What help can they even offer me at this point. They are not offering me much support through the community medical centre.
No we don't know what waiting for us. Hopefully nothing. Hopefully a long unending rest
Jeez both what I need in my head
I'm coming up short of the suicide because I'm to much of a pusssy to follow through right now.
It's funny I dont even know if I have the means to do it. I live in Australia and gun laws are very strict.
I have a pile of pills staring me in the face or the very real idea of driving my car into a tree. Neither of which I can face so I'm stick here suffering for now.