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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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TonyTonyChopper said:
@UnluckyXeplion idk about your hospital but mine always drug tested me after every psychotic episode and determined it was always marijuana induced so in your case they might test for cocaine
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They blame psychosis on weed alot. The first shrink i had blamed mine on it despite the fact ive been smoking it since i as 12 with no problem
 
stolensoul said:
If you're okay with lying, and letting them know you lied before, and really want to get the diagnosis removed then go for it. Doesn't seem necessary to me
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But they probably tested me for Cocaine after every hospitalization.

Maybe I should call them and ask.

And why it doesn't seem necessary? should I leave this diagnosis open?
 
Does anyone experience "confidence level" dropping?

I always felt I was special thinking outside the box but now I feel like complete normal lower than average person mindset.
 
wbga said:
Does anyone experience "confidence level" dropping?

I always felt I was special thinking outside the box but now I feel like complete normal lower than average person mindset.
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I felt like that too. I had a weird non-linear way of thinking that sort of spiderwebbed and I lost that, and most of the ability has come back. I'm smarter than average, but I'm not a genius and I feel like I'm smart again.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I felt like that too. I had a weird non-linear way of thinking that sort of spiderwebbed and I lost that, and most of the ability has come back. I'm smarter than average, but I'm not a genius and I feel like I'm smart again.
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From what month have you regained your ability?

it is 4 months off for me now and I see some improvements but still my pessimistic thinking and outlook about my future is somewhat lingering there.
 
UnluckyXeplion said:
No episode will happen if I won't practice Kundalini again.
Kundalini induced psychosis is a real thing, read about it, it happened to me multiple times.
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my psychosis was induced by kundalini. I've had 2 kundalini awakenings, the first time its was the volcanic energetic eruption and the second time it was the same volcanic eruption but it was coupled with "psychosis". I suffered for a good amount of time as a result of it.
 
Invega survivors

https://www.bluelight.org/community...sustenna-paliperidone-v4.894001/post-15289098

I promise you guys will make it out on the other side of this. I stayed in my room for 8 months straight when I was first recovering from invega, i started seeing improvements around the 8 months mark. Then I got into gardening and being out in nature more because I could actually enjoy it again. by 12 months I was back to who i once was but in a way reborn with a new perspective and gratitude for the precious life we are given. I’m thankful for the shot happening to me because it woke me up to all the terrible things I once put my body through with drugs like LSD and marijuana. our bodies are not meant to be constantly flooded with substances. We can never reach a true state of happiness with substances. Happiness comes from God and from within and nothing else on earth will satisfy you. I hope and pray the best and most speedy recovery for all of you. Go back and look at my previous posts by clicking on my profile name. You will see the progression of things. God bless you all!

https://www.bluelight.org/community...sustenna-paliperidone-v3.861790/post-14918972
Hey just checking in to see how everyone was holding up during this pandemic. I just want to be an ear and a voice so you all know that recovering is the only option. This medicine is a long lasting injection so dependent on the person, it may take longer or less time. It took me about two years to recover. I feel better than ever. I’m genuinely happy. And I’m making strides towards being a better person everyday. I had a total of 5 injections. Everyone side effects will differ. Stay hold and keep the fight in you. This is not the end for you but a new beginning. God loves you and sees the pain and agony you are enduring. I wish you a speedy recovery.
Ask in prayer and believe. The mind can conceive what it believes. Believe you are getting better day by day. Monitor yourself. Hear the silence. Embrace the pain. I love y’all. Take Kare and be blessed.


https://www.bluelight.org/community...sustenna-paliperidone-v3.861790/post-14743829

Wow man, reading the thread brings back so many memories.

Like I remember how I was so obsessed with this invega and feeling so down and mentally dulled that I couldn’t play my favorite jazz pieces, but man now both my mind and body feel muchh better than pre-invega and I basically compose 5 part arrangments of my favorite jazz pieces for fun now

https://www.bluelight.org/community...ustenna-paliperidone-v-2.749358/post-14135654

https://www.bluelight.org/community...ustenna-paliperidone-v-2.749358/post-14308605
 
wbga said:
Invega survivors

https://www.bluelight.org/community...sustenna-paliperidone-v4.894001/post-15289098

I promise you guys will make it out on the other side of this. I stayed in my room for 8 months straight when I was first recovering from invega, i started seeing improvements around the 8 months mark. Then I got into gardening and being out in nature more because I could actually enjoy it again. by 12 months I was back to who i once was but in a way reborn with a new perspective and gratitude for the precious life we are given. I’m thankful for the shot happening to me because it woke me up to all the terrible things I once put my body through with drugs like LSD and marijuana. our bodies are not meant to be constantly flooded with substances. We can never reach a true state of happiness with substances. Happiness comes from God and from within and nothing else on earth will satisfy you. I hope and pray the best and most speedy recovery for all of you. Go back and look at my previous posts by clicking on my profile name. You will see the progression of things. God bless you all!

https://www.bluelight.org/community...sustenna-paliperidone-v3.861790/post-14918972
Hey just checking in to see how everyone was holding up during this pandemic. I just want to be an ear and a voice so you all know that recovering is the only option. This medicine is a long lasting injection so dependent on the person, it may take longer or less time. It took me about two years to recover. I feel better than ever. I’m genuinely happy. And I’m making strides towards being a better person everyday. I had a total of 5 injections. Everyone side effects will differ. Stay hold and keep the fight in you. This is not the end for you but a new beginning. God loves you and sees the pain and agony you are enduring. I wish you a speedy recovery.
Ask in prayer and believe. The mind can conceive what it believes. Believe you are getting better day by day. Monitor yourself. Hear the silence. Embrace the pain. I love y’all. Take Kare and be blessed.


https://www.bluelight.org/community...sustenna-paliperidone-v3.861790/post-14743829

Wow man, reading the thread brings back so many memories.

Like I remember how I was so obsessed with this invega and feeling so down and mentally dulled that I couldn’t play my favorite jazz pieces, but man now both my mind and body feel muchh better than pre-invega and I basically compose 5 part arrangments of my favorite jazz pieces for fun now

https://www.bluelight.org/community...ustenna-paliperidone-v-2.749358/post-14135654

https://www.bluelight.org/community...ustenna-paliperidone-v-2.749358/post-14308605
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Some more great ones are @BadRobot and @starkid as they gave great detail, robot even updating his progress as the weeks went on
 
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Methamphetanonymous said:
Sorry you guys are going through it. Just remember people suffering means other people are getting paid unfk

You can't just wait for your happiness, I hope you all find it within to take it back soon. Fear is the enemy, and then the ones cashing the checks
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As someone who has been through the worst of it and for a very long time, there was no "finding it within". Time is the only factor.
 
JoshuaGuillory36 said:
Bow to Jesus and praise him. And then bow to me and praise me. You should soon feel better or immediately. I'm providing valuable information but people are rejecting it like they reject Jesus, or the Truth. People should be looking for answers to help them end Invega or other medications which are bad. Recovery stories should, for the most part, be secondary. The wiser a person is, the more they will look for remedies, not recovery stories. Some are telling the truth, and some are lying, about their recovery. I provided key, and still am providing key, information to help people realize what's causing their symptoms, what has been altered or affected in their bodies, and hinting or revealing the solutions, in some way or another. Nothing I post is in vain. But vain or profane minds will not realize the genius of my posts. The world is full of losers and cry babies. People get mad because I say I'm God, just like the Pharisees and Sadducees got mad at Jesus for saying (or revealing) that he was/is God. I'm immortal and divine forever. And "InvegaAnon" and "the moderators" have already realized they can't change me or use punishments to break my will, what I believe, or know is true, of Life, of God, of the Universe, of Me. I just keep going on, flowing forever, knowing better and better of the infinite knowledge the universe has blessed me to comprehend, receive, and know.

Peace and Love, everybody! Have a wonderful and blessed day!

P.S.: On this website you have reporters (a.k.a tattlers).

😀😀😀😀😀❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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It is stupid to claim that stuff without evidence, and to which degree can it be proven to humans with limited perception. You seem to not understand reality (which is basically a chain of cause and effect) and hence you don't even know what a belief is, and since your beliefs aren't based in reality; what is opposite of reality; illusion, therefore all your conscious beliefs are illusions unless you get lucky and something ends up being accurate or somewhat correct, but your subconscious likely has more rational thinking than you, as it knows some event/s will lead to another event/s from some past experiences you had so it's using it.

Notice how I didn't say that you are wrong, I'm just critiquing and analyzing the way you form information for us. When I read information that is structured like yours, it doesn't matter if you say you are a postman, Ironman or God, I'll see it as gibberish just by the way in which you write.
 
wbga said:
From what month have you regained your ability?

it is 4 months off for me now and I see some improvements but still my pessimistic thinking and outlook about my future is somewhat lingering there.
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I'm not sure, it sort of just faded back in. I still felt bad cognitively in August though, and I remember because my friends noticed and I had trouble navigating an amusement park. I think it has been around 1.5 years since invega? I got my shots in April 2023. I still have mild memory problems and maybe I'm slightly worse at putting information together and drawing conclusions, but my cognition isn't bad.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm not sure, it sort of just faded back in. I still felt bad cognitively in August though, and I remember because my friends noticed and I had trouble navigating an amusement park. I think it has been around 1.5 years since invega? I got my shots in April 2023. I still have mild memory problems and maybe I'm slightly worse at putting information together and drawing conclusions, but my cognition isn't bad.
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You can repair and recover your memory issues with such herbs as Gingko biloba and ginseng. Good luck .
 
LuiBliss said:
You can repair and recover your memory issues with such herbs as Gingko biloba and ginseng. Good luck .
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Yeah but those can help or hinder PSSD, which I still have. I don't want to take that risk since I'm nearly recovered from sexual dysfunction. I am on Metformin for insulin resistance and PCOS and that has been proven to improve cognition especially in the lower doses. It slightly increases serotonin and dopamine in certain areas of the brain and it does something helpful to the hippocampus, but I forgot what.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Yeah but those can help or hinder PSSD, which I still have. I don't want to take that risk since I'm nearly recovered from sexual dysfunction. I am on Metformin for insulin resistance and PCOS and that has been proven to improve cognition especially in the lower doses. It slightly increases serotonin and dopamine in certain areas of the brain and it does something helpful to the hippocampus, but I forgot what.
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These herbs are a gift from nature and I can only believe that they would help your condition. Herbs is the true medicine that has been used since the begining of time. So if you are looking for a cure, I encourage you to start looking for herbal remedies that fit your liking.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I'm not sure, it sort of just faded back in. I still felt bad cognitively in August though, and I remember because my friends noticed and I had trouble navigating an amusement park. I think it has been around 1.5 years since invega? I got my shots in April 2023. I still have mild memory problems and maybe I'm slightly worse at putting information together and drawing conclusions, but my cognition isn't bad
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Yes, that navigating issue is horrendous. I used to have an image in my head of everything, where I was in relation to stuff, where other things should be in relation to each other etc. That's gone. I get lost and confused places I've been hundreds of times. I just walk around corners surprised what's there and wonder forever to find what I used to be able to pinpoint an image of in my head. Never seen anyone talk about navigational problems on here.
 
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