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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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Nina2021 said:
I live in Barcelona. I might apply for euthenasia. Hell is what I am living now.
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really sorry what happened to you, how old are you? Barcelona never was, try to stop the drugs to get better as best you can ect it's the worst of the worst I think it's torture all that I had 4 haldol injections and 2 months of pills, I I stopped everything for 8 months and I already feel better I'm really sad even if I have no emotions it shocks me I wish I could help you but how can you ask me what you want to relieve your suffering
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
they told me it was court ordered
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court orders for electroshock, real sons of bitches, I was under court order for injections it's really crazy how you can do that to a human I'm going to change country I believe them etc it's is the worst of the worst in my opinion
 
fenec said:
court orders for electroshock, real sons of bitches, I was under court order for injections it's really crazy how you can do that to a human I'm going to change country I believe them etc it's is the worst of the worst in my opinion
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one day i hope society realizes the danger of these poisons. im having a hard time accepting it bastards
 
Youwillrecover said:
What did you do that they forced you on it
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well i was in a really bad state at the first hospital, severe akathesia that made me strangle myself with blankets. then they gave me like 3 different diagnoses then transfered me to the 2nd hospital. They kept me there for a month and i didnt even get to see my psychiatrist, they just court ordered me on risperdal, ect, and finally invega. My NP didnt even visit me after the injections. Fucked up hospital
 
Also was non compliant because risperdal fucking sucks thats why they forced me on injections. I didnt know they would do that smh
 
Hello all,

Old member here. Decided to check back in after a year or so. Haven’t had time to read through what’s been going on.

Just here to tell you guys to relax, it works out in the end it’s not that bad. Seriously.

A few lingering side effects I don’t even know if I can blame on the drug.

Just calm down and push through. After a while you will forget all about this nightmare and move on with your life.

All the best
 
My concentration sucks since Xeplion.
I watch TV or YouTube, and can hardly absorb the information. My mind refuses to digest what being spoken. Fuck.
 
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Baddream said:
Hello all,

Old member here. Decided to check back in after a year or so. Haven’t had time to read through what’s been going on.

Just here to tell you guys to relax, it works out in the end it’s not that bad. Seriously.

A few lingering side effects I don’t even know if I can blame on the drug.

Just calm down and push through. After a while you will forget all about this nightmare and move on with your life.

All the best
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Brother so glad you healed ♥️
 
Baddream said:
Hello all,

Old member here. Decided to check back in after a year or so. Haven’t had time to read through what’s been going on.

Just here to tell you guys to relax, it works out in the end it’s not that bad. Seriously.

A few lingering side effects I don’t even know if I can blame on the drug.

Just calm down and push through. After a while you will forget all about this nightmare and move on with your life.

All the best
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Hello, have you recovered all your emotional libido abilities etc. how long did it take?
 
fenec said:
Hello, have you recovered all your emotional libido abilities etc. how long did it take?
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It took me about 8 months.

I should mention that I fucked up and relapsed they put me on another drug.

Not nearly as bad.

Libido still not 100% maybe I’m getting old.

Anhedonia is none existent even though I didn’t have it that bad to begin with.

Point is it’s not permanent just relax and know that it gets bettet no matter how long it takes.

A lot of this is mental attitude believe it or not
 
Baddream said:
It took me about 8 months.

I should mention that I fucked up and relapsed they put me on another drug.

Not nearly as bad.

Libido still not 100% maybe I’m getting old.

Anhedonia is none existent even though I didn’t have it that bad to begin with.

Point is it’s not permanent just relax and know that it gets bettet no matter how long it takes.

A lot of this is mental attitude believe it or not
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Wise words. What they put u on now? Are u forced?
 
Baddream said:
It took me about 8 months.

I should mention that I fucked up and relapsed they put me on another drug.

Not nearly as bad.

Libido still not 100% maybe I’m getting old.

Anhedonia is none existent even though I didn’t have it that bad to begin with.

Point is it’s not permanent just relax and know that it gets bettet no matter how long it takes.

A lot of this is mental attitude believe it or not
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What % ur libido was before being put on new drug?
 
Baddream said:
Hello all,

Old member here. Decided to check back in after a year or so. Haven’t had time to read through what’s been going on.

Just here to tell you guys to relax, it works out in the end it’s not that bad. Seriously.

A few lingering side effects I don’t even know if I can blame on the drug.

Just calm down and push through. After a while you will forget all about this nightmare and move on with your life.

All the best
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did you experience any dysphoria while u were on it?
 
Baddream said:
I am forced yes. Fighting it tooth and nail. I fucking hate myself for getting paranoid over some bullshit. I am on something called amisulpride. It’s pills low dose I can get by just fine.
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How you can get forced on pills? Are they blood test you?
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
did you experience any dysphoria while u were on it?
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I felt like shit that’s all I can say. I’m not really good at describing the details of how I felt. But I’m fine now. It’s not because I got used to it, it really gets better. Promise. 100% I can not guarantee, but definetily better. Waay better
 
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