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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Harmedbypsychward said:
thats a great message and all, but I am grateful for nothing because i'm trapped in my head with no emotions no drive no thoughts, it feels impossible to live. I never feel hungry or thirsty, I hardly have any sperm production.There is genuinly no reason for me to live. I cant be grateful if i literally do not care about anything, i am in hell with no escape.I was also given these shots in a flat state of no emotion so they basically kicked me while i was down. These people have ended my life and im only 20.
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How long has it been since your
last injection? I healed at the age
of 38. I’m certain that you can heal
at 20. I was in the same position
as you. You really have to force
yourself to do everything again.
 
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Harmedbypsychward said:
its been 3 weeks and no joke its felt like 3 years. This stuff had a profoundly negative effect on me and i dont know what to do. I cant live like this without dopamine or serotonin for 8 months
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Just be grateful that you have this
site available. I didn’t know anything about Bluelight at first. How many injections did you get?. There really is no rushing the process. Time plays a big factor in healing. Prayer is really important. You really have to give yourself
the time to heal.
 
Kiaf852 said:
Just be grateful that you have this
site available. I didn’t know anything about Bluelight at first. How many injections did you get?. There really is no rushing the process. Time plays a big factor in healing. Prayer is really important. You really have to give yourself
the time to heal.
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i got th first 2 loading doses. Hack psych dr always sent his NP to talk to me
 
its officially a year since ive been injected with Invega. A full year of anhedonia , no pleasure in anything , no motivation or concentration. I also got shot with Haldol at the hospital so I pray i recover. Seeing my doctor this Friday and im going to ask for Parnate since its helped alot of people on reddit.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
its officially a year since ive been injected with Invega. A full year of anhedonia , no pleasure in anything , no motivation or concentration. I also got shot with Haldol at the hospital so I pray i recover. Seeing my doctor this Friday and im going to ask for Parnate since its helped alot of people on reddit.
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Tell him how neurotoxic these drugs are
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
its officially a year since ive been injected with Invega. A full year of anhedonia , no pleasure in anything , no motivation or concentration. I also got shot with Haldol at the hospital so I pray i recover. Seeing my doctor this Friday and im going to ask for Parnate since its helped alot of people on reddit.
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It probably would have worn off 4-6 months with remnants remaining and you wouldn't have anhedonia if you had only gotten the loading dose. I had what was basically induced avolition from all these bad side effects, and I only got loading dose and the major issues went away 4-6 months. Those extra 7 doses you got have elongated and made it more severe. I would be scared of taking anything else to remedy it and just let your body naturally heal and ride out the horror it has caused. It might be like 6 months since your last dose before you notice a recovery, just assuming from my experiences with haldol and invega. So it will probably start going away by the end of this year. Back to what i was saying, I wouldn't put anything more in your body if I were you. You will get side effects, and it might distort your perception of your recovery. I tried cogentin/benzotropine for example and I started getting short term memory loss where my thoughts would get delayed more commonly than rarely and come back eventually, and my psychiatrist notified me after I started experiencing that, plus websites say that particular remedy actually can cause relapses, not that it mattered to me. It's not worth it, and thankfully it went away on its own.
 
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