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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9
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Yes, raw milk is not good, it's for the cow's baby. I prefer to take vegetable milk such as almond milk or soya milk, which is much better. Cow's milk cooked at over 190 degrees destroys the vitamins in it.
JoshuaGuillory36
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This is the reverse of your words:
"Crap the stop."
Peace and Love! And have a blessed day!
My penis was numb for a while after 7 8 months of stopping it regain its normal size at rest, lol I put a medicinal leech on my glans it made the color of my glans pink a beautiful color is but erections are like before now, the saliva of medicinal leech is full of good thing for blood as hirudine it is a gift of Allah it is leech it is as with the image of a snake when it pricks you it poisoned you the medicinal leech is an exchange of good process it takes a small quantity of blood of blood against very powerful enzymes capable of dissolving blood already coagulated I have a breeding of leeches at home in the time of our grandmothers most have jars of leeches in their window I do the same they really do me a lot of good inform you
JoshuaGuillory36
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I haven't noticed anything really significant about niacin (for me). But I didn't take high doses of it.
Possibly with higher doses it may have a greater affect/effect.
I'm speaking about you being very knowledgeable about it, and connecting the dots properly.
You did good also in this comment of yours by saying "It reactivates estrogen receptors and enhances circulation in the brain."
Peace and Love! And God bless you!
The more you cook your food, the more you destroy the nutrients. It becomes dead food, like semi-skimmed cow's milk cooked at more than 190°, which should be cooked on a low heat and eaten raw.
It's not Sheitan who's going to win, we've got to push him back, he's no match for us now we've got to flee him like the plague.I'm the hidden God who defeated Lucifer. He bows to me every day. We communicate all the time.
Satan, Lilith, Azazel, and Samael lose to me every time they try to beat me.
I'm the King of the Universe forever!
Peace and Love from God above!
JoshuaGuillory36
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That's Lucifer talking. I don't sound like that. I know everything is purposeful. Life is perfect, and I edify myself.
All praise to God for his goodness. Jesus Christ is the good one. The Devil is the bad. Even the cave man knows that.
You may just need a hug, or kiss, or baby to slobber your face with healthy saliva.
Peace and Love!
On the other hand my brother sorry to tell you but you're not a god you're a human like everyone else, you're not going to do like ivar who thinks he's a god, (viking)I'm the hidden God who defeated Lucifer. He bows to me every day. We communicate all the time.
Satan, Lilith, Azazel, and Samael lose to me every time they try to beat me.
I'm the King of the Universe forever!
Peace and Love from God above!
JoshuaGuillory36
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You're right! I beat Satan up every time. I usually use a punch of truth to his gut, that succeeds each time. Maybe he needs a hug. Satan must be worn out from all the pounding I do to him.
Peace and Love!
JoshuaGuillory36
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I'm divine, immortal, perfect, invincible forever!
Peace and Love! Have a wonderful and blessed day
JoshuaGuillory36
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JoshuaGuillory36
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During the beginning of Invega, I had total anhedonia, total emotional blunting, total sexual dysfunction, total insomnia, and the worst akathisia next to tardive dyskinesia...
I say that, to say this: I've made much progress, and I know I'm close to manifesting full recovery.
Whenever I emphasize or speak on lungs, heart, chest, I know what I'm talking about. I had that total disconnect at the beginning of Invega. And like many of you, I linked it to blocked receptors in the brain (which to some degree was true). But the truth is, a lot of the issues were my lungs, the fact that they had swelled, my chest had tightened, that area had been obstructed (or blocked), and possibly even fluid build up (which may or may not have contained Invega). I'm certain that by clearing my lungs (probably with a little bit more clearing or de-swelling or de-tightening to do) it changed almost everything with this Invega condition or experience.
Furthermore, when I fasted those 3 times without food and drink, I also did semen retention. The semen retention fueled or strengthened my fast, and the fast fueled and strengthened my semen retention.
You may wonder why I demeaned or talked down on semen retention. I'll tell you. It wasn't because I didn't feel better doing semen retention versus masturbating. Actually, I felt (at that time) better and more energetic doing semen retention. The problem was this, that my sexual function/dysfunction didn't really change. For instance, porn stars like Darla Crane, Kendra Lust, Deauxma, etc., were like tree branches. Their body, or body parts, like legs, tits, thighs, butts, were like looking at tree branches (when I imagined them, as a way to test my sexual function/dysfunction), and I knew I had to stop doing semen retention, because it seemed (during that stage of Invega) to be ruining my sex drive or arousal. It was very strange. But I'm not at that stage or state anymore. I can masturbate all the time, and I never feel drained or anywhere near depression from ejaculating.
And in the future whenever my sexual function returns fully--I believe God has healed me already, I'm just waiting for the manifestation of it to take place--I will do semen retention again. I may masturbate many times at the beginning of the full sexual recovery, but then I'm going to start doing semen retention and getting deeper into my spirituality.
So no offense to Youwillrecover or UnluckyXeplion, but instead praise to them for their commitment and dedication.
Also, I'm always going to be proud or full of myself. I'm always going to think and know I'm God, even while being man. I'm very free, and enlightened as well. I encourage you to believe your truth, whoever you are, and to not try to change me from mine, because you'll just be wasting your time.
And someone on here appears to be a trans woman (who may have been born male and then became female) or female (who now is trying to be, or is, man). Most people who were born man and then convert to woman, don't always like to be thought of as a trans woman, but just a woman. I know people who are like that. So when I called a person on here a woman, they said they weren't. But they have a vagina. Maybe then they must be (or so it seems) a woman trying to be a man. They even say queer, and that's what men say--I've never heard a woman or girl use the word queer, until (possibly) on here.
Peace and Love! And GOD bless you.
I say that, to say this: I've made much progress, and I know I'm close to manifesting full recovery.
Whenever I emphasize or speak on lungs, heart, chest, I know what I'm talking about. I had that total disconnect at the beginning of Invega. And like many of you, I linked it to blocked receptors in the brain (which to some degree was true). But the truth is, a lot of the issues were my lungs, the fact that they had swelled, my chest had tightened, that area had been obstructed (or blocked), and possibly even fluid build up (which may or may not have contained Invega). I'm certain that by clearing my lungs (probably with a little bit more clearing or de-swelling or de-tightening to do) it changed almost everything with this Invega condition or experience.
Furthermore, when I fasted those 3 times without food and drink, I also did semen retention. The semen retention fueled or strengthened my fast, and the fast fueled and strengthened my semen retention.
You may wonder why I demeaned or talked down on semen retention. I'll tell you. It wasn't because I didn't feel better doing semen retention versus masturbating. Actually, I felt (at that time) better and more energetic doing semen retention. The problem was this, that my sexual function/dysfunction didn't really change. For instance, porn stars like Darla Crane, Kendra Lust, Deauxma, etc., were like tree branches. Their body, or body parts, like legs, tits, thighs, butts, were like looking at tree branches (when I imagined them, as a way to test my sexual function/dysfunction), and I knew I had to stop doing semen retention, because it seemed (during that stage of Invega) to be ruining my sex drive or arousal. It was very strange. But I'm not at that stage or state anymore. I can masturbate all the time, and I never feel drained or anywhere near depression from ejaculating.
And in the future whenever my sexual function returns fully--I believe God has healed me already, I'm just waiting for the manifestation of it to take place--I will do semen retention again. I may masturbate many times at the beginning of the full sexual recovery, but then I'm going to start doing semen retention and getting deeper into my spirituality.
So no offense to Youwillrecover or UnluckyXeplion, but instead praise to them for their commitment and dedication.
Also, I'm always going to be proud or full of myself. I'm always going to think and know I'm God, even while being man. I'm very free, and enlightened as well. I encourage you to believe your truth, whoever you are, and to not try to change me from mine, because you'll just be wasting your time.
And someone on here appears to be a trans woman (who may have been born male and then became female) or female (who now is trying to be, or is, man). Most people who were born man and then convert to woman, don't always like to be thought of as a trans woman, but just a woman. I know people who are like that. So when I called a person on here a woman, they said they weren't. But they have a vagina. Maybe then they must be (or so it seems) a woman trying to be a man. They even say queer, and that's what men say--I've never heard a woman or girl use the word queer, until (possibly) on here.
Peace and Love! And GOD bless you.
JoshuaGuillory36
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Another thing I don't really believe in is karma. I'm not talking about karma from a godly perspective (I believe in that). I don't believe in the karma that people try to link everything that happened bad to someone to something the person done in their life.
Jan Hus was a righteous man. But the Catholic Church (of Rome), being evil people at that time (if not still now), murdered him by executing him at the stake.
I certainly don't conceive of anything I've done in my life to deserve the bad of Invega. My experience rather seems to be that I was ordained and blessed by God to be chosen to help others out of Invega (as Jesus who took upon himself the sins of the people and suffered many bad things) and also to learn things myself about herbs and supplements that can be useful in aiding the human body; and all the other things which I learned and experienced for my good and the good of others.
"Bad things happen to good people." - Bishop Carlton Pearson
I refuse to accept that I did bad in order to have went through this Invega experience. I see it more as a blessing, that God believed enough in me to allow me to take upon myself this cross, which is not in anyway exempting the manufacturers, promoters, or prescribers of Invega. The Pharisees and Sadducees did many bad things to Jesus in the gospel story, but Jesus didn't do bad to them...
Peace and Love! And GOD bless you.
Jan Hus was a righteous man. But the Catholic Church (of Rome), being evil people at that time (if not still now), murdered him by executing him at the stake.
I certainly don't conceive of anything I've done in my life to deserve the bad of Invega. My experience rather seems to be that I was ordained and blessed by God to be chosen to help others out of Invega (as Jesus who took upon himself the sins of the people and suffered many bad things) and also to learn things myself about herbs and supplements that can be useful in aiding the human body; and all the other things which I learned and experienced for my good and the good of others.
"Bad things happen to good people." - Bishop Carlton Pearson
I refuse to accept that I did bad in order to have went through this Invega experience. I see it more as a blessing, that God believed enough in me to allow me to take upon myself this cross, which is not in anyway exempting the manufacturers, promoters, or prescribers of Invega. The Pharisees and Sadducees did many bad things to Jesus in the gospel story, but Jesus didn't do bad to them...
Peace and Love! And GOD bless you.
JoshuaGuillory36
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There's a lot of wimpy comments on here. (The moderators shouldn't take offense to that, because it's the truth.) (I'm more so talking about people who are going back and forth between positivity and negativity and trying to lean more to negativity, as if it's a wasteful and entertaining game to them.) Just believe, be always positive, have 100 percent faith. (That's the right way to comment. And, yes, there is a right way. It's better for the negative to just be negative rather than bashing the positive because they (the positive) believe in their faith and recovery. Someone spoke of eating the fruit, Lucifer, and being in the know. But they don't really seem to know anything. They sure don't have faith which moves you above situations or conditions that may seem unfavorable. My faith proved to be right and to help push me closer and closer to full recovery. Most people on here don't try anything. They just whine and complain, and don't listen. I provided much information, but I guarantee you hardly anybody listened to it. What I say works. Somebody months ago (in May) talked about how they followed the same regimen (or one similar) to NoMoreZombi and they didn't see the same results as him. My answer to that is, keep trying things. Keep believing. Keep pushing or striving to reach the place of knowledge, so you arrive at the destination called healing. And one of the main purposes for zeolite was to get Invega out of the body, especially the brain. And, according to fenec, it did (for him). (The medication that was in him.) I didn't mention zeolite because it cures or answers everything. The main thing zeolite does is take things out your body which may be difficult to come out with the natural process of your body. It removes forever chemicals. It removes heavy metals. Everybody's experience isn't the same. If you didn't suffer total anhedonia, emotional blunting, insomnia, or sexual dysfunction, you won't really be of much help to me. But that doesn't mean you can't help out someone else. PhucInvega surely didn't endure Invega to the degree I did, but he still made a great effort to find things, use things, figure things out which are beneficial to everyone, including me. And almost everybody on here is cancelled out from the Invega experience. I really went through this and still am going through it as well. And some people's comments don't match what a person experiences through or while withdrawing from Invega (during the withdrawal stage). No one ever says to me "no, Josh, I don't have or never went through chest tightening, or lung or heart problems." Or that they never had that heavy feeling in their brain. They just ignore and don't comment like they're some kind of tool for the government that's come here to make sure Johnson and Johnson doesn't get sued and that Invega keeps going or existing as an FDA approved drug. Possibly people on here are stealing other people's experiences (all of which is government orchestrated). Some of the members on this forum or thread could actually be setup to mimic people who really went through this and have the stories in some ways changed but the month of recovery about the same. The governments of the world listen to phone conversations. And I'm sure that many people who suffered Invega didn't become a member of or sign up on this site. But they talked about their experience near or on a phone. And of all the anti-psychotic medications, it appears Invega is the worst. And not Haldol as some have stated. I've done the research. Haldol is bad but not as bad as Invega, especially not overall, and certainly not Abilify. Though each of those are bad, in some way or another.
Peace and Love! And I always win!
Peace and Love! And I always win!
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JoshuaGuillory36
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That heavy feeling in the brain causes sedation. And the tightening of the chest, swelling or blockage of the lungs, and possibly the heart, too, is mostly responsible for emotional blunting. These things I've ascertained. This is no guesswork. Anyone viewing this website, but not a member, or member yet, heed my words attentively. And sift between what makes sense and what doesn't. Trust in those (or the testimonies of those) whose stories seem(ed) legit and their positivity seem(ed) real. And I guarantee you, you will see the most favorable outcome or results. And in the quickest time for you. You may very well go through Invega no longer than 1 to 2 years, if not less, or way less than that. Had I known some of the things I know now my experience would have been different, and, I believe, much shorter. Everybody has done great contributing in some way. My arrogance and faith in the LORD and myself fueled me to success and successful results. I'm a legend on here. I'm the KING forever. I'm all that. I'm eternal. I'm GOD himself in the flesh. I know it. You know it. We know it. I love ya. Kisses and hugs to ya. And I'm probably about to go to sleep. So good night and good day to you.
Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all.
Peace and Love! And GOD bless you all.
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I take 500mg, and it has to be nicotinic acid, the kind that makes your skin flush.I haven't noticed anything really significant about niacin (for me). But I didn't take high doses of it.
Possibly with higher doses it may have a greater affect/effect.
I'm speaking about you being very knowledgeable about it, and connecting the dots properly.
You did good also in this comment of yours by saying "It reactivates estrogen receptors and enhances circulation in the brain."
Peace and Love! And God bless you!
InvegaAnon
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You put a leech on your dick?
Well, if it did something helpful that's wonderful. It's just really funny and disgusting.Anthropomorphic Leech Doctor Sucks Me off and Cures My Erecile Dysfunction by Chuck Tingle.
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All I know is that he got better and made a complete recovery after a long while, I think that's the longest full recovery so far on these threads.
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