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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 9

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blueheart666 said:
I'M NEW HERE. I was misdiagnosed for bipolar inside the mental hospital. My parents made a mistake when signing me up for involuntary treatment. I was given risperidone pills and was given 1 risperidone injection. Luckily I was able to get out the hospital voluntarily. Shortly after getting out the hospital I stopped taking my medicine once I learned how dangerous risperdal is for you. I have 4 months withdrawn from the injection. I'm here to make friends and also for support to recovery from the evil medicine. 💊
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hello, you received only 1 injection of risperdal, are you doing well, your French?
 
I got niacin because it has a pretty low crash risk and it is supposed to help with PSSD on multiple angles. I'm starting at 125mg and I'm going to taper up until I see results.
 
blueheart666 said:
Hi. Yes I only received 1 injection of risperdal. The first week I took 1mg of risperidone pills.
The second week I took 3mg of risperidone.
Plus I got an injection of risperdal.
The third week I took 3mg of risperidone.
The fourth week I took 2mg of risperidone. After the fourth week is when I stopped the medication. I'm not doing good. Everyday is a struggle. There is many side effects the medication gave me and I suffer everyday. I'm Mexican American.
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for an injection you will be better after 6 to 7 months of stopping courage, for me if you do not have sleep problems or insomnia you will become like before
 
blueheart666 said:
Hi. Yes I only received 1 injection of risperdal. The first week I took 1mg of risperidone pills.
The second week I took 3mg of risperidone.
Plus I got an injection of risperdal.
The third week I took 3mg of risperidone.
The fourth week I took 2mg of risperidone. After the fourth week is when I stopped the medication. I'm not doing good. Everyday is a struggle. There is many side effects the medication gave me and I suffer everyday. I'm Mexican American.
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what was the dose of risperdal
 
Even though I sometimes can't fall asleep for 4h straight I no longer suffer from just laying there waiting for 4h to fall asleep.
My pain perception has also changed, I have become more numb to any kind of pain.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
Last month I had a window where I felt 90% recovered for an hour.

@Youwillrecover there is hope
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lol after 3 years after your 2 injections you no longer have any in the body it just makes you wait for your central nervous system to return to normal functioning after the modifications case xeplion on your brain
 
fenec said:
lol after 3 years after your 2 injections you no longer have any in the body it just makes you wait for your central nervous system to return to normal functioning after the modifications case xeplion on your brain
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You are not aware of how big of a deal this is, and aren't aware of how much suffering I've been through.

By the half-life graphs there's no invega in my body, invega being in your blood is not the biggest of your problems, and the damage goes beyond just CNS, it leaves a lasting impact even when it is gone from the body. It's not simple at all.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
You are not aware of how big of a deal this is, and aren't aware of how much suffering I've been through.

By the half-life graphs there's no invega in my body, invega being in your blood is not the biggest of your problems, and the damage goes beyond just CNS, it leaves a lasting impact even when it is gone from the body. It's not simple at all.
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apparently this is not irreversible, the brain returns to its normal functioning several months to 1 year after evacuation of the poison, I'm that's what you're talking about I looked at the wall for 7 to 8 months trembling joint pain violent headaches I I was a zombie but today I no longer suffer, my libido works but is not at the top like before and but I only have negative emotions, fear a little anger a little sadness, what was your suffering?
 
fenec said:
apparently this is not irreversible, the brain returns to its normal functioning several months to 1 year after evacuation of the poison, I'm that's what you're talking about I looked at the wall for 7 to 8 months trembling joint pain violent headaches I I was a zombie but today I no longer suffer, my libido works but is not at the top like before and but I only have negative emotions, fear a little anger a little sadness, what was your suffering?
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I could split my suffering in 4 phases:
first 8 months: I had acid-burning mental pain all over my upperbody (also in head sometimes), zombie all day zero interest in anything, tearing severe anhedonia and restlessness, slowed passage of time to the point of beyond unbearable, and rarely some sparks of negative emotion, constant severe insomnia and more. I also had severe cognitive issues (focus issues, memory loss, short-term memory issues).
1 year off: acid-burning completely went away but there is still mental pain, more sparks of negative emotion, anhedonia is around 20% (was still not enough for interests to exist), there is less restlessness. The passage of time has improved but still not tolerable when combined with the rest.
2 years off: I had mostly recovered my sleep. My anhedonia is around 40-50% recovered, My mental pain is fluctuating between unbearable and severe, and I'm around 50% recovered, life is still not worth living. Some of my interests returned but these are numbed and it is not enough. Negative emotions have returned, but a feeling of calm is still something I can't experience. There's less restlessness.
3 years off: My anhedonia is around 60%. There is less mental pain. The passage of time is near normal. More of my interests have returned and they sometimes bear worthy results. I have sparks of feeling of calm. I still live for recovery.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
I could split my suffering in 4 phases:
first 8 months: I had acid-burning mental pain all over my upperbody (also in head sometimes), zombie all day zero interest in anything, tearing severe anhedonia and restlessness, slowed passage of time to the point of beyond unbearable, and rarely some sparks of negative emotion, constant severe insomnia and more. I also had severe cognitive issues (focus issues, memory loss, short-term memory issues).
1 year off: acid-burning completely went away but there is still mental pain, more sparks of negative emotion, anhedonia is around 20% (was still not enough for interests to exist), there is less restlessness. The passage of time has improved but still not tolerable when combined with the rest.
2 years off: I had mostly recovered my sleep. My anhedonia is around 40-50% recovered, My mental pain is fluctuating between unbearable and severe, and I'm around 50% recovered, life is still not worth living. Some of my interests returned but these are numbed and it is not enough. Negative emotions have returned, but a feeling of calm is still something I can't experience. There's less restlessness.
3 years off: My anhedonia is around 60%. There is less mental pain. The passage of time is near normal. More of my interests have returned and they sometimes bear worthy results. I have sparks of feeling of calm. I still live for recovery.
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I don't understand I reacted less badly than you knowing that I received four injections of aldol descanos at 150 mg every 28 days for 4 months and you received 2 xeplion I also had anhedoni etc, has your sperm returned to its previous quantity and when is your libido your orgasms like before?
 
There is no one to blame for my anhedonia and other side effects but myself. I caused everything to happen to me . I caused myself to have psychosis which led to 13 Antipsychotic injections. Had I not played with the wrong stuff I would have been happy just as I was in 2022 and 2021. While I agree this isn't the case for everyone and some people truly have schizophrenia and need to be injected in order to function, others like myself made poor decisions that led me to where I am today. Anyone else in the same position and take some kind of responsibility even a little bit for the damage done to us?
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
There is no one to blame for my anhedonia and other side effects but myself. I caused everything to happen to me . I caused myself to have psychosis which led to 13 Antipsychotic injections. Had I not played with the wrong stuff I would have been happy just as I was in 2022 and 2021. While I agree this isn't the case for everyone and some people truly have schizophrenia and need to be injected in order to function, others like myself made poor decisions that led me to where I am today. Anyone else in the same position and take some kind of responsibility even a little bit for the damage done to us?
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Not me. I wasnt even psychotic
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
yeah thats def not the case for you. Your evil family and hospital cooperated together to inject you and give you false diagnosis. Not for me though, i 100% caused it now i must suffer the consequences
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Im still terrified how numb my brain is 6 month later and i only had 2 maintena ones...
 
Youwillrecover said:
Im still terrified how numb my brain is 6 month later and i only had 2 maintena ones...
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bro at least you know your brain knows how to recover because its recovered once before so 100% it will recover again. But for me, im fully in the dark meaning i dont even know if my brain is capable of recovering . Yes other brains have recovered after 5 years of shots but my brain is different. I have invega damage + a traumatic brain injury from a car accident so idk if my brain even has the healing power to recover after taking so much damage.
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
bro at least you know your brain knows how to recover because its recovered once before so 100% it will recover again. But for me, im fully in the dark meaning i dont even know if my brain is capable of recovering . Yes other brains have recovered after 5 years of shots but my brain is different. I have invega damage + a traumatic brain injury from a car accident so idk if my brain even has the healing power to recover after taking so much damage.
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Bro i smoke weed and thats the only thing that helps me... The way they work on nervous system... Soothing af but only indica
 
TonyTonyChopper said:
yeah thats def not the case for you. Your evil family and hospital cooperated together to inject you and give you false diagnosis. Not for me though, i 100% caused it now i must suffer the consequences
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for my part I became paranoid with cannabis I was diagnosed as psychotic today I stopped using cannabis completely
 
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