Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[fenec]

4months and half
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I think I have some minor recovery going on in my brain.

The brain is still numb but I feel less depression than before.

I can think somewhat positive right now and can also meditate to enhance my mood.

I am definitely getting healed within one year.

We really feel better and even those around us can see the difference, but the fight goes on. I'm happy for you, how many injections have you had?

 

[fenec]

I just don't trust chemical whatever after having so many issues with invega and other medications that I tried due to skin problems.

I healed completely with natural healing process when chemical "medicine" caused so much side effects.

I agree with you, it's pure destructive poison.

 

[wbga]

We really feel better and even those around us can see the difference, but the fight goes on. I'm happy for you, how many injections have you had?

I had two injections

 

[fenec]

I had two injections

2 injections is not much you will heal faster than me I am 15 months but almost cured everything improves in all areas energy sleep libido emotions you will heal

 

[wbga]

2 injections is not much you will heal faster than me I am 15 months but almost cured everything improves in all areas energy sleep libido emotions you will heal

I believe so.

I just need to sort my life out.

I wasted too much of time because of invega

 

[fenec]

I believe so.

I just need to sort my life out.

I wasted too much of time because of invega

To me too frero a big waste of time, now I feel able to work I'm applying for work I can't wait to get back to normal life now it was hell you'll get there you're positive that goes a long way in the healing process

 

[fenec]

I believe so.

I just need to sort my life out.

I wasted too much of time because of invega

Xeplion 1 injection average mission time: 10.5 months
Metaltommy : 5 months
LifeAfterInvega : 8 months
Copperdome : 15 months
NotAPsycho : 15 months
2 injections average wait: 13.8 months
HateInvega : 4.5 months
Koz26 : 12 months
Momogus: 13 months
Anhedonia67 : 8.5 months
Nathan Cissel : 10 months
PhuckInvegga : 21 months
Redmanone : 12 months
Starkid: 32 months
Khaverim7: 12 months
Jmorin: 13 months
3 injections average mission time: 11 months
Robe11 : 11 months
SurvivedXeplion : 10 months
Bad Robot : 12 months
4 injections average mission time: 10 months
Decisive : 10 months
5 injections average reaction time: 13 months
Symbolicone09: 12 months
Shay96: 10 months
Lazar : 11 months
Unexpected175: 18 months
6 injections average wait: 15.3 months
Steph78 : 11 months
Dirtyinvega : 20 months
Rel : 15 months
12 injections average mission time: 4 years 2 months (50 months)
Invegauser : 5 years 4 months
Iridiscentblack : 3 years
24 injections average mission time: 18 months
Jmoore52: 17 months
KyliePsychic : 19 months

1 injection : 10.5 months
2 injections : 13.8 months
3 injections : 11 months
4 injections: 10 months
5 injections : 13 months
6 injections : 15.3 months
12 injections : 50 months
24 injections: 18 months
CurtisO, here is the average healing time per injection for people on this thread since 2015

 

[fenec]

Take it for a month take it for a week. Take it however long until the akathisia stops. It will provide relief.





Oh shut up. Just shut up. I knew you’d have something to say. You’ve never taken invega or benstropine so you have no idea what you’re talking about.
If it stops him from killing hi self for a month it’s going to make no difference to his recovery. He’s dying he’s in pain he can’t stand it. Just shut the fuck up when you cannot speak from experience.

Another blast from the past. Thanks for stopping by and letting us know. Gdvffh.

I'm spreading a little hope for the risperidone cure.

Sorry you went through all that. Since your last visit, we've discovered that there are 4 psychotropic injections that are all pretty similar in the way people suffer. Invega, Abilify, Zyprexa and Haldol. I think when you were here, we realized that Haldol could be just as bad for some as Invega. Risperidone being the same active ingredient as Invega, but it came on the market before poison.

The good news is that some people have completely recovered from that too.

You're off risperidone, but feel free to stick around if it helps and maybe anything someone finds to help them will help you and vice versa (invegauser)

 

[wbga]

I really feel something positive today.

I even feel the interest to go to travel and camping etc.

 

[IOSIP]

What do you do with your time?

 

[wbga]

What do you do with your time?

It is really hard for me to put into action right now due to less motivation but I try to study

 

[okthen]

About to go on first bike ride since all of this. 20 mile round trip on a local trail path. Aiming to get back in a little over 2 hours. Will be using a single speed fixie set to single speed, I forget the gearing ratio but it is pretty high (a lot of flat city riding previously), it does have pretty decent geometry for comfort however and I've got a pair of relatively high rolling 700c gatorskin tyres on it, which with its no-suspension rigidity, on pretty much gravel at worst, should not be too bad, just worried about long uphills with the high gearing. Hoping the minimalist setup shaves off enough weight to fly up the long ascents. Tubeless would be nice to save extra weight saved and peace of mind, but I have never had a puncture running gatorskins on 700c before so should be alright. Also don't feel confident in my ability to predict flow of traffic yet, so the long gravel path should be a lot more stress free than my usual fast, zippy street riding I prefer on the light, nimble, narrow setup I've chose to run here.

Will report back how my body feels after the ride, not sure if I'll have the drive/pleasure feeling to complete it all like old times but we shall have a go. Hopefully no rain, as only running lightweight v-brakes, which are rather unpredictable in the best of conditions.

Edit:


this little drop down section marks half way, 10.2 miles in, 15k per min avg pace. My body feels ok, wrists tired from rigid ride, legs are totally destroyed but getting back should not be a problem. Is starting to rain however, I fear last 30% will be in the wet. Other than that I'm feeling not too bad at this point, definitely don't have the energy of a normal person though, nowhere near.

Edit 2: finished the ride a while ago, legs, wrists and backside are really sore, pace died in the second half of the ride but I finished it. Don't feel that beat up now, as far as needing to recover goes, should be fine in 2-3 days. Will ride through the streets to get to supermarket in a bit to "wind body down". Overall not too upset with the ride considering I've lay down bedridden for months now. It is quite cold outside now, rain stayed off, darkness has set in for a wile now.

 

[okthen]

It is really hard for me to put into action right now due to less motivation but I try to study

How are you feeling today? Still more positive that your new normal like yesterday?

 

[wbga]

I still feel more positive than before but not compared to pre invega.

It is very easy for me to regret or be depressed due to invega but I try to come up with more powerful philosophical advice that helps me with situation and understanding the reality.

One thing I regret right now is the wasted time during my 20s which I never regretted before invega injection. I am never a guy who regret my life choices before, but since invega it is so much easier for me to look back and regret or worry about the future etc. Also, I tend to compare with people of success.

I never did this before and I was content with my life and progress, unique life experiences etc but invega kind of illiminated my positive outlook about life and find reason to be depressed when the reason is just the toxic medicine.

But this lessened drastically last few days, and I am trying to learn new things.

Still there is easy tendency of me becoming comparing with my past, future, or other people but I overcome them.

I just realized all the normal people who regretted and compared with others must've felt, because I was really just happy guy without worry so this is quite a strange experience for me.

Fear, Depression, Worry etc.

Ruining all my confidence level.

but compared to last month, I am alive and stronger. I just realise how strong a guy mentally I was before invega.
I never knew I would experience this sort of negativities about myself lol.

Nothing made me painful of any reality I was facing and I was confident that I can figure out back then.

One thing I like about being so realistic is that I can realistically look at myself and analyse that I am missing something and trying to find a way to satisfy that needs.

In some perspective, even though I wouldn't say invega is any way positive, but I am trying to do new thing to sort out my life again.

Just realising how materialistically scarce I am, and have to do something about it.

To overcome fear and worry, I set a goal of which telling myself, when I look back from 20 years from now, I don't want to regret again like this.
Even though my starting point is later than average, I would be fine and will be confident enough to say that I lived my life fully.

That's my promise to myself.

Without such fears and worry, I wouldn't have started to look at my life in "realistic" point of view, because I was mostly spiritual guy who only thought about meaning of life and seeking for answer which is above any material means.

I became so materialistic nowadays after invega lol, thinking that what matters in life is only dollars, but I am regaining my ability to grasp the concept of spirituality, beauty, meaning and its importance. This is another big change that I regained last few days.

I can finally meditate again and feel the brain wave and energy inside of me which was blocked due to brain blockage.

I think intense meditation that I did few days ago, kinda readjusted my brain wave and dopamine level a bit. I don't feel so narrow-minded as a month before.

Still I can feel my dopamine and serotonin receptors are blocked and I would say this is about 50% recovered and I am still not as great as before in communicating with others. I was confident to talk with strangers before but now I have no topic to talk about even with my girlfriend. This isn't recovered yet even though this is also getting better for sure.

 

[wbga]

I always wanted to live long time but now I just thought that human life is such a long time lol.

So I haven't healed yet but getting there.

 

[Youwillrecover]

9 months later im almost recovered trauma remains from the hospitals...

 

[invegafuckedmeupmeow]

Man this is so fuckin scary. 1 10mg shot effects still goin 10 months later

Dude I think I have the same thing. I was recovering in may I was able to feel again but then when they saterted me on lithium I lost the ability to feel things. I cannot feel weed alcohol nicotine coffee weed or cocaine or exercise

 

[Youwillrecover]

Guys i feel amazing!!! The injections almost weared off... Recovery is real thing you just need time and love i aint joking or lying. Im left with trauma but i feel things again music love emotions seuxality... Im just 9 months off in one year+ i will be fully recovered @UnluckyXeplion @TonyTonyChopper @fenec

 

[Youwillrecover]

Guys i feel amazing!!! The injections almost weared off... Recovery is real thing you just need time and love i aint joking or lying. Im left with trauma but i feel things again music love emotions seuxality... Im just 9 months off in one year+ i will be fully recovered @UnluckyXeplion @TonyTonyChopper @fenec

this is good for your spiritual body and energy. Your thoughts affect the recovery. Surround yourself with high vibration...

 

[fenec]

It's been 2 evenings that I feel heat throughout my body I wonder if it's testosterone or dopamine that's skyrocketing I feel a constant heat my body is boiling.