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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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I can feel weed more than anything else. It feels relaxing and lowers that horrible baseline feeling, just doesn't give that feeling of excitement and wanting to go do stuff like it used to. Only tried vaping small amounts of flower, small amounts of edibles had no effect. Caffeine has no effect, alcohol has no effect and just makes me feel sick after two. Was never a big drinker and had a high tolerance to it in the first place.

How has other people's alcohol experience changed over the months off?

Edit: weed also feels like it doesn't have the potential to get really high, as in it feels like there is a cap to it, but again, only tried vaping small amounts and vaping has always been more of a lower effect, cleaner feeling even before
 
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okthen said:
I can feel weed more than anything else. It feels relaxing and lowers that horrible baseline feeling, just doesn't give that feeling of excitement and wanting to go do stuff like it used to. Only tried vaping small amounts of flower, small amounts of edibles had no effect. Caffeine has no effect, alcohol has no effect and just makes me feel sick after two. Was never a big drinker and had a high tolerance to it in the first place.

How has other people's alcohol experience changed over the months off?

Edit: weed also feels like it doesn't have the potential to get really high, as in it feels like there is a cap to it, but again, only tried vaping small amounts and vaping has always been more of a lower effect, cleaner feeling even before
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I felt like that a few months ago. I was like "Damn, I guess I'm never getting high again." And there I was yesterday, getting high for over three hours on just a roach my dad gave me.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
doesnt it annoy you when people like @BelieveinGod123 fake their own suicide to fish for attention. Yeah its pretty annoying,
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Honestly, nothing would surprise me with how this stuff makes you feel. On a little tangent about faking death, you heard about the lake city quiet pills mystery about that reddit mod religionofpeace from a while ago who supposedly died? It's a pretty crazy mysterious story haha
 
InvegaAnon said:
Are you serious?

On alcohol, I can get a buzz off of it but I'm not much of a drinker and I never drink enough to get drunk drunk, just a buzz.
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I mean isnt it pretty weird, its so obvious hes faking it. He has been on this account everyday since . If i was the sibling of a dead bluelight user i wouldnt use their account after their death like its normal. and other clues that has me suspicious
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I mean isnt it pretty weird, its so obvious hes faking it. He has been on this account everyday since . If i was the sibling of a dead bluelight user i wouldnt use their account after their death like its normal. and other clues that has me suspicious
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That dude had some weird energy. I didn't like him and it didn't take me very long to dislike him at all, and I'm slow to dislike. That said, I do dislike some people here. I generally need a reason and I don't go off of vibes. This guy gave me bad vibes.

The last time someone gave me bad vibes so strong I disliked them within a few weeks, they were an unrepentant pedophile who groomed over 20 children. I've learned to trust The Vibes when I manage to pick up on them.

I still hope he's alive though, actually. I don't know what his deal was, I hope it's not as serious as "child groomer". I'm not going to be glad you're dead just because you were a little weird and paranoid. Probably just grew up with parental attention issues if he's doing this for attention.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
I mean isnt it pretty weird, its so obvious hes faking it. He has been on this account everyday since . If i was the sibling of a dead bluelight user i wouldnt use their account after their death like its normal. and other clues that has me suspicious
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Yeah I suspected it too it was a bit of a weird situation. Felt like it was to punish us for calling him out on his negativity and odd vibes
 
InvegaAnon said:
Antipsychotics dampen the production of neurotransmitters as well as blocking receptors. It just takes a while to go back to normal, or mostly normal. It doesn't stay in your brain forever.
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This isn't really true especially because the exact way antipsychotics work is still unknown. There's people that have taken high dose orals everyday for many years before stopping. I know of someone that took 800mg quetiapine oral for a decade before stopping. He still had persistant negative effects 5 years later.
 
Conky said:
This isn't really true especially because the exact way antipsychotics work is still unknown. There's people that have taken high dose orals everyday for many years before stopping. I know of someone that took 800mg quetiapine oral for a decade before stopping. He still had persistant negative effects 5 years later.
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There is no way it stays in your brain. The persistence of the effects of medication is the same thing that puts people with true schizophrenia into remission. It forces your brain to make less neurotransmitters over time and it often stays that way. It's part of how the medication works.

I don't think dosages should be that high unless it's totally necessary. Unfortunately we were juiced up with one of the strongest antipsychotics available.

I think psychedelics could help people with persistent effects because those increase neurotransmitters. This is gonna sound kinda dumb but since they can cause psychosis, it makes them the opposite of antipsychotics. Antidote?

I'd only try it if you were misdiagnosed though. If you really want it and you genuinely had persistent natural psychosis, go for micro dosing psilocybin for a couple weeks per month.
 
InvegaAnon said:
There is no way it stays in your brain. The persistence of the effects of medication is the same thing that puts people with true schizophrenia into remission. It forces your brain to make less neurotransmitters over time and it often stays that way. It's part of how the medication works.

I don't think dosages should be that high unless it's totally necessary. Unfortunately we were juiced up with one of the strongest antipsychotics available.

I think psychedelics could help people with persistent effects because those increase neurotransmitters. This is gonna sound kinda dumb but since they can cause psychosis, it makes them the opposite of antipsychotics. Antidote?

I'd only try it if you were misdiagnosed though. If you really want it and you genuinely had persistent natural psychosis, go for micro dosing psilocybin for a couple weeks per month.
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No

People aren't supposed to have pre diabetic blood sugar levels 5 years after discontinuation while eating a strict keto diet. Nor are they supposed to have other negative effects that reduce quality of life and overall health.

Meth is also the opposite of antipsychotics. Should it be used as an antidote for fatigue, apathy, and weight gain?

FYI, all atypical APs have a weaker and more transient dopamine antagonism compared to conventional APs like haloperidol
 
Conky said:
No

People aren't supposed to have pre diabetic blood sugar levels 5 years after discontinuation while eating a strict keto diet. Nor are they supposed to have other negative effects that reduce quality of life and overall health.

Meth is also the opposite of antipsychotics. Should it be used as an antidote for fatigue, apathy, and weight gain?

FYI, all atypical APs have a weaker and more transient dopamine antagonism compared to conventional APs like haloperidol
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There is no denial that there are aftereffects, but it is not permanently in your brain. It causes the brain to change.
 
okthen said:
Does the disbelief every morning about the whole situation ever go away for y'all? Haha
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No. I didn’t even know this shit was possible. My whole life is gone and who I was. I look back to when I was in the grips of it and think fuckkk that was some hell. You can’t even escape your body and mind. It’s some sick level torture. It didn’t even help anyone. What they need to study is dealing with people withdrawing from weed. I wouldn’t even give this shit to an animal let alone a human.
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There is no denial that there are aftereffects, but it is not permanently in your brain. It causes the brain to change.
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I think it’s gone from my system but it still feels the changes are permanent. For as long as I can still taste the metal in the left side of my mouth I know somethings in my brain. It rewires the brain. And not in a good way. I still feel like a retard I still talk funny with spaces in between my words.
I took olanzapine pills for three days just to see what would happen. And I was like holy fuck I feel like me again. I’m still in there. Somewhere.

I’m tired. I’ve waited long enough. The way that it keeps feeding involuntary memories to me. The way my thinking is stuck on a loop. The guilt I feel for everything I ever said or did while I was angry. The way I can literally regret every decision I’ve ever made in my life.

Honestly I still want to leave earth. I’m tired of fighting this everyday. It’s the most exhausting thing I’ve ever been through. How could you do this to a person.

I feel like shit I look like shit it’s been 13 months. I am the ugliest I’ve ever been. Like this shit makes you so ugly.
 
maryjaneforever said:
No. I didn’t even know this shit was possible. My whole life is gone and who I was. I look back to when I was in the grips of it and think fuckkk that was some hell. You can’t even escape your body and mind. It’s some sick level torture. It didn’t even help anyone. What they need to study is dealing with people withdrawing from weed. I wouldn’t even give this shit to an animal let alone a human.

I think it’s gone from my system but it still feels the changes are permanent. For as long as I can still taste the metal in the left side of my mouth I know somethings in my brain. It rewires the brain. And not in a good way. I still feel like a retard I still talk funny with spaces in between my words.
I took olanzapine pills for three days just to see what would happen. And I was like holy fuck I feel like me again. I’m still in there. Somewhere.

I’m tired. I’ve waited long enough. The way that it keeps feeding involuntary memories to me. The way my thinking is stuck on a loop. The guilt I feel for everything I ever said or did while I was angry. The way I can literally regret every decision I’ve ever made in my life.

Honestly I still want to leave earth. I’m tired of fighting this everyday. It’s the most exhausting thing I’ve ever been through. How could you do this to a person.

I feel like shit I look like shit it’s been 13 months. I am the ugliest I’ve ever been. Like this shit makes you so ugly.
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Have you talked to Kia? She took over a year to recover. I really think there is still hope for you.

Maybe after you have your baby you can take the olanzapine full time?
 
InvegaAnon said:
Have you talked to Kia? She took over a year to recover. I really think there is still hope for you.

Maybe after you have your baby you can take the olanzapine full time?
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Hoping to be better by the time the kid comes. To be honest I just want to smoke some weed but when I did it didn’t feel right and now I have to wait anyway.

My ocd is driving me nuts. I just want everything organised and clean but I can’t. I legit can’t. My mind wants it my body can’t. I need things to be perfect to feel better and I’m still trapped up there.

Also how’s everyone’s teeth. It’s destroyed my teeth. They are weak and brittle.
 
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