I’ll always blame invega for my life being destroyed, although what caused me to be in that dirty Hospital in the first place was Marijuana. The psychosis/schizophrenia it triggered was really bad, hearing voices I thought were Angels, God and sometimes other people. Faces/images in clouds and plants etc.
There was no off switch for this either, it started randomly after smoking one night in July? and stayed up until a few days after the first shot of invega in October, I hadn’t smoked for almost a month whilst in the psych ward and the voices/hallucinations had stopped during the third week.
I only got injected because I refused to take the pills, they brought a team of 4 security guards with the nurses saying they’ll hold me down if I don’t comply. I didn’t need the injections, in fact I was the only one in the ward that was chill and not screaming and yelling like most of the others.
I have like 0.1% hope left things will get better, there hasn’t been one day I haven’t thought about kms in 8 months. I’m just saying all this to let you guys know that if I stopped smoking weed once I started hearing voices I probably wouldn’t have ended up lobotomized by invega.