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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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I found God in the hospital and felt connected to him, but ever since these injections have affected me, I feel very distant from him.
 
blueheart666 said:
Same here before going into the hospital for involuntary treatment. I used to be very close to God but now I feel like God is evil and we are all passing through this to find out who God really is. An evil God. I have 4 months withdrawn from the injection. Each time I prayed for God to help me he/she didn't. It's like God ignores my prayers. Which is why I now believe God is evil.
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Remember the cross that Jesus had to bare and carry. Remember the lashings he endured. God could not stop mankind from slaughtering his one and only son. He gave humanity free will, with that allowing us to do good and do harm. He gave us free will because he loves us, and it's a reflection of us being made in his image.

Much of what happened to us, is the doing of other people. People who are misguided and ignorant, or willfully malicious. God can't stop those people from doing damage, because of the free will we all have.

We just have to bare our own cross. There is rebirth for us, but all renewal comes with a sacrifice. We have to sacrifice our time and our health, we have to push ourself to carry our own cross. We have to continue living, and try to be proactive with the body and mind God gave us, even if its burdened by invega. Nothing changes if nothing is willed into being.
 
blueheart666 said:
Same here before going into the hospital for involuntary treatment. I used to be very close to God but now I feel like God is evil and we are all passing through this to find out who God really is. An evil God. I have 4 months withdrawn from the injection. Each time I prayed for God to help me he/she didn't. It's like God ignores my prayers. Which is why I now believe God is evil.
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you must be patient the hardest tests are made for big men
 
blueheart666 said:
I haven't found not one person who has recovered and got their sexual function back. Seems like everyone has erectile dysfunction. No pleasure from sex.
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I went from a dull orgasm with liquid semen like water, to white semen with less quantity than before and an almost normal orgasm but the excitement still hasn't returned as before for me, that's considerably improved apparently it returns gradually, but morning erections returned after 6 months of stopping brother
 
fenec said:
I went from a dull orgasm with liquid semen like water, to white semen with less quantity than before and an almost normal orgasm but the excitement still hasn't returned as before for me, that's considerably improved apparently it returns gradually, but morning erections returned after 6 months of stopping brother
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the haldol injections made me premature, but it came back like before lol
 
Why does Allah test us?
Trials give us the opportunity to repent before the coming of the harshest punishment on the Day of Resurrection. Indeed, Allah Most High says: We will certainly make them taste the punishment here below, before the great punishment so that they return (to the right path)! (Quran, 32:21).
 
blueheart666 said:
I haven't found not one person who has recovered and got their sexual function back. Seems like everyone has erectile dysfunction. No pleasure from sex.
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From the version 2 thread

Posted by user Jmoore52
"I've been off Invega sustenna for 4 months now. I was on 117mg injections for 3 years. I smoked weed and took adderall for almost a couple years and ended up going into a pychosis. After my doctor telling my parents I'd basically go into another pychosis if I didn't stay on the meds, I was forced to take them. Even though I was 21 at the time didn't have the financials to tell them to fuck off. Basically it took me saying I was going to end it all before they finally listened. After a month I already had felt improvement. Slowly I've gained myself back. I actually have energy now. I can mow the lawn and clean house and it's actually enjoyable, even if I don't want to do it. Sexually I've recovered. I can express emotion again, recall memories from the past, and my brain feels back to normal. I'm finally not a zombie any more. I feel like I've recovered farely quickly considering how long I've been on the poison. I figured I have about 15mg left in me. Hopefully it'll be completely out of my system within the next 8 months. My heart goes out to all of you recovery is possible."

People do recover in that sense.
 
blueheart666 said:
I haven't found not one person who has recovered and got their sexual function back. Seems like everyone has erectile dysfunction. No pleasure from sex.
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lol please look at all of bluelight's threads there are 9 with a lot of healing history including libido, for example kaatrina received 6 injections of invega she regained the ability to get drunk al alcohol and regained a complete libido after 1.5 to 2 years of cessation
 
blueheart666 said:
Reread it again. That's not a recovery story. He specifically states he still has medicine inside of him. About 15mg worth.
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That's just his estimation, only what he figures to be true. You're ignoring the fact that he said he sexually recovers. You're ignoring the fact that he states his brain has returned back to normal, and that he feels that he has recovered.
 
blueheart666 said:
He also says "i can mow the lawn and clean house and it's actually enjoyable, even if I don't want to do it."

Even if I don't want to do it.... which means he doesn't want to do it.
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That doesn't mean he's suffering. It's not abnormal for people to not want to do house work. I sure as hell don't want to do house work let alone mow the lawn, even before invega.

I feel like you are focusing on the negative. In that exact same sentence he states that he finds it enjoyable.
 
iraistired said:
guys i really wanna understand that person who recovered then took lithium then had no emotions again.. what is lithium? does it normally cause that ? what is going on
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It's a common side effect of lithium. Meds affect everyone differently, not everyone is affected the same.

Some people benefit from invega as hard as that is to believe, we just happen to not be those people.
 
Harmedbypsychward said:
Hey guys I've come to the conclusion that I have developed dementia. There is no recovering from this as I have sustained brain damage. I wish you all luck in your healing journeys.
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how do you know? i was trying to remember something the other day and completely forgot.. i also completely forgot i went somewhere and did a presentation and remembered after a few seconds
 
blueheart666 said:
He also says "i can mow the lawn and clean house and it's actually enjoyable, even if I don't want to do it."

Even if I don't want to do it.... which means he doesn't want to do it.
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It's true that it's not credible, especially since he received a long treatment and recovering in so little time seems strange.
 
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