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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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InvegaAnon said:
Pretty much! I still have a little music and sexual anhedonia. I'm still struggling with motivation and focus, more than I did before. I think that's from PSSD, I was finding motivation a month off of invega, but I think I placeboed myself into feeling well enough to draw back then because I thought it was out of my system and I just needed to heal. If you go back into my posts, I talked about doing a painting. I never finished it.

My aphantasia is also fading. My imagination isn't as vivid as before, but I have one now.
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that makes me so sad cuz your more than a year since last injection and im dealing with severe anhedonia, musical anhedonia and knowing that next year theres a chance i still might be a little anhedonic scares meeeeeee. I even have bad concentration/motivation and its the reason i do nothing everyday not studying or applying for jobs and knowing i might still have bad motivation/concentration next year would be so depressing

FUCK INVEGA
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
that makes me so sad cuz your more than a year since last injection and im dealing with severe anhedonia, musical anhedonia and knowing that next year theres a chance i still might be a little anhedonic scares meeeeeee. I even have bad concentration/motivation and its the reason i do nothing everyday not studying or applying for jobs and knowing i might still have bad motivation/concentration next year would be so depressing

FUCK INVEGA
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I got PSSD too and that causes a lot of the same issues invega does. I doubt my symptoms are from invega anymore. Don't get too scared, I'm still improving. Every month I notice a difference.
 
InvegaAnon said:
Pretty much! I still have a little music and sexual anhedonia. I'm still struggling with motivation and focus, more than I did before. I think that's from PSSD, I was finding motivation a month off of invega, but I think I placeboed myself into feeling well enough to draw back then because I thought it was out of my system and I just needed to heal. If you go back into my posts, I talked about doing a painting. I never finished it.

My aphantasia is also fading. My imagination isn't as vivid as before, but I have one now.
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How long has it been since your last injection that you have had no libido?
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
that makes me so sad cuz your more than a year since last injection and im dealing with severe anhedonia, musical anhedonia and knowing that next year theres a chance i still might be a little anhedonic scares meeeeeee. I even have bad concentration/motivation and its the reason i do nothing everyday not studying or applying for jobs and knowing i might still have bad motivation/concentration next year would be so depressing

FUCK INVEGA
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how much vacation time? your libido and income?
 
InvegaAnon said:
I got PSSD too and that causes a lot of the same issues invega does. I doubt my symptoms are from invega anymore. Don't get too scared, I'm still improving. Every month I notice a difference.
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pssd you no longer have orgasms like before and you no longer have a libido?
 
fenec said:
how much vacation time? your libido and income?
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what do you mean vacation time? you mean time since last injection? 100 days . My libido is slightly lower than normal but no problems with erections or orgasms. I'm lucky I think. I don't have income I'm unemployed right now.
 
fenec said:
pssd you no longer have orgasms like before and you no longer have a libido?
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I have orgasms, but they're not as intense. I have a very low libido and low erogenous sensation. I used to be very sensitive and I had a high libido because I was so sensitive.
 
InvegaAnon said:
I have orgasms, but they're not as intense. I have a very low libido and low erogenous sensation. I used to be very sensitive and I had a high libido because I was so sensitive.
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I also have orgasms but less than before the injections and the libido is weak after 8 months of stopping
 
I‘ve had two physical improvements in the past week, I’m no longer severely constipated to the point I didn’t know I even had to go to the toilet and relied on laxatives plus several cups of coffee, I can also run for a few seconds despite being 20kg heavier than pre-invega.

Mentally I‘m worse than ever before, nothing is interesting enough to get involved in like TV, Netflix, Video games etc, I used to kill most of my time doing that stuff and now I can’t stand it. I really thought I’d at least be able to do all those things but all I can manage is scrolling forums and occasionally a YouTube video or listen to a few songs.
 
it's weird in but dream I'm normal I have emotions I'm happy I make love normally everything and normal and when I wake up it's empty..
 
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