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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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fenec said:
first time injections? how many mg are your injections?
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First time was amazing cause the psychiatrist was an angel and diagnosed me with anxiety disorder. Next hospitalizations were traumatic cause they were wrong fully diagnosing me with schizophrenia and injecting
 
me isolation tied to the bed restraint haldol plus injection the 2nd time I saw lots of people demolished he drooled them he was demolished
 
fenec said:
me isolation tied to the bed restraint haldol plus injection the 2nd time I saw lots of people demolished he drooled them he was demolished
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Doesnt matter bro. We will recover from this. We just need ask God for assistance
 
yes you are right summer is coming I think try to enjoy the sun and swim in the river the sun contains vitamin D, yes god and on our side but I think it's karma, but we shouldn't not commit suicide, it takes us back to hell, and we must not forget that there are those who are forced for life to do this injection if we are free it is a huge opportunity
 
fenec said:
yes you are right summer is coming I think try to enjoy the sun and swim in the river the sun contains vitamin D, yes god and on our side but I think it's karma, but we shouldn't not commit suicide, it takes us back to hell, and we must not forget that there are those who are forced for life to do this injection if we are free it is a huge opportunity
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Do you think that these injections that happened to us are karma?
 
fenec said:
yes you are right summer is coming I think try to enjoy the sun and swim in the river the sun contains vitamin D, yes god and on our side but I think it's karma, but we shouldn't not commit suicide, it takes us back to hell, and we must not forget that there are those who are forced for life to do this injection if we are free it is a huge opportunity
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Are you vegetarian bro?
 
I stopped eating meat now I replaced it with fish but I only eat one meal anyway I no longer have a hunger signal I try to drink a lot of water and you? at first I ate poorly
 
fenec said:
he told me about skysofrenie but my psychotic diagnosis, I don't like psychiatrists they think they are god
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When i was in the psych ward the shrink that "treated" me was a horrible bitch. She straight up told my brother that i belonged in jail because i kept getting into fights with security guards there. At the time i thought i was dead as i had cotards syndrome and was psychotic but was refused any meds. I was coming off high dose clonazepam and morphine at the same time and wasent even given basic meds like loperamide or even a fucking ibuprofen. I was flat out refused any treatment. She also refused treating other people there as well and told alot of the guys in there that they had weed psychosis which was a bullshit diagnosis for me and the others i saw in there.
She didnt mind handing out ECT though to people in there including one guy i was friends with. He couldnt remember shit after getting ECT and walked with a cane as jt fucked him right up. I felt so bad for that guy honestly.

However now i have a awesome shrink. He knows i have bad PTSD or rather it was bad before i started taking shrooms again it has gotten alot better. He also knows i have anxiety and insomnia so i have no problem getting benzos or sleeping pills. He actually listens to me unlike the shrink in the psych ward who refused me any meds at all. It took me 3 months in there to get a new shrink and it only happened after i ended up in a fight that my brother had to break up as security was scared to break it up. When i got a new shrink and was put on invega i came back to reality very quickly. From then on in i stayed out of trouble and just stayed in my room with my friends smoking cigs and weed. We had takeout to so it was better then alot of psych wards in the US from what ive heard anyway. Those places sound like prison.. The one i was in was prisoney enough.

But yeah ot all shrinks are bad imo. You have to remember they are human and they all have different personalities.
 
fenec said:
I stopped eating meat now I replaced it with fish but I only eat one meal anyway I no longer have a hunger signal I try to drink a lot of water and you? at first I ate poorly
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Im trying to be vegetarian for spiritual reasons. I have hunger signal. I eat healthy
 
paranoid android said:
When i was in the psych ward the shrink that "treated" me was a horrible bitch. She straight up told my brother that i belonged in jail because i kept getting into fights with security guards there. At the time i thought i was dead as i had cotards syndrome and was psychotic but was refused any meds. I was coming off high dose clonazepam and morphine at the same time and wasent even given basic meds like loperamide or even a fucking ibuprofen. I was flat out refused any treatment. She also refused treating other people there as well and told alot of the guys in there that they had weed psychosis which was a bullshit diagnosis for me and the others i saw in there.
She didnt mind handing out ECT though to people in there including one guy i was friends with. He couldnt remember shit after getting ECT and walked with a cane as jt fucked him right up. I felt so bad for that guy honestly.

However now i have a awesome shrink. He knows i have bad PTSD or rather it was bad before i started taking shrooms again it has gotten alot better. He also knows i have anxiety and insomnia so i have no problem getting benzos or sleeping pills. He actually listens to me unlike the shrink in the psych ward who refused me any meds at all. It took me 3 months in there to get a new shrink and it only happened after i ended up in a fight that my brother had to break up as security was scared to break it up. When i got a new shrink and was put on invega i came back to reality very quickly. From then on in i stayed out of trouble and just stayed in my room with my friends smoking cigs and weed. We had takeout to so it was better then alot of psych wards in the US from what ive heard anyway. Those places sound like prison.. The one i was in was prisoney enough.

But yeah ot all shrinks are bad imo. You have to remember they are human and they all have different personalities.
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yes it's not easy, yes it's a prison in France we are drugged and transformed into a vegetable by force here in France you can't refuse the treatments otherwise it's low dose injection, I'm stopping it cannabis I had developed the bad habit of smoking from morning to evening it made me paranoid I have 2 children and I want to enjoy life with my family I am fed up with the problems life deserves to be lived 100%
 
fenec said:
yes it's not easy, yes it's a prison in France we are drugged and transformed into a vegetable by force here in France you can't refuse the treatments otherwise it's low dose injection, I'm stopping it cannabis I had developed the bad habit of smoking from morning to evening it made me paranoid I have 2 children and I want to enjoy life with my family I am fed up with the problems life deserves to be lived
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It sucks that Cannabis caused you problems because its really helped me alot. It helps my pain and anxiety alot. I have a tendency to smoke alot of it to sometimes a quarter ounce a day.
 
paranoid android said:
It sucks that Cannabis caused you problems because its really helped me alot. It helps my pain and anxiety alot. I have a tendency to smoke alot of it to sometimes a quarter ounce a day.
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he has helped me since but 13 years I am 28 but I started smoking from morning to night and it made me really paranoid about everything but before that I really enjoyed cannabis in front of netflix during sex I never bored until I was hospitalized I decided to stop completely even if sometimes I dream in my sleep that I smoke I don't want to be paranoid anymore I want to get back to a healthy life and maybe when I recover drink a can of wine white but I would like to enjoy life without drugs after it's demon injection
 
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