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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Going out to score drugs by yourself to help function sucks but can be kind of exciting sometimes I guess, like you're some sort of secret agent man or some shit.
 
Dre87 said:
I lost my job stocking shelves at the grocery store after a couple of weeks when they fired me for working too slow pretty much, I would often get distracted on that job and just start thinking about stuff or going to take a little bit too many smoke breaks too maybe.

The way I see it as long as you get the job done it should be cool but maybe that's not how they see it. I've been using drugs to function but have also been working out and training alot too. The hernia in my bellybutton started hurting one day when I was working out and I started using lighter weight and resistance and and probably gonna definitely need to get surgery for it now.

It sounds kind of dumb maybe but I was thinking about how it would be really funny since I'm a pretty tall and big dude with some muscle that what if I became some sort of pro MMA fighter or something, I know that people from highschool would pay big money to see that shit. It would probably be like the ultimate revenge of the nerds.
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If you are too slow to stock shelves, you are not going to be able to handle fighting a seasoned wrestler or stand up fighter.You are definitely not thinking clearly my friend.
 
Dre87 said:
I think it's probably really good to workout and do cardio too and do a hot water and coffee fast where you also drink a few cups of coffee and then when you start eating again just eat pineapple for a while, and that it'll really help clean your system out.
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Do you think that pineapple is cleaning? I am taking a lot of detox supplements. My only improvement is getting my period back and being able to watch Netflix series.
 
cmf77 said:
If you are too slow to stock shelves, you are not going to be able to handle fighting a seasoned wrestler or stand up fighter.You are definitely not thinking clearly my friend.
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Fighting intense 3 minute rounds is not the same as working at a tedious 8 hour a day job. I'm not in the best of shape right now but still pretty good. I started working out when I was 14, I did a bit of swimming and wrestling in highschool. I have a black belt in Taekwondo but to be honest the school kind of sucked quite a bit and didn't really teach people how to fight effectively. It was a McDojo belt factory even though I stuck with that martial art a ridiculously long time. I started training other stuff and MMA later. I'm about 6'2 and 270 pounds right now with some muscle too. At one point at different times I could deadlift 315, do dumbell bench press with 100's for like 12 reps, bench 225, when I was lighter I could also do handstand pushups against a wall for like 6 reps and was able to walk on my hands for a couple seconds too.

I first started training speed when I was 18 and have picked it back up again, I'm really fast for a big dude and got some fast hands right now. Before I wouldn't have been tough enough to try to do something like that but right now it's also almost like I've got nothing to lose. Those psych drugs took alot from me but I'm not gonna be dying a total bitch. I've got a hernia in my bellybutton though that probably definitely needs surgery right now even though I've still been working out but with a bit lighter weight.
 
Nina2021 said:
Do you think that pineapple is cleaning? I am taking a lot of detox supplements. My only improvement is getting my period back and being able to watch Netflix series.
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I think so I've seen some results from it but I first saw this video on Facebook from that big black bodybuilder dude Kali Muscle who said that he started fasting and ate nothing but pineapple for a week..

 
Holy Sh1t! I just popped back in to see how folks are and some people in here sound completely NUTS right now.

Keep it simple folks, stick to good hydration, simple balanced food; don't monodiet, just get a balanced meal at least 2 squares a day.

Just cut out the drugs for a good while, you really don't need them, it just makes recovery worse. Most people i know who recovered from invega never took any more recreational drugs, they were just happy to have gotten their brains back they were adverse to screwing with it. Your life however, so as you please.

Recovery is a rollercoaster of psychology, the process will keep tricking you into almost failing, stay the course. These psych drugs are almost designed to make you give up on ever giving them up... time will provide improvement, slowly... yes it's slow, but it'll happen.

Honestly, just keep it nice and simple, rest, some walks, tv, food, water, multivitamins, some vitamin b... sun, if it's around... pancakes... chill with dogs.

I kept it simple and recovered well. No conspiracy theory rabbit holes, no drama, no crazy fad diets, no future planning... rest, walks, food, tv, chill - rinse and repeat. You can take up all that crazy stuff after you feel much much better. You're all burning yourselves out - just learn to switch off for a good while.
 
This Invega Side Effect Of Male Gynecomastia Needs To Stop.

I Realize That's A Normative Statement.
 
Does anyone else know of someone who took an SSRI and got messed up by it after invega and they still got better? I only want to talk to them if they're doing significantly better or if they completely recovered. I don't even want to know about people who never recovered, I hate thinking about it, I can NOT think about that right now.

I've seen people who had PSSD from having both antipsychotics and SSRIs at the same time but they took 7 years to recover. :c I'm almost thirty, I don't have that kind of time in my life. These are still supposed to be good, fun years of my life.

Everything just keeps coming back and going away, I'm sick of it. Some stuff stuck a little and the dp/dr is finally truly gone. Emotions are better, anhedonia is better, but the emotional blunting is still on the strong side.
 
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InvegaAnon said:
Does anyone else know of someone who took an SSRI and got messed up by it after invega and they still got better? I only want to talk to them if they're doing significantly better or if they completely recovered. I don't even want to know about people who never recovered, I hate thinking about it, I can NOT think about that right now.

I've seen people who had PSSD from having both antipsychotics and SSRIs at the same time but they took 7 years to recover. :c I'm almost thirty, I don't have that kind of time in my life. These are still supposed to be good, fun years of my life.

Everything just keeps coming back and going away, I'm sick of it. Some stuff stuck a little and the dp/dr is finally truly gone. Emotions are better, anhedonia is better, but the emotional blunting is still on the strong side.
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Id alwaus love to help but never seem to understand what is ypir problem
 
Is there seriously NO stories of professional artists who recovered everything? I haven’t heard back from @Kaatrina, and I’m not sure if she was a professional artist either.

If anyone knows of any artist who 100% recovered, please DM me. I am on my last thread of hope.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
Is there seriously NO stories of professional artists who recovered everything? I haven’t heard back from @Kaatrina, and I’m not sure if she was a professional artist either.

If anyone knows of any artist who 100% recovered, please DM me. I am on my last thread of hope.
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I’m a singer/songwriter very very creative and artistic type and I recovered fully from APs last year… too bad I had a manic relapse and ended up on invega so still back to square one
 
Dre87 said:
Fighting intense 3 minute rounds is not the same as working at a tedious 8 hour a day job. I'm not in the best of shape right now but still pretty good. I started working out when I was 14, I did a bit of swimming and wrestling in highschool. I have a black belt in Taekwondo but to be honest the school kind of sucked quite a bit and didn't really teach people how to fight effectively. It was a McDojo belt factory even though I stuck with that martial art a ridiculously long time. I started training other stuff and MMA later. I'm about 6'2 and 270 pounds right now with some muscle too. At one point at different times I could deadlift 315, do dumbell bench press with 100's for like 12 reps, bench 225, when I was lighter I could also do handstand pushups against a wall for like 6 reps and was able to walk on my hands for a couple seconds too.

I first started training speed when I was 18 and have picked it back up again, I'm really fast for a big dude and got some fast hands right now. Before I wouldn't have been tough enough to try to do something like that but right now it's also almost like I've got nothing to lose. Those psych drugs took alot from me but I'm not gonna be dying a total bitch. I've got a hernia in my bellybutton though that probably definitely needs surgery right now even though I've still been working out but with a bit lighter weight.
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If you got a herniated belly button how are you gonna fight mma? Doesn't make any sense whatsoever. You're delusional my friend.
 
cmf77 said:
If you got a herniated belly button how are you gonna fight mma? Doesn't make any sense whatsoever. You're delusional my friend.
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That's why I mentioned before that I have to get surgery for it, there's this good and more expensive surgery that costs like 10 grand where they use pig mesh instead of the synthetic mesh and it dissolves after 6 months. I never said I'd definitley become a pro MMA fighter or boxer I just thought that it would be funny as hell if I tried it and had a fight and ended up just whooping people's ass. I'm a tall and big dude with some muscle too and I'm fast.
 
dontGiveUp said:
Holy Sh1t! I just popped back in to see how folks are and some people in here sound completely NUTS right now.

Keep it simple folks, stick to good hydration, simple balanced food; don't monodiet, just get a balanced meal at least 2 squares a day.

Just cut out the drugs for a good while, you really don't need them, it just makes recovery worse. Most people i know who recovered from invega never took any more recreational drugs, they were just happy to have gotten their brains back they were adverse to screwing with it. Your life however, so as you please.

Recovery is a rollercoaster of psychology, the process will keep tricking you into almost failing, stay the course. These psych drugs are almost designed to make you give up on ever giving them up... time will provide improvement, slowly... yes it's slow, but it'll happen.

Honestly, just keep it nice and simple, rest, some walks, tv, food, water, multivitamins, some vitamin b... sun, if it's around... pancakes... chill with dogs.

I kept it simple and recovered well. No conspiracy theory rabbit holes, no drama, no crazy fad diets, no future planning... rest, walks, food, tv, chill - rinse and repeat. You can take up all that crazy stuff after you feel much much better. You're all burning yourselves out - just learn to switch off for a good while.
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Doing the pineappple diet as just a cleanse might be good for a bit. And the alcohol and drugs pretty much saved my life especially the stimulants. I also try to be disciplined and work out and try to make money and stuff too and it works.
 
Here's another thing, you guys heard of No Fap where you don't jerk it? I think that this could be a key to recovering seriously. They say that after 3 months of not jerking it that your testosterone freakin DOUBLES. I had a Russian friend who came here and was in the Marines before and he said that he did one steroid cycle that his friend shot him up with and he said that it made him feel happy when he was on it, maybe testosterone also makes you feel happy. I might wanna do like a low-dose steroid cycle or something too if I can just to see.
 
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After over 4 years of those injections probably only the really strong would be able to walk my path right now.
 
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