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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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paranoid android said:
I have heard of plenty of people dipping their own weed in sherm but never selling pcp off as weed. Again its a cost thing as weed is cheap but pcp isnt really. You would have to be one sloppy motherfucking dealer to manage to get fentanyl on your weed that is fucked up
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Yeah the fent in weed thing is kids testing positive and saying they just smoked weed instead of telling the truth about taking pressed pills or whatever
 
Hello everyone I’m begging you to please help me I live in India and I started getting delusions about becoming very strong and transforming my physical appearance into a macho man and I thought I could become strong by eating lots of food then it didn’t work and I panicked wore a shirt over my head which scared my fiancée and stopped eating at all thinking fasting will make me strong instead then I stopped drinking water then I got hospitalised they injected me with paliperidone first dose didn’t do anything I was still delusional and hyper and I did not talk to my fiancee when I met her with my family after first dose because I thought there was a satan inside me so I should not talk or else I would be disgusting, but she became upset that I didn’t talk to her and now she does not want to marry me anymore because of the shirt incident and me not talking. Then few days later I got injected again and I developed depression and akathisia. After 3 weeks akathisia went away but I was still feeling depressed and low motivated from the injection but good news was I could feel love! I could feel love for my fiancee I couldn’t really feel it before I got injected I took her for granted but now I feel depressed so I need someone to support me in this hell but she hates me now because my delusions cost me our relationship. my fiancée family still consider me son in law but she doesn’t consider me as her fiance. She told my aunt I should focus on my career but basically said forget about marrying her. I cry everyday praying she comes back I am willing to wait years for her to come back can someone assure me she will come back she is type of girl even someone suffering in paliperidone hell becomes like heaven instead if she is in your life. Please can someone who studied girls psychology reassure me she will come back
 
I took a single hit off my dad's joint of Sour Diesel and I feel like I smoked a whole bowl, what the fuck. Feeling the same old weed feelings, just less euphoric. In a trippy headspace.

You will get zoinked again my stoners. I thought it wouldn't mess with my PSSD because I smoked more than this at one point and now I'm kinda scared, but don't talk to me while I'm scared and high about that, I will think about it.

I'm high as shit. I kinda want it to stop? Feeling euphoria right now would help. I felt it in the beginning.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I took a single hit off my dad's joint of Sour Diesel and I feel like I smoked a whole bowl, what the fuck. Feeling the same old weed feelings, just less euphoric. In a trippy headspace.

You will get zoinked again my stoners. I thought it wouldn't mess with my PSSD because I smoked more than this at one point and now I'm kinda scared, but don't talk to me while I'm scared and high about that, I will think about it.

I'm high as shit. I kinda want it to stop? Feeling euphoria right now would help. I felt it in the beginning.
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hey can u try the zeolite..
 
iraistired said:
hey can u try the zeolite..
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I don't think it would help me, invega is long gone from my body.

I didn't like the dissociative feeling being high gives me right now. Maybe when it's a happier experience. I'll probably smoke again in another month and report back.
 
I had two shots 12 months ago. And I am still not ok. Although better than I was. This has been absolute hell. Absolute hell. I am not me. They have no right to do this to a person.

I need to know, I’ve searched all the posts, has anyone gotten pregnant or had a baby since receiving the injection?
They are sterilising people for life. This is so unfair.

I also wanted to tell you about the poor girl in Melbourne that’s been locked in seclusion for nine years on invega. Yes seclusion for nine years on this shit. Evil.
 
maryjaneforever said:
I had two shots 12 months ago. And I am still not ok. Although better than I was. This has been absolute hell. Absolute hell. I am not me. They have no right to do this to a person.

I need to know, I’ve searched all the posts, has anyone gotten pregnant or had a baby since receiving the injection?
They are sterilising people for life. This is so unfair.

I also wanted to tell you about the poor girl in Melbourne that’s been locked in seclusion for nine years on invega. Yes seclusion for nine years on this shit. Evil.
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Hi , what symptoms do u still have after 12 months, your recovery will still continue and you will get better. @fenec conceived a baby while on haldol and was born fine although its too early to know if shes fully healthy .
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
Hi , what symptoms do u still have after 12 months, your recovery will still continue and you will get better. @fenec conceived a baby while on haldol and was born fine although its too early to know if shes fully healthy .
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Yes I conceived a daughter while I was taking my injections my sperm was like water but I received my daughter she is healthy for the moment hamdoulilah she is 5 months old it only takes 1 sperm to procreation everything is going well, and my sperm has regained a normal appearance but the quantity is less if I ejaculate every 2 to 3 days it recharges less well but I hope that it will return to normal
 
Thanks that’s good to know for males. But what about any females being able to reproduce?
Invega completely fucks the pituitary gland with all the hormones we need for our reproduction.
No Lh levels.
You right it only takes one sperm out of million. But we only get one egg per month.

But haldol isn’t invega. Everything I have read there have been no studies regarding invega and pregnancy. And I can’t find anyone to fall pregnant after having received invega.

The doctor said oh invega will help you.
Yeah help me never reproduce. Help me want to kill myself everyday. Help give me dementia and Parkinson’s. Help me never feel hungry again. Help me not even be able to look after myself. Help me never feel joy or happiness again. Yeah thanks for the “help” doc. I hope you go to hell.
 
maryjaneforever said:
Thanks that’s good to know for males. But what about any females being able to reproduce?
Invega completely fucks the pituitary gland with all the hormones we need for our reproduction.
No Lh levels.
You right it only takes one sperm out of million. But we only get one egg per month.

But haldol isn’t invega. Everything I have read there have been no studies regarding invega and pregnancy. And I can’t find anyone to fall pregnant after having received invega.

The doctor said oh invega will help you.
Yeah help me never reproduce. Help me want to kill myself everyday. Help give me dementia and Parkinson’s. Help me never feel hungry again. Help me not even be able to look after myself. Help me never feel joy or happiness again. Yeah thanks for the “help” doc. I hope you go to hell.
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It will come back in addition Catherina she had the possibility of having a child you only received two injections you say that it has been 12 months since you stopped have your orgasms returned your periods have returned is this that you have lost weight have you gained weight tell us a little more about your situation please
 
maryjaneforever said:
Thanks that’s good to know for males. But what about any females being able to reproduce?
Invega completely fucks the pituitary gland with all the hormones we need for our reproduction.
No Lh levels.
You right it only takes one sperm out of million. But we only get one egg per month.

But haldol isn’t invega. Everything I have read there have been no studies regarding invega and pregnancy. And I can’t find anyone to fall pregnant after having received invega.

The doctor said oh invega will help you.
Yeah help me never reproduce. Help me want to kill myself everyday. Help give me dementia and Parkinson’s. Help me never feel hungry again. Help me not even be able to look after myself. Help me never feel joy or happiness again. Yeah thanks for the “help” doc. I hope you go to hell.
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Try treatments like acupuncture, cupping and Jama or medicinal leeches, medicinal leeches are a real remedy I do I have had two sessions
 
maryjaneforever said:
I had two shots 12 months ago. And I am still not ok. Although better than I was. This has been absolute hell. Absolute hell. I am not me. They have no right to do this to a person.

I need to know, I’ve searched all the posts, has anyone gotten pregnant or had a baby since receiving the injection?
They are sterilising people for life. This is so unfair.

I also wanted to tell you about the poor girl in Melbourne that’s been locked in seclusion for nine years on invega. Yes seclusion for nine years on this shit. Evil.
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Yeah, there's been a few people in this thread, kaatrina did. Invega very rarely causes permanent sterility. I know for a fact that I still ovulate. My cycles are still weird though. My LH and FSH were fine when I was checked, it was progesterone and estrogen that were still whacky. Getting a hormone panel in October again. It can take two years for hormones to normalize, and some people heal in two years instead of one. I'm approaching 1.5 years and I still have some problems, but I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

Have you had a period yet?
 
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maryjaneforever said:
Thanks that’s good to know for males. But what about any females being able to reproduce?
Invega completely fucks the pituitary gland with all the hormones we need for our reproduction.
No Lh levels.
You right it only takes one sperm out of million. But we only get one egg per month.

But haldol isn’t invega. Everything I have read there have been no studies regarding invega and pregnancy. And I can’t find anyone to fall pregnant after having received invega.

The doctor said oh invega will help you.
Yeah help me never reproduce. Help me want to kill myself everyday. Help give me dementia and Parkinson’s. Help me never feel hungry again. Help me not even be able to look after myself. Help me never feel joy or happiness again. Yeah thanks for the “help” doc. I hope you go to hell.
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what symptoms do u still have? don’t worry we feel what you feel.. i took more shots and i am absolutely not myself..
 
I’ve had my periods since about four months off.
I’m trying to concieve and I know something is wrong.
My brain is still concrete. I took benstropine for a few months to get me through the worst of it.
I’m scared of death since my boyfriend died and I tried to commit suicide twice from this shit. I just didn’t care I just wanted out of this hell.
I look like me but there’s an imposter inside. Who the hell am I.

I don’t know how to describe this but since I no longer have access to my frontal lobe I can see through everyone else’s frontal lobe. Does that make sense. They all have personality and I just watch all these “actors” in life. While I can see through the act. I don’t know if this makes sense to anyone.
 
maryjaneforever said:
I had my prolactin tested and it was 240
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High prolactin can be a problem if you're trying to conceive. You should get checked for pituitary tumors. The kind invega causes are very treatable, you probably don't need radiation for it or anything, just dopamine agonists. I'm surprised you're even menstruating with it that high tbh. Mine was 9 last I checked.

I sort of know what you mean, but I didn't see people as actors, I saw me as an actor. I clearly saw them as people with access to something I couldn't access anymore. A lot of it has come back for me, especially in the past few months. Hormones influence neurotransmitters a lot and if yours are still off your brain is going to feel weird. I had bad hormone counts for a while and so did Kia, but as soon as Kia got her period again 1.5 years later she started going back to normal. Like, the problem was her hormones. Hormone stuff is fixable, you should see a doctor.
 
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