Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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"I got a call from my friend Beth who asked if I would meet her friend Lori. She had been diagnosed with breast cancer. The doctors in Beaumont said they could not help her and decided to send her to Galveston Hospital. I drove forty five miles to meet Lori in a market parking lot. This was the first time I had ever seen her. Lori got in my pickup truck and we parked next to a trash dumpster to pray (the Lord will meet you anywhere). I shared some of my testimony with her and wanted to build her faith, not in me, but in the Word of God; faith that Jesus with the power of the Holy Spirit could heal her.—I anointed Lori with oil and we prayed. The presence of the Holy Spirit was overpowering. The next day Lori went to Galveston Hospital as the doctors suggested. She was informed that day that there was no sign of cancer and they told her to go home. I am sure this baffled the doctors. She ran up and down the hospital halls yelling, “Praise God!” (John Taylor, idem).

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"So many blessings came to me as a result of praying for the Lord’s people. The presence of the Holy Spirit was with all of us. However, I knew I was not quite where I needed to be with the Lord. A short while later another miracle occurred. This time the miracle was for me. It was December 16, 2002 when I awakened suddenly. It was three AM. I was wide awake and noticed a glow at the foot of my bed. I realized it was an angel. I was not dreaming. I was not alarmed in the least. I then heard these words, “John, it’s time to go home.” I answered simply with, “Okay!” I was not afraid, I felt at peace. In an instant I felt myself going straight up. No space shuttle could match that speed. In a fleeting second, I could see the earth below my feet getting smaller and smaller. The angel was on my right and holding my arm. I know now that was my guardian angel. We were moving so fast and then suddenly stopped. I saw a beautiful white wall of clouds in front of me. I could not see over, under or around them and without a doubt, I knew Heaven’s gate was on the other side of it. There were still so many people depending on me on earth, including hundreds of people I had yet to meet. There was that one thing in my life that I did not want to meet Jesus with, but I would have been allowed to enter despite my imperfection. My angel then said, “John, you can go in or you can go back.” I answered with, “I better go back.” My spirit wanted to stay because I have never felt that kind of peace before. Words cannot describe what I saw and felt. Next thing I knew, I was back in my bed. Some people will think that this was just a dream, but it wasn’t. My confirmation to this truth was that the Holy Spirit stayed with me for three days and nights after that. I felt like Moses after being in God’s presence. I was walking in Heaven on earth" (John Taylor, idem).
 
"I thought maybe I was just getting old. When working around my horse barn I seemed to be resting in my lawn chair more often. I would pet the cat my granddaughter Kristen gave me because I was home alone and she didn’t want me to be lonely. In October, I finally went to the doctor. The first time I met him was four years prior and we became friends despite the fact that he was a Muslim and I was a Christian. After that initial, lengthy first meeting, he had said the prophets were dead and there were no more miracles. He said it was all science now. I told him we would have to agree to disagree because I had seen many miracles happen. This doctor is not one of them Muslim radicals. He is a good, kind and caring man. Our conversation was not tense or hostile in the slightest. I love this man and told him so.—Now four years later I am in his office having our usual friendly visit. After a short time he asked what I was there for that day. I said, “Doc, I have cancer.” He took a full step backwards and said, “You don’t have cancer! Where do you think you have cancer?” I told him it was in my lungs, lymph nodes, or somewhere in my chest area. Again he said, “Who told you that you have cancer?” I replied by telling him the Holy Spirit had told me. He then checked my lymph nodes and said they were clear but added, “John, because you are a friend of mine and because you pray for people, I am going to send you to have a chest X-ray.” I knew in my heart that he loved me. I went and had my X-ray that same day. That was on a Monday. Friday morning at 8:15 AM his nurse Kathy called me and said, “John, you have a mass in your chest.” She was very concerned. Kathy and I were friends also and had prayed together for other things. I answered with, “I know.” She then informed me that she had scheduled a Cat Scan for the following Tuesday. I wasn’t alarmed. You see, I still was ready to go but willing to stay. I hung up the phone and went into my office. I have an office now since the kids left home. I sat in my desk chair and began to pray. I felt something happening. The feeling started dead center in my chest and was intensifying. I started to enjoy it and quit praying. Nothing, and I mean nothing, can take the place of that feeling. I felt the healing touch and the presence of the Holy Spirit.—When the Cat Scan came back, it was completely clear! Yes! I gave all the praise to God. I got up and walked out to the horse barn. Just by walking I knew I had been healed. I felt stronger and was breathing better. I didn’t need anything else to convince me. The doctor still wanted me to have a bone density test the following week. I walked in his office just to sign in at the window and then go across the hall for the test. I saw Kathy behind the window looking for something. I never see her up front; she is always in the back with patients. I know the Lord had her up front. I called her name through the little hole in the glass and said, “Tell doc when I have that bone density test it will be clear.” She replied, “Okay John,” but I could tell she was distracted. I repeated what I had said to her a second time. I had her attention then. She said, “Okay John, I will,” and she did, and the test was clear. No sign of cancer, mass was gone as well. Then the Lord told me to testify (share my story)." – John Taylor, "The Muslim and My Cancer"
 
"I thought maybe I was just getting old. When working around my horse barn I seemed to be resting in my lawn chair more often. I would pet the cat my granddaughter Kristen gave me because I was home alone and she didn’t want me to be lonely. In October, I finally went to the doctor. The first time I met him was four years prior and we became friends despite the fact that he was a Muslim and I was a Christian. After that initial, lengthy first meeting, he had said the prophets were dead and there were no more miracles. He said it was all science now. I told him we would have to agree to disagree because I had seen many miracles happen. This doctor is not one of them Muslim radicals. He is a good, kind and caring man. Our conversation was not tense or hostile in the slightest. I love this man and told him so.—Now four years later I am in his office having our usual friendly visit. After a short time he asked what I was there for that day. I said, “Doc, I have cancer.” He took a full step backwards and said, “You don’t have cancer! Where do you think you have cancer?” I told him it was in my lungs, lymph nodes, or somewhere in my chest area. Again he said, “Who told you that you have cancer?” I replied by telling him the Holy Spirit had told me. He then checked my lymph nodes and said they were clear but added, “John, because you are a friend of mine and because you pray for people, I am going to send you to have a chest X-ray.” I knew in my heart that he loved me. I went and had my X-ray that same day. That was on a Monday. Friday morning at 8:15 AM his nurse Kathy called me and said, “John, you have a mass in your chest.” She was very concerned. Kathy and I were friends also and had prayed together for other things. I answered with, “I know.” She then informed me that she had scheduled a Cat Scan for the following Tuesday. I wasn’t alarmed. You see, I still was ready to go but willing to stay. I hung up the phone and went into my office. I have an office now since the kids left home. I sat in my desk chair and began to pray. I felt something happening. The feeling started dead center in my chest and was intensifying. I started to enjoy it and quit praying. Nothing, and I mean nothing, can take the place of that feeling. I felt the healing touch and the presence of the Holy Spirit.—When the Cat Scan came back, it was completely clear! Yes! I gave all the praise to God. I got up and walked out to the horse barn. Just by walking I knew I had been healed. I felt stronger and was breathing better. I didn’t need anything else to convince me. The doctor still wanted me to have a bone density test the following week. I walked in his office just to sign in at the window and then go across the hall for the test. I saw Kathy behind the window looking for something. I never see her up front; she is always in the back with patients. I know the Lord had her up front. I called her name through the little hole in the glass and said, “Tell doc when I have that bone density test it will be clear.” She replied, “Okay John,” but I could tell she was distracted. I repeated what I had said to her a second time. I had her attention then. She said, “Okay John, I will,” and she did, and the test was clear. No sign of cancer, mass was gone as well. Then the Lord told me to testify (share my story)." – John Taylor, "The Muslim and My Cancer"
The Muslim doctor John Taylor refers to is Dr. Mustafa Musa.

bimga.com/about/

bimga.com/doctors/dr-mustafa-musa/

So, yes, this is a real doctor. And, therefore, his testimony is not fake, at least so provable in that regard.

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I know exactly what he went though and I didn't get on a new medication or anything, I just rawdogged that shit. I tried to kill myself, it was super ineffective. I'm glad I'm alive. I won't say I'm lucky to be alive because I didn't really come close to dying, but if I owned a gun I'd probably be dead.

It sucks and it's terrifying. I was so scared I'll never be a functioning human again. I'm still scared I'll never be my old self even though I'm getting closer.

I'm glad you are still with us. I similar to you raw dogged Invega with 2 months supply of Wellbutrin which did nothing for me. Life was also going downhill in general for me I went through so much hardships in 2023 that I'm positive the average person wouldn't be able to handle it but thank God I did. Suicide was on my mind like once or twice but never dared to come even close to an attempt. I have a family member that had an attempt in 2022 and that broke our entire family and thank God he is still with us. harmedbyPsychward atleast has medication to alleviate his Invega suffering by up to 70% that he will barley notice anything. I personally will take your progress over anything granted I don't have pssd which is a horrible horrible condition. I'm positive you notice great improvements in the coming months as some report major improvements 1-2 year mark.
 
"What a blessing when you are out somewhere and people see you and ask for prayer. This is the way my life is now and how great my life has become. I will pray anywhere and anytime. This is God’s calling on my life. I have prayed in the post office as people waited patiently in line. I prayed in another city for a lady named Joann and her son. He had a heart problem and she needed a better job. Both prayers were answered. He wants to bless us and bring healing into our lives, but more importantly He wants us to know the “Healer.” We can only do this by surrendering our life to Christ, every aspect of it. We have to talk to Him through prayer, and listen and watch for His answers. He will speak to our spirit. I am not talking about an audible voice, but an inner voice. When we accept Christ as Lord over our life, the Holy Spirit then resides in us. Most of us don’t take the time to get to know Him. We pray quick popcorn prayers of petitions and go on our way. We get to know His character and who He is by reading the Bible, His living and active words to us. It is not a history book, but God’s voice revealing His promises, plans, wisdom, warnings and love for us. He wants a relationship with us, not a ritualistic practice of religion. Religion won’t save you. It was the religious people who nailed Jesus to the cross" (John Taylor, "Make My Life a Bible: Miracles do Happen).
 
I encourage you all to rely on JESUS.
And I encourage you to model your journey off of my life.
I've kept the faith and confidence that I would be healed throughout this journey.
I already have been healed by the power of GOD, his Holy Spirit. I'm only waiting for the full manifestation of it.
With surety I know I will experience a full recovery.
Every day I relax and enjoy life.
Perhaps, the delay with some of you is because you have little faith.
You choose to abuse the faith God has given you, and instead rely on doubt and deception.
God is always honest. If you believe in him, you will receive miracles.
None of you should blame GOD for your suffering.
If anything, GOD has blessed you to experience it so you can help others heal and prove to them he is real.
Like Tupac said in "Letter 2 My Unborn",
"I got shot five times but I'm still breathin':
Livin' proof there's a God, if you need a reason."
Hold on, happy campers. God is on the way.
You will not stay suffering forever.
In time you will get better.

Peace and Love!
And God bless you all!

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"Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith?" (Jesus Christ the LORD).

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6).

"O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out!" (Romans 11:33).

11 + 33 = 44

f=6 a=1 i=9 t=20 h=8 = 44 (faith)

Have a wonderful and blessed day!
Peace and Love!

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"Why are ye fearful, O ye of little faith?" (Jesus Christ the LORD).

"Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths" (Proverbs 3:5-6).

"O the depth of the riches both of the wisdom and knowledge of God! how unsearchable are his judgments, and his ways past finding out!" (Romans 11:33).

11 + 33 = 44

f=6 a=1 i=9 t=20 h=8 = 44 (faith)

Have a wonderful and blessed day!
Peace and Love!

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"Seek not to understand that you may believe, but believe that you may understand." - Saint Augustine
 
In case anyone is wondering about DNA damage from Invega, know that it gets repaired, whether or not Invega causes damage to DNA.

"DNA repair is a collection of processes by which a cell identifies and corrects damage to the DNA molecules that encode its genome. In human cells, both normal metabolic activities and environmental factors such as radiation can cause DNA damage, resulting in tens of thousands of individual molecular lesions per cell per day."

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DNA_repair
 
PhucInvega (from version 3) has some good words to say:

"And to the room; it is possible to recover 100%. I would say I'm 110% the person I was before the shots. Use your situation for good. I have no fears after this literal poisoning. Everything feels so fucking awesome, when it was all taken away for a while. You start to appreciate things, after you realize you lost them. The mindset is what matters.
Anyone that has gone through this horrible experience, has gone through hell. Not biblical hell, since that doesn't exist, but the REAL HELL. But there is a way out, and I know the way. And so do you now."

"I give all of you my word. Anyone who has had to go through this horrible experience, you shall be rewarded for not giving up. That's a promise. PM me, tell me about your situation, how many shots did you get, what was the reason, etc. I will one day go through all of them, one by one. I will listen and help all of you. Love is what we all need. Love is all there is in the end."

www.bluelight.org/community/threads/coming-off-invega-sustenna-paliperidone-v3.861790/page-106#post-14679511

Peace and Love! And the LORD God bless you all.

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One of the best things I can say is that "dirtyinvega's" words for me have become fiction. That is not to say he's lying. But what he said for him is untrue for me. Every day, every week, every month, his words prove false for my life. The victory Kaatrina experienced is the same victory for me. The victory PhucInvega experienced is the same victory for me. The victory Kiaf experienced is the same victory for me. And if you're wise, it will be the same victory for you, too.

Peace and Love! And God bless you forever :)

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I'll soon be typing and posting my full recovery story. I speak that with faith, knowledge, and understanding, and in JESUS'S mighty name. This experience will only toughen us all. It is temporary. And for many, it's been scary. I'm above Invega. And I choose Heaven, not hell. I choose GOD, not the devil. I choose Victory, not defeat. I will live victorious forever. Invega is petty. Invega is no more. Invega was just something I went through but wasn't bound to. Live above Invega. Rewarded you will be if you don't give up on thee. You will see the light soon. It's not over. Life goes on for all of us. This has been an easy experience. I will thrive every day. I already do. And I will continue to.

Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all!

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I'm glad you are still with us. I similar to you raw dogged Invega with 2 months supply of Wellbutrin which did nothing for me. Life was also going downhill in general for me I went through so much hardships in 2023 that I'm positive the average person wouldn't be able to handle it but thank God I did. Suicide was on my mind like once or twice but never dared to come even close to an attempt. I have a family member that had an attempt in 2022 and that broke our entire family and thank God he is still with us. harmedbyPsychward atleast has medication to alleviate his Invega suffering by up to 70% that he will barley notice anything. I personally will take your progress over anything granted I don't have pssd which is a horrible horrible condition. I'm positive you notice great improvements in the coming months as some report major improvements 1-2 year mark.
Yes, the bigger improvements started last month and I think I'm entering another window phase sooner than expected! I also started going to pelvic floor therapy, but I just had a consultation and posture check. I'm getting into it in a couple days. I'm hoping it will at least help if not lead to total recovery.

My emotional blunting continues to dwindle. I teared up when I read something spooky even though I'm pretty sure the story was made up to help sell the witness's book. I've always done that and I hadn't done that since Invega. Sometimes scary stories make me cry a little lol.

I think it's possible for anyone else who had Invega and got PSSD later to recover. I'm not the healthiest person.
 
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