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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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I don't want to come back here because I feel humiliated for wrecking myself further when I thought what I was doing was going to help me. Covid didn't do me any favors, but that was entirely out of my control. I hope I bounce back from that and get back on track. PSSD is the worst thing that could have possibly happened to me and it didn't need to happen. I'm only coming back if something good changes for me and sticks, because nothing really has other than my ability to cry and laugh at stuff. No deep feelings, not enough pleasure, barely any sexuality, I'm still in hell and I don't want to spread misery.

I keep catching myself looking at this thread. Next time you see me, if you see me, I hope I'll have good news. I still have hope for my recovery, but I really shot myself in the foot.
 
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I stg if they messed me up, if there is a reason my privates felt like they were being electrocuted, I felt my chest being ripped apart by knives and me still having plethora of 20+ body/mind sensations. If it means that it screwed me up the world is corrupt for this drug being on the market.
 
cmf77 said:
Everyone I just spoke to somebody who deals with brain damage. And they're saying that the stem cells can get us much better. I have three avenues i'm using. I promise if everything works out good when I get my injections next week I will take care of all of you.
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Are these different than the spinal stem cell injections from the Dream Body Clinic in Mexico? You can also get Cerebrolysin shots online from another country too it's this stuff made from pigs brains that the Russians made to try to treat strokes.
 
I have an appointment today in NYC for stem cells.Seems like a very dedicated doctor, but I have been so disappointed these last couple of months I'm going on there with little optimism. I would feel much better if I could see the doctor who did this to me face to face. I might actually feel healed. This nothingness is unbearable. Not remembering who I was is horrendous.At this point I have to find solutions.
 
cmf77 said:
I have an appointment today in NYC for stem cells.Seems like a very dedicated doctor, but I have been so disappointed these last couple of months I'm going on there with little optimism. I would feel much better if I could see the doctor who did this to me face to face. I might actually feel healed. This nothingness is unbearable. Not remembering who I was is horrendous.At this point I have to find solutions.
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Geez nothing will help you other then time diet and exercise and plant medicine. Body heal itself once neurotoxins leave the body. I seen people coming back to normal life after years of injections. You have lyme disease it causes sexual dysfunction you need time and holistic medicine
 
Youwillrecover said:
Geez nothing will help you other then time diet and exercise and plant medicine. Body heal itself once neurotoxins leave the body. I seen people coming back to normal life after years of injections. You have lyme disease it causes sexual dysfunction you need time and holistic medicine
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I had lyme disease for quite some time. The brain burning was caused by the invega. Lyme disease does not cause Chemical castration
 
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And how do you explain everybody else, who has the same issues and does not have lyme disease? So I am double screwed with Lyme and Invega damage???
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So how do you explain dudes who are fully sexually recovered after multiple injections. Body is incredibly powerful and if you believe you will heal indeed thats what gonna happen. If body can Heal cancer open wounds it can heal this neurotoxic shit easily too
 
Im in contact with a guy with 5 years of forced invega sustenna. He is fully back to normal life. Being happy and living good. Dude is a anomaly. He just send me voice message about many of these people here are being in victim mindset and have their underlying issues going on. He told me also fasting helped him heal
 
Youwillrecover said:
Im in contact with a guy with 5 years of forced invega sustenna. He is fully back to normal life. Being happy and living good. Dude is a anomaly. He just send me voice message about many of these people here are being in victim mindset and have their underlying issues going on. He told me also fasting helped him heal
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Nah i would not say that. Its def npt psychosomatic. Trust me. I dont have a victim mindset. Im working full time working out doing all the things and at 5.5 months off i still cant feel emotional highs. I cant feel music. I did on the 23rd after a long hard workout but not since then. Its just not psychosomatic if you absolutely cannot feel substances. Especially if ur doing everything u normally would be doing.
 
Also, for those who want to compare their blood levels to symptom relief, i got mine drawn day 165 got results back today.
I have 3.0 ng.
On day 94 it was 6.8 ng.
I had 234 mg and 156 mg.
Changes between 6.8 ng and 3.0(now) are:
I am able to work now. 6.8 i wasnt.
I am able to hygiene as normal.
Anhedonia has not improved at all.
Still cannot feel amything that alters the mind.
 
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