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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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i am on the verge of crying with lump in my throat and teared eyes because i am scared that pigfucker scumbag pig police will take me back to the hospital and re inject me for me not showing up to doctors appointment idk if they extended cto or not if they did its not my fucking fault for not going to next appointment because i thought its over now you pig police scumbags
 
LookingforHope1 said:
Did you ever get your imagination/creative thinking back?
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I just wanna let you know it’s possible to get all your creative abilities back. I had bad anyipsychotic damage last year for 9 months and my mind was very blank. It came back when I started an antidepressants completely. Sadly I had a manic episode on the ADs and was put on invega and I’m back to square one again. But it’s totally possible, I experienced it. It’s not brain damage in the way some people think it is
 
Maymay169 said:
I just wanna let you know it’s possible to get all your creative abilities back. I had bad anyipsychotic damage last year for 9 months and my mind was very blank. It came back when I started an antidepressants completely. Sadly I had a manic episode on the ADs and was put on invega and I’m back to square one again. But it’s totally possible, I experienced it. It’s not brain damage in the way some people think it is
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I know I’ve been annoying people on this forum with that question but I really appreciate you taking the time to reassure me. Art and writing and logic is everything about myself and losing that is worse than dying, I think. 😔 I just want to be me again. I don’t think I’ll be taking an AD, though. How long did it take for you to come back?

I’m sorry you had a manic episode. I have started keto and it works to keep me out of manic states better than medicine. Just an idea if you’re running out of options—if you do a quick Google search you can find many peer-reviewed studies showing its effectiveness as a mood stabilizer.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
I’m so sorry dude I wish I knew how to help. I’m on your side of the fence myself. My life was ruined too by this shit and I’m angry and sad and I don’t know what to do with those feelings.

If there’s anything positive in your life just please hang on to that. If anything I need to know if you ever improve because I’m scared too.

I used to write professionally and now I can hardly read or type a sentence. These drugs are fucked. But if we can improve we can help others not take the drugs.

Even if we don’t maybe we can live for that somehow. Idk dude. There’s gotta be purpose even now.

I’m just so sorry you’re going through this. I’m sad for both of us. We deserve better.
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Thank you for your kind words. i am sorry you are going through this too.
It is a nightmare that you can never wake up from, we are trapped in a cell in hell.
i dont know how to fight this anymore
i havent got anything to hang on to, i am old now and my life has gone, them giving me the drug has been a final nail in the coffin
there is no hope anymore i dont know what to do. so much anger and hate now
I was forever looking for a purpose for my life, forever lost, its more worthless now.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
What if you get better? Don’t do it.
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i dont think i will, i fear its too late for me, i havent been well since 2001, so for years i have been drifting along battling things, the damage my body is in now id no hope at all, but now even worse been give paliperidone in 2022 had ruined everything completely, its over for me now, this is worse than everything i have ever been through, if i carry on and pull through i will probably die from something else from all the damage that i have done to myself
 
nohope said:
i dont think i will, i fear its too late for me, i havent been well since 2001, so for years i have been drifting along battling things, the damage my body is in now id no hope at all, but now even worse been give paliperidone in 2022 had ruined everything completely, its over for me now, this is worse than everything i have ever been through, if i carry on and pull through i will probably die from something else from all the damage that i have done to myself
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Geez i seen one dude recovered after 5 years of injections. Yall mistake your underlying problems with invega
 
Youwillrecover said:
Geez i seen one dude recovered after 5 years of injections. Yall mistake your underlying problems with invega
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It’s not helpful to minimise the effects some people claim to be feeling from the shot and it’s also kinda rude tbh , some people don’t recover for a long time and I’m pretty sure people know the difference between invega damage and their previous underlying problems
 
Youwillrecover said:
Geez i seen one dude recovered after 5 years of injections. Yall mistake your underlying problems with invega
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I know your only trying to help but honestly I don’t think this guy is suffering from underlying problems just unreal AP damage
 
Mucky said:
I know your only trying to help but honestly I don’t think this guy is suffering from underlying problems just unreal AP damage
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Then we see serhat recovering after 10 injections. I seen one person saying they have panic attacks after invega which is impossible. Its all underlying issues
 
Mucky said:
It’s not helpful to minimise the effects some people claim to be feeling from the shot and it’s also kinda rude tbh , some people don’t recover for a long time and I’m pretty sure people know the difference between invega damage and their previous underlying problems
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Probably the best thing i've read on here. It's true. Some people have recovered greatly after numerous shots. People like myself and others got one shot and are suffering. I'm not giving up though. Who would have ever thought that a single injection could have destroyed my life the way it did. The piss that was in this concoction should be given to satan himself. The person who developed it will pay dearly in hell. I do have a lot of hope with the stem cell treatment. He seems on point. Very expensive but my health and life is worth it.
 
cmf77 said:
I've spoken to that guy. He's actually very nice, but he said the damage that we have they can't help with
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You spoke to him and he said they wouldn't help? Are you getting a different kind of treatment with stem cells then?
 
Mucky said:
It’s not helpful to minimise the effects some people claim to be feeling from the shot and it’s also kinda rude tbh , some people don’t recover for a long time and I’m pretty sure people know the difference between invega damage and their previous underlying problems
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5 years damn that must of been awful. i fear my time is up i just dont think i will recover, i dont think i can cope like this anymore
 
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