But I have learned to spend substantially very little over the years, and slowly invest to the point where I now have some savings.
Not enough to retire on, but it would get me through some unexpected bills here or there.

Weed was life saving because those times were very dark for me. not that I was suicidal, but I was just so depressed and unmotivated. meh.
 
I had my first two injections in March 2024 and another two in September 2024 since then 3 and half months ago I been having a lot of horrible side effects, I’m barley functional and I can’t sleep every night. How much longer until this shit is out of my body I had invega sustenna paliperidone antipsychotic injections
 
julianlz7 said:
I had my first two injections in March 2024 and another two in September 2024 since then 3 and half months ago I been having a lot of horrible side effects, I’m barley functional and I can’t sleep every night. How much longer until this shit is out of my body I had invega sustenna paliperidone antipsychotic injections
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Dont worry brother. It last a long time but people do recover! It just takes a year at least for full recovery
 
destroylonely said:
don't think i'll make it out of this honestly. i just had to get stitches for my cutting. it's a shame because i just recently turned twenty but i'm not okay with this anymore. going to attempt suicide soon. i wonder how many deaths it will take until people realize how dangerous invega is. hang in there you guys.
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Your profile pic tells me that porn causes suicide thoughts the same as invega does. Many of yall consume the dark energy and blame it all on injections. Get pure first and please never kill yourself. God is real. Christ is our saviour. Pray. And receive this hug from me 🤍💜 love you all
 
destroylonely said:
don't think i'll make it out of this honestly. i just had to get stitches for my cutting. it's a shame because i just recently turned twenty but i'm not okay with this anymore. going to attempt suicide soon. i wonder how many deaths it will take until people realize how dangerous invega is. hang in there you guys.
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sorry but hurting your self or even thinking about suicide over invega is pretty idiotic . We had few suicides here and they didnt give their brains even 2 years to heal and now look they are permanently gone. I have been suffering from invega damage since june 2023 and I'm still suffering. I quit my injections 10 months ago and very minor improvement. I'm riding this out till 2026 If I don't recover then so be it , this is my new reality that I will have to accept until my natural death. I highly recommend giving your brain 24 months atleast , heck you probably dont even need 1 year to recover but you will and become much happier.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Your profile pic tells me that porn causes suicide thoughts the same as invega does. Many of yall consume the dark energy and blame it all on injections. Get pure first and please never kill yourself. God is real. Christ is our saviour. Pray. And receive this hug from me 🤍💜 love you all
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I didnt PMO since december 30 I feel better but ngl I dreamt about it already fckk its so hard but 2025 I will not look at a single nsfw pic/video. I dont have motivation in anything but for some reason I have alot of motivation to not PMO for 90 days atleast. I pray i dont go psychotic over the new energy and powers I will unlock.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I didnt PMO since december 30 I feel better but ngl I dreamt about it already fckk its so hard but 2025 I will not look at a single nsfw pic/video. I dont have motivation in anything but for some reason I have alot of motivation to not PMO for 90 days atleast. I pray i dont go psychotic over the new energy and powers I will unlock.
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Haha staying pure is protection against psychosis which can come from dark energy. Just avoid supression cause thats dangerous. That's why releasing energy to imagination is ok. I was a moderator on semen retention Reddit and headmod said that many of these guys torture themselves going on these long streaks without correct transmutation so he advised a release schedule. Like once a 2 week or a month. Depends on your needs.
 
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