Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Guys I'm just so scared of life. Anyone else have a really hard time with feelings of panic? My restlessness makes the panic worse
 
Frankly I had to see my psychiatrist at hp 3 times 1 minutes he diagnosed me psychotic it's only question was do you have black ideas do you hear voices I answer him I have never heard voices which is the truth, I had a temporary psychosis due to the drug cannabis I have no confidence in their diagnosis they take themselves for gods they only repeated to me if you stop the treatment you will relapse, 15 months without treatment and I'm doing better I just have the hatred they wanted to make me sterile obese zombie I hope they will pay for the evil they do.
I don't hear voices and I don't think I have. I kept saying I wasn't hallucinating after I got some sleep. Parts of me became unpeeled from each other and started talking to me during psychosis though, but that could be part of disassociation. I don't have DID, nothing severe enough to cause it ever happened to me, but I was still physically and emotionally abused pretty heavily as a child and I have permanent DP/DR (the constant disassociation from invega and prozac is gone now) that gets triggered by certain things, like getting screamed at in a speeding car. It was never this outside force and if I focused on what I was "hallucinating" I would fold it back into my consciousness and it was me again. But maybe that's what voices are sometimes, in some people.

I haven't felt anything like that before or since psychosis.
 
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I don't hear voices and I don't think I have. I kept saying I wasn't hallucinating after I got some sleep. Parts of me became unpeeled from each other and started talking to me during psychosis though, but that could be part of disassociation. I don't have DID, nothing severe enough to cause it ever happened to me, but I was still physically and emotionally abused pretty heavily as a child and I have permanent DP/DR (the constant disassociation from invega and prozac is gone now) that gets triggered by certain things, like getting screamed at in a speeding car. It was never this outside force and if I focused on what I was hallucinating I would fold it back into my consciousness and it was me again. But maybe that's what voices are sometimes, in some people.

I haven't felt anything like that before or since psychosis.
Is he giving us destructive poisons me too a little rest and I was me the next day in psychiatry we find our life friends I'm sure
 
Is he giving us destructive poisons me too a little rest and I was me the next day in psychiatry we find our life friends I'm sure
I was telling the Dr I was fine now (which I was a week into stay before any meds given). He just kept saying "impossible, you haven't been given any medication, and even that takes a month to fix you". Ghee dno what to tell you doc, since I'm the only one who can even experience the symptoms, there is no tool to measure, seems you should listen to me, huh? Still random dose increases, new aps on top of other aps then escalation to injections, all while telling everyone I've been fine for months now. With every new med they gave me, I just became more fucked up. Seizures, laying all day, not talking to anyone, akathesia, everything. Never experienced such a devastating line of drugs as what is given in psychiatry, and I've been on some pretty heavy duty ones in the past. Way them places are run are a complete joke, pretty much run with immunity to any outside rules or anything. How tf you give someone a stronger version of "the same drug you're already on" after them getting seizures, just laying dead all day instantly after starting it and everything should beyond any rational doctor/humans thought process. With the only described benefit being "you don't have to worry about tablets". I won't have to worry about tablets if one of the seizures kill me either you dumb fuck, trust me taking tablets is also no problem for someone not crippled by said drug your throwing around either. Invega for a first time episode is just wrong, it's obvious that was their goal, testing the risperidone on me not matter the side effects was just so they could say they tested it before invega, obviously. If I survived the risperidone, I was never getting out of that place with being given invega. Never.

Sorry for long rant about nothing, I still play the whole situation in my head, never mind what happened in the temp place they kept me for a day day an a half before the long term hospital.
 
I was telling the Dr I was fine now (which I was a week into stay before any meds given). He just kept saying "impossible, you haven't been given any medication, and even that takes a month to fix you". Ghee dno what to tell you doc, since I'm the only one who can even experience the symptoms, there is no tool to measure, seems you should listen to me, huh? Still random dose increases, new aps on top of other aps then escalation to injections, all while telling everyone I've been fine for months now. With every new med they gave me, I just became more fucked up. Seizures, laying all day, not talking to anyone, akathesia, everything. Never experienced such a devastating line of drugs as what is given in psychiatry, and I've been on some pretty heavy duty ones in the past. Way them places are run are a complete joke, pretty much run with immunity to any outside rules or anything. How tf you give someone a stronger version of "the same drug you're already on" after them getting seizures, just laying dead all day instantly after starting it and everything should beyond any rational doctor/humans thought process. With the only described benefit being "you don't have to worry about tablets". I won't have to worry about tablets if one of the seizures kill me either you dumb fuck, trust me taking tablets is also no problem for someone not crippled by said drug your throwing around either. Invega for a first time episode is just wrong, it's obvious that was their goal, testing the risperidone on me not matter the side effects was just so they could say they tested it before invega, obviously. If I survived the risperidone, I was never getting out of that place with being given invega. Never.

Sorry for long rant about nothing, I still play the whole situation in my head, never mind what happened in the temp place they kept me for a day day an a half before the long term hospital.
Frankly it is of sadist it me gaveraver of tablet haldol and after also passed to the injections I was in obligation of care after to put beat with the police by chance the new psychiatrist to raise the constraint I was a complete zombie I do not even speak I think that gives us thing to shut our mouths I think we can recover from these injections because what it is for me is that the 1st time I was he gave me an injection before leaving the hospital I was free but I didn't know that I was in compulsory care and that the injections had to be redone so I didn't know what to do. so he threatened me, saying I had to come back or the police would come and I'd recovered from 1 injection, emotions, libido, all in 3 months, but then I had to go back to hospital because I was on compulsory treatment and there he went again, giving me another injection, except it was stupid, he took me off compulsory treatment obligation de soin alors que il m'avait encore interné parceque j'avais pas respecté obligation de soin et mô nouveau psychiatre de hp lève la mains levée mais moi je ne savais pas du coup je refais l'injections au cmp 2 fois est la je vois le psychiatre je lui dit je suis toujours en obligation de soin? He tells me no, but you mustn't stop, you'll relapse in just 2 months I tell him I'm stopping, I could have avoided 2 injections in the end, but it's too late and it's been 15 months since I stopped taking this poison, my last injections date from August 30, 2023 sometimes I feel like I've been cured and then I feel like I haven't, I hope to be completely cured in 2 years, but I've had 4 injections.
 
It's 3am i went to the emergency room for the akathisia around 3pm 12 hours later still haven't seen anyone. Fuck my life. They might not have any positive outcomes for me. I am praying fro benztropine willing to try it at this point despite its side effect profile
 
It's 3am i went to the emergency room for the akathisia around 3pm 12 hours later still haven't seen anyone. Fuck my life. They might not have any positive outcomes for me. I am praying fro benztropine willing to try it at this point despite its side effect profile
Benstropine will stop the akathisia I promise. Even if u just take it for a week.
I got no side affects. It will work and provide relief. I wouldn’t tell you if I wasn’t 100% sure. It’s also known as cogentin
 
How do they call sustenna a month long injection when it lasts way longer then a month? That's such a scam.
Cuz they are working with the plasma level. Ie. The amount the drug is in your system for it to be effective in doing what it's supposed to do.
I'm glad that your doing OK.did you ever deal with restlessness or akathisia?
I had RLS (restless leg syndrome) for a good long while, and a lot of the times I can't sit still, but it's becoming a lot more controllable now.
I'm glad this medication worked out for you, but invega is not good for many people. Are you on a lower dose of Trinza? How do you feel about it messing up your hormones and aren't you scared it's going to make you infertile or in a permanent state of low testosterone? Because that's what happens when someone is on invega for a long time, they end up infertile.

A lot of people in this thread aren't even schizophrenic. A lot of people are either mildly bipolar or misdiagnosed.
Yeah it's working out right now, I worked really hard for it to work out doing some really out of the ordinary stuff with alternative therapy and to the point of even eating my own shit to deal with shit. Serious. My hormones are fine and dealing with the sexual stuff ashwagandha helps a lot, I used to take it as a pill and now drink it as a tea every so often. So not worried about infertility. I'm in a really great place and just wanting to show some hope to the people that have taken the shot just a few times that you can take initiative and heal yourself. Get some help from anywhere, it's all steps forward towards your wellness and wellbeing. Even psychotherapy helps. We are social beings and need the community to help and support us on our journey. So don't be afraid to hire some help. I, personally, really like the alternative healing modalities, but even a nutritionist can help you because nutrition plays a vital role in your healing.
So I encourage you to do at least as much in aiding yourself as you do in complaining and you will be well on your way to recovering.
 
Benstropine will stop the akathisia I promise. Even if u just take it for a week.
I got no side affects. It will work and provide relief. I wouldn’t tell you if I wasn’t 100% sure. It’s also known as cogentin
Whats the point if akathisia comes back a week later? I'm still here waiting for plans and feedback. What a fucking nightmare
 
Hello, I wanted to tell you that I've been taking garlic every day for the past 5 days. You have to crush the garlic and drink it like a young person's medicine.
 
Whats the point if akathisia comes back a week later? I'm still here waiting for plans and feedback. What a fucking nightmare
You'll get better without medication - just give your brain time to heal itself.
 
Whats the point if akathisia comes back a week later? I'm still here waiting for plans and feedback. What a fucking nightmare
People have taken chemical drugs during their convalescence that have destroyed them more than anything else. How can you trust drugs after what they've done to you?
 
Whats the point if akathisia comes back a week later? I'm still here waiting for plans and feedback. What a fucking nightmare
Take it for a month take it for a week. Take it however long until the akathisia stops. It will provide relief.


You'll get better without medication - just give your brain time to heal itself.

People have taken chemical drugs during their convalescence that have destroyed them more than anything else. How can you trust drugs after what they've done to you?
Oh shut up. Just shut up. I knew you’d have something to say. You’ve never taken invega or benstropine so you have no idea what you’re talking about.
If it stops him from killing hi self for a month it’s going to make no difference to his recovery. He’s dying he’s in pain he can’t stand it. Just shut the fuck up when you cannot speak from experience.
 
Take it for a month take it for a week. Take it however long until the akathisia stops. It will provide relief.





Oh shut up. Just shut up. I knew you’d have something to say. You’ve never taken invega or benstropine so you have no idea what you’re talking about.
If it stops him from killing hi self for a month it’s going to make no difference to his recovery. He’s dying he’s in pain he can’t stand it. Just shut the fuck up when you cannot speak from experience.
First of all you're going to talk to me better we didn't raise sheep together, and yes I have a few things to say about that I took haldol injections which are similar to invega, if he takes chemical drugs full of side effects how is that going to help him the only thing that can help him is time, we've all gone through a moment of wanting to help ourselves and it's gone as it came without medication and speak to me well I'm not your friend respect is both ways you say what you think right? Well, I hate you too, it's unbelievable, you're disgusting.
 
People have taken chemical drugs during their convalescence that have destroyed them more than anything else. How can you trust drugs after what they've done to you?
Agreed. This so called medicine is actually killing your life. How can you trust chemical toxins again?

There are tons of side effects.

And I read so many people who are continuing their side effects even after few years after invega and it is usually because they are on other medications.
 
Are you weaning yourself off a drug? The only thing it will do is wean you off 2 drugs.
 
Agreed. This so called medicine is actually killing your life. How can you trust chemical toxins again?

There are tons of side effects.

And I read so many people who are continuing their side effects even after few years after invega and it is usually because they are on other medications.
Thank goodness you're here lol, how can you advise her to take chemical drugs when she's such a bitch?
 
4months and half
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I think I have some minor recovery going on in my brain.

The brain is still numb but I feel less depression than before.

I can think somewhat positive right now and can also meditate to enhance my mood.

I am definitely getting healed within one year.
 
Thank goodness you're here lol, how can you advise her to take chemical drugs when she's such a bitch?
I just don't trust chemical whatever after having so many issues with invega and other medications that I tried due to skin problems.

I healed completely with natural healing process when chemical "medicine" caused so much side effects.
 
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