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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Dre87 said:
There's this website that's actually sort of like an 'underground railroad' that hides people from psychiatry. They also recommend filling out an advanced directive incase you ever get hospitalized in the facility again. I don't know if their fake mental health courts would take it seriously though, once you're labeled as mentally ill you pretty much have no rights and are subhuman after that.

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Psychiatric Advance Directives - MindFreedom International (MFI)

Introduction A psychiatric advance directive (PAD) is a written document that allows you to state in advance what kind of treatment, services, and other assistance you would prefer to receive in the event that you experience a mental health crisis. You can also use a PAD to grant another person...
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I hate most shrinks as well my current shrink is the only one i have had that i like he is awesome. The shrink that i had in the psych ward was fucking evil though. She took me off 150mg's of morphine and 6mg's of clonazepam cold fucking turkey without even a tylenol or loperamide to help me. That for me is the definition of hell. If she had been a man i would have beaten the shit out of her.

People with mental illness have less rights then prisoners do in some cases. As a example prisoners are only held if a judge decides that they should be. However people with mental illness need only be acting "abnormally" to be locked up. Prisoners are also given a release date while people with mental illness are not told from one day to the next when they will be released.

I have been in jail (i have never been in prison though) and i was treated better there then i was at the psych ward. They gave me all my meds and even bought me wings and chips from the takeout. Meanwhile in the psych ward i was given absolutly no meds and fed microwaved fuckibng garbage that was full of carbs and made everyone get fat. Also in jail they atleast have the decencey to leave you the fuck alone.
 
paranoid android said:
Ya im still on 10mg's a day and doing pretty awesome on that so im not going to go off it. I am doing better now then before i went in the psych ward actually. I am in better shape now then i ever have been. I would recomend zyprexa to anyone struggling on shittier antipsychotics because i get 0 side effects from it

The only thing i was worried about was psychedelics not working due to the zyprexa but after talking to people on it the common consensus seems to be that you just have to take more. I am going to buy some dmt, shrooms or acid soon and find out soon when i get the money for it
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I havent heard that many bad things about Olanzapine, I took them for like 2 and half months in Prison, I did get side effects but probably not as bad from what I remember it did make me restless though anything that plays with my dopamine and serotonin makes me restless af
 
Serhat said:
I havent heard that many bad things about Olanzapine, I took them for like 2 and half months in Prison, I did get side effects but probably not as bad from what I remember it did make me restless though anything that plays with my dopamine and serotonin makes me restless af
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Sounds like you might have had some akathisia. Latuda gave it to me really bad thats why i had to go off it. Thankfully zyprexa doesent do that to me.
 
And I don't need no medication or my pain. Got a clip full of knowledge, and a head full cocaine.
 
It's kind of hard to be mentally healthy when you live in a society where your food, water, and air is being deliberately poisoned. Fluoride is a neurotoxin, it's added to the water supply. And it's a main ingredient in Prozac. They've also been lying to you about the science and the history. 'Whoever built the pyramids had knowledge of electrical power.'..

 
saadsoul said:
Hi, I ve been treated with lithium and tegretol for 15 years, I believe I me spiritualy gifted and it has been confirmed by so many circumstances and people, 4 months ago I've been involved in a accident, 2 months later u started having anxiety and hard-core panic attacks, my mom brought to a new psychiatrist and we decided to have invega shots, I had two. I me one month off now.
At the second shot it's like eveything alive have been shut down, my taughts, my emotions, anehdonia, I feel nothing in nothing. Can't feel my sexual energy, lost partialy connection with the spiritual realm, I feel like those two shots robbed me from who I be! No personality, no desires, I spend the entire days laying down watching the roof or the TV and smoking, that's all I want to do.
Seeing recovery stories on this site reconforts, but thinking that it would take months or years to recover is hurting, can't imagine spending a year or two like this...
Thank you for reading, and also for sharing you experiences, it was my story
Thx
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Hello there brother , just wanted to say that I am suffering the same hell as you my friend you are not alone … I’m afraid it may take you a long time to recover so be prepared for a battle but nearly everyone recovers …. I am 1 year off from last injection and I am still extremely bad …. Maybe not quite as bad as I was at first so I have to keep going and try to have hope … please message me if you want don’t suffer in silence
 
Dre87 said:
It's kind of hard to be mentally healthy when you live in a society where your food, water, and air is being deliberately poisoned. Fluoride is a neurotoxin, it's added to the water supply. And it's a main ingredient in Prozac. They've also been lying to you about the science and the history. 'Whoever built the pyramids had knowledge of electrical power.'..

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Mandrake have you ever seen a Commie drink water? No and ot without good reason. :LOL:

The fluoride conspiracy always reminds me of Dr.Strangelove lol
 
I actually haven't been doing too bad lately, it's manageable and doable right now. I don't wanna speak too soon but maybe the tables might be turning a bit. I just got a new full-time job making 38 or 39K a year stocking shelves at a grocery store. I still take drugs but it's not just the drugs talking right now, because before it was shitty. I have my social abilities back pretty much too. I started working out again. I've had over 4 years of injections. It feels like I've been fighting a hard as hell battle for a long time. I don't know what kind of sorcery was it that kept me being just weak as hell before.
 
Dre87 said:
The flouride conspiracy pisses me off.
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On top of that we're living in an electromagnetic soup of wifi and cell towers all day. That can affect the body and mind too. 5G uses millimeter waves and this old British guy who was in the RAF and worked on radar stations said that those are weaponized frequencies.
 
This has been a devastating experience , I’m praying for you all . I know they will look back at this drug in 50 years and will think it was inhumane that they did this to the most sensitive and emotionally pained people on this planet. It truly is a disgrace and I pray future generations never have to go through this sort of pain. This is a failure of epic pre-portions by western medicine.. it’s still unbelievable to me that we live in a system where you are forced to take an injection that slowly releases in your blood while taking longer than 7 months for it to get out of your system.. while simultaneously knowing there is a risk for an allergic reaction like Akathesia or tardive dyskeneisa not even allowing you to get off the drug. It really is a scam and I hope this sentiment gets spread across the echo chambers of mental health. This drug is a poison that has the chance of severely altering the course of your life. Do not take it at all costs. The effects are profound. No human should ever have to go through this sort of torture. Bipolar is tough enough. A psychotic break is tough enough. This invega injection , in which they give you the highest possible dose which is equal to 12 mg of resperidone daily for 30 days without any chance of getting off of it and then 6 mg the next 30 days and 3 mg the following.. having to sit their and just take the abuse without any sort of genetic testing or anything like that to see how you will react to the drug . The fact that it’s an injection that costs an upwards of 3500. I’m telling you one day there is going to be a major lawsuit against the makers of this drug and people will be put in prison for what it does to people . I guarantee you if we had a block chain tech that saw each and every outcome of an individual that took this shot this shit would be banned immediately.

Completely devastating , I pray for you all.
 
keepinghope said:
This has been a devastating experience , I’m praying for you all . I know they will look back at this drug in 50 years and will think it was inhumane that they did this to the most sensitive and emotionally pained people on this planet. It truly is a disgrace and I pray future generations never have to go through this sort of pain. This is a failure of epic pre-portions by western medicine.. it’s still unbelievable to me that we live in a system where you are forced to take an injection that slowly releases in your blood while taking longer than 7 months for it to get out of your system.. while simultaneously knowing there is a risk for an allergic reaction like Akathesia or tardive dyskeneisa not even allowing you to get off the drug. It really is a scam and I hope this sentiment gets spread across the echo chambers of mental health. This drug is a poison that has the chance of severely altering the course of your life. Do not take it at all costs. The effects are profound. No human should ever have to go through this sort of torture. Bipolar is tough enough. A psychotic break is tough enough. This invega injection , in which they give you the highest possible dose which is equal to 12 mg of resperidone daily for 30 days without any chance of getting off of it and then 6 mg the next 30 days and 3 mg the following.. having to sit their and just take the abuse without any sort of genetic testing or anything like that to see how you will react to the drug . The fact that it’s an injection that costs an upwards of 3500. I’m telling you one day there is going to be a major lawsuit against the makers of this drug and people will be put in prison for what it does to people . I guarantee you if we had a block chain tech that saw each and every outcome of an individual that took this shot this shit would be banned immediately.

Completely devastating , I pray for you all.
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How i saw people being treated in the psych ward made me sick. I saw people getting ECT in there and other like myself where getting forced injections. Also alot of people in there where in wd from various drugs and some shrinks in there like mine don't give out any wd meds. I didnt even get tylenol or loperamide ffs

The whole experience of dealing with the psych ward made me sick. Instead of getting actual help you are locked up against your will often with no medical care really as well. I had lots of attacks of trigeminal neuralgia in there as well as panic attacks from the morphine and clonaz wd and got nothing for it. Alot of what i saw in there was due to shrinks being lazy and just useless. Like people getting ECT which was the most depressing thing i saw in there. The people who got ECT where usually people who everyone had given up on and i guess you could call them the wretched of the earth so to speak. One guy i know had ect and he started forgetting everything cause his brain was fucked. I don't know why shrinks think it's a good idea to shock people with electricity but alternative treatments for depression like ketamine, psychedelics or stimulants are seen as bad.

Thankfully i managed to find a decent shrink in there but i didnt know you could even get a new shrink in there until me and my brother and another patient ended up in a huge fight and a nurse told my brother that with enough complaining we could get a new shrink. He gave me invega at first which as shitty as it was was better then psychosis and cotards syndrome. That should give you a idea as to how bad cotards syndrome and psychosis are. Then he switched me to abilify and after about a year of being outside and felt like i could actually complain about side effects he gave me latuda. That turned out to cause akathisia so i then got switched to zyprexa which im still on and works great with no real side effects for me.

Fuck the psych ward and fuck 99% of the people that work in them as well. I saw alot of favoritism in there by the nurses and petty power trips such as them trying to get us to stop smoking cigs and weed in there.
 
Does anyone have a recovery story of them having a form of physical symptoms and them going away after a certain point? I have chest pains.
 
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