Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

[wbga]

I meditated today in a long time. I never could meditate since invega because I couldn't feel the intensity or the movement of energy inside me but today when I tried, I could manipulate the flow and I am sure I am recovering very much.

It is still so much harder than before but the need of meditation is stronger and I am keep doing it.

I am regaining power!

 

[elsour]

Your a robot on antipsychotics, you say what you think people want to hear and you act how you think people want you to act, that's why psychiatrists love them, it's all about control, fuck them.

 

[InvegaAnon]

Red bull mastered their marketing around that idea haha. It's a high priced drink in a tiny can that tastes terrible, unlike other drinks. Only reason people buy it is because it gives the illusion of being a drug.

I like the taste of Red Bull, it reminds me of a Flintstones vitamin.

Caffine is a drug, it is just so normalized we forget.

 

[ahmed-93140]

Vous votre énérgie elle est comment au quotidien avec invega ? Moi je suis tellement fatiguée j'ai une fatigue chronique tellement intense j'en peu plus

 

[IOSIP]

I didnt have to take any meds for my severe akathisia from haldol. It just away on its own 4-6 weeks after the injection. I was then forced on invega for 10 months which surprisingly did not give me akathisia but yours will go away with or without medication

How did you stay sane?

 

[CavernsoftheMind]

Your a robot on antipsychotics, you say what you think people want to hear and you act how you think people want you to act, that's why psychiatrists love them, it's all about control, fuck them.

In some cases Antipsychotics are helpful.
It's better than hallucinations that render you a danger to yourself or to your surroundings.

Severe schizophrenia, that includes hearing voices that tell you to murder your friends or to jump out off the window is worse than being on Seroquel.

 

[CavernsoftheMind]

Does mdma can cause hallucination visual ?

When you overdose, yes.

 

[CavernsoftheMind]

How can they even give people this absolute poison. Left hospital now im suicidal because of the akathisia and no one will take it seriously. It's completely ruining my life. Can't believe I feel like killing myself but I'm to much of a pusssy to follow through with thay idea.

Coud GABA-ergics like Diazepam or kratom help you with that?
It's better than wanting to kill yourself.

 

[IOSIP]

Coud GABA-ergics like Diazepam or kratom help you with that?
It's better than wanting to kill yourself.

Yeah wish me luck getting anyone to prescribe those considering I'm an ex addict. Thanks though

 

[CavernsoftheMind]

Yeah wish me luck getting anyone to prescribe those considering I'm an ex addict. Thanks though

Than maybe ordering kratom?

It's an opioid though. But it helps a lot with restless leg syndrome, so it may help.

I'd never recommend opioids to anyone normally, but if the akathisia is that bad...

 

[jrsteez]

3 months off 5 shots. Everything sucks. I wake up every fucking morning not wanting to do a thing. Nothing to look forward to. All I can do is wait and suffer. I never knew life could be so dull. I’m 27 and feel like everything is ruined. I don’t have a job, I’m chubby when I’ve been fit my whole life. And I simply just have the lowest self esteem now. My self esteem was decent before but this just drowned me. Everything is confusing, even being on a diet is impossible. Forget going to the gym. There’s literally not an ounce of motivation in my body. I really only just have hope that it’ll get better. I day dream of injecting this into the doctor that gave me it and saying “suffer you cunt.” Is there anything that can help? Everyday I suffer. Anyways, peace and love. This hurts.

 

[IOSIP]

Coud GABA-ergics like Diazepam or kratom help you with that?
It's better than wanting to kill yourself.

Yeah wish me luck getting anyone to prescribe those considering I'm an ex addict. Thanks thoi

Than maybe ordering kratom?

It's an opioid though. But it helps a lot with restless leg syndrome, so it may help.

I'd never recommend opioids to anyone normally, but if the akathisia is that bad...

I'm in Australia it's not possible

 

[wbga]

3 months off 5 shots. Everything sucks. I wake up every fucking morning not wanting to do a thing. Nothing to look forward to. All I can do is wait and suffer. I never knew life could be so dull. I’m 27 and feel like everything is ruined. I don’t have a job, I’m chubby when I’ve been fit my whole life. And I simply just have the lowest self esteem now. My self esteem was decent before but this just drowned me. Everything is confusing, even being on a diet is impossible. Forget going to the gym. There’s literally not an ounce of motivation in my body. I really only just have hope that it’ll get better. I day dream of injecting this into the doctor that gave me it and saying “suffer you cunt.” Is there anything that can help? Everyday I suffer. Anyways, peace and love. This hurts.

same I know how you feel exactly.

while we suffer other people are living their normal life and will think we are just lazy, no matter how we explain it is not possible to motivate myself at the moment.

 

[IOSIP]

3 months off 5 shots. Everything sucks. I wake up every fucking morning not wanting to do a thing. Nothing to look forward to. All I can do is wait and suffer. I never knew life could be so dull. I’m 27 and feel like everything is ruined. I don’t have a job, I’m chubby when I’ve been fit my whole life. And I simply just have the lowest self esteem now. My self esteem was decent before but this just drowned me. Everything is confusing, even being on a diet is impossible. Forget going to the gym. There’s literally not an ounce of motivation in my body. I really only just have hope that it’ll get better. I day dream of injecting this into the doctor that gave me it and saying “suffer you cunt.” Is there anything that can help? Everyday I suffer. Anyways, peace and love. This hurts.

This sucks is feel you completely. Be greatful if you don't have akathisia. I have what you have plus a complete inability to sit still. But yes I totally relate. Wait and suffer.

 

[IOSIP]

Why did I let them put this poison into my body. I chose to have the Inhections. In my delusional state I thought paliperidone is for paladins. I thought the nurses were angels there to make everything right with me again. Now im suffering so badly I feel like I might be permanently disabled. Oh my fucking God. If only we could turn back the clock I would make so many better choices.

 

[IOSIP]

Anyone else barely keeping it together? Like I'm so fucked up right now i can't fathom a future where I will ever be OK. And I can't even explain to anyone. It's like my life just ended but I'm living in this waking nightmare

The restlessness is have is constant cant sit for 1 minute without getting up to pace.

Cant enjoy watching a show or YouTube just playing white noise on the TV all day and all night

Living this unending nightmare. I've only been dealing with this a month. Please tell me the restlessness might end please im begging to hear anyone else when it might have ended

 

[wbga]

I know... those restlessness will end sooner than you might fear. I couldn't believe anyone and only thing I could do was counting the days in the calender when this is going to finish.

That horrible restlessness will stop but other things will remain at least for a year.

I am in 4 months state now and it is still terrible.

 

[IOSIP]

I know... those restlessness will end sooner than you might fear. I couldn't believe anyone and only thing I could do was counting the days in the calender when this is going to finish.

That horrible restlessness will stop but other things will remain at least for a year.

I am in 4 months state now and it is still terrible.

Do you still have the restlessness?

 

[wbga]

Do you still have the restlessness?

Not like before.

I can sit still for hours now.

This will seem like "normal" from outside view.

but it isn't. You will know what I mean when restlessness finish.

I would say of course... it is better than before but it is horrible....

within 2 months restlessness will finish

 

[IOSIP]

Not like before.

I can sit still for hours now.

This will seem like "normal" from outside view.

but it isn't. You will know what I mean when restlessness finish.

I would say of course... it is better than before but it is horrible....

within 2 months restlessness will finish

So it was really bad and it got better? Could you rest at all or was it constant? I'm in a state of panic right now. Pondering how to kill myself because of this. It's so bad it feels like it will never stop.