Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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My tremors have started to fade about 130 days out so I’m guessing this is the dopamine pathways starting to heal. Felt some joy when hitting a nice tennis shot but still low energy and feeling a bit disconnected. I’m hopefully things will continue to gradually improve
I've had the tremors for about 5 to 6 months.Mine aren't going away.They suck to the 10th power.
 
Neuropathways can’t heal themselves, once they’re destroyed they’re destroyed! Where do you people come up with this pychobable bullshit! dopamine receptors rekindled all this crap. Once you have brain damage the damage is done! You might be able to improve and get better but that damage doesn’t go away! Ever look at a drug addict that recovers, you can tell he’s done hard drugs before. Ever look at someone who’s been on antipsychotics they look like they’ve been on some shit…they aren’t normal looking anymore. Ban me if you want to. But I’m not here to give false hope! Damage is damage. Ppl say they “recover” I’m sure they don’t feel adrenaline from songs anymore and so on and so forth. Those things are damaged. ppl here sound dumb. Oh I felt good for a minute taking a walk. Like that’s good! Ppl actually feel good all the time in real life not medically fucked! They spring out of bed and tackle the day! “Oh I felt good for a moment, I can work so that’s good I shower and shave now” wow big victory! Like these things take ten mins out of a normal persons day!
 
Neuropathways can’t heal themselves, once they’re destroyed they’re destroyed! Where do you people come up with this pychobable bullshit! dopamine receptors rekindled all this crap. Once you have brain damage the damage is done! You might be able to improve and get better but that damage doesn’t go away! Ever look at a drug addict that recovers, you can tell he’s done hard drugs before. Ever look at someone who’s been on antipsychotics they look like they’ve been on some shit…they aren’t normal looking anymore. Ban me if you want to. But I’m not here to give false hope! Damage is damage. Ppl say they “recover” I’m sure they don’t feel adrenaline from songs anymore and so on and so forth. Those things are damaged. ppl here sound dumb. Oh I felt good for a minute taking a walk. Like that’s good! Ppl actually feel good all the time in real life not medically fucked! They spring out of bed and tackle the day! “Oh I felt good for a moment, I can work so that’s good I shower and shave now” wow big victory! Like these things take ten mins out of a normal persons day!
people fucking fully recover and say music comes back 100 percent with adrenaline idk wtf your talking about yea you should be fucking banned for spreading hopelessness buddy😀
 
people fucking fully recover and say music comes back 100 percent with adrenaline idk wtf your talking about yea you should be fucking banned for spreading hopelessness buddy😀
I'm sorry I have to agree with him. This drug is pure poison. I've yet to see somebody recover. You should see the message board i'm on. Everybody is suicidal. In fact I think two members killed themselves with the last week or so. This drug was designed to make people vegetables. I'm almost ten months in and I haven't seen any improvement. There is one guy that is hopefully gonna help me. I cry every single day knowing I am not the person I used to be. I used to smile, laugh, high sexual, motivated and loved life. I am completely the opposite of that now. I hope you're are right, because people wouldn't be coming on this message board if they were feeling good. It's a struggle for me to survive every day. That's criminal. Not trying to be a jerk, just have to kind of agree with the guy above.
 
Gen z are fully fucking “dulu dulu” lol go read articles and do research on how antipsychotics destroy your brain ect. I’ve been on this thread since 2020. And pop in every now and then. People who say they’ve recovered, usually aren’t very smart, they work basic jobs, and get shot up with this stuff in their late teens or early 20’s. They have an underlying illness. And usually relapse and need to be on meds. And or look messed up. Just like the dulu dulu person who started swearing at me and couldn’t control their emotions above. Or they’re drug addicts and usually the guys think they’re recovered when their ED goes away and they can feel drugs again and play video games again. Being put on an antipsychotic injectable basically kills a part of your brain!

The guys feel recovered when a. They can have sex normally again, feel high off drugs and alcohol again or any substance and get joy from playing video games…..lol if that’s what you consider a “good life” and “back to normal” then what ever!
 
Gen z are fully fucking “dulu dulu” lol go read articles and do research on how antipsychotics destroy your brain ect. I’ve been on this thread since 2020. And pop in every now and then. People who say they’ve recovered, usually aren’t very smart, they work basic jobs, and get shot up with this stuff in their late teens or early 20’s. They have an underlying illness. And usually relapse and need to be on meds. And or look messed up. Just like the dulu dulu person who started swearing at me and couldn’t control their emotions above. Or they’re drug addicts and usually the guys think they’re recovered when their ED goes away and they can feel drugs again and play video games again. Being put on an antipsychotic injectable basically kills a part of your brain!
people wont lie about something so serious like full recovery

The guys feel recovered when a. They can have sex normally again, feel high off drugs and alcohol again or any substance and get joy from playing video games…..lol if that’s what you consider a “good life” and “back to normal” then what ever!
then wtf is a good life to you?!

I'm sorry I have to agree with him. This drug is pure poison. I've yet to see somebody recover. You should see the message board i'm on. Everybody is suicidal. In fact I think two members killed themselves with the last week or so. This drug was designed to make people vegetables. I'm almost ten months in and I haven't seen any improvement. There is one guy that is hopefully gonna help me. I cry every single day knowing I am not the person I used to be. I used to smile, laugh, high sexual, motivated and loved life. I am completely the opposite of that now. I hope you're are right, because people wouldn't be coming on this message board if they were feeling good. It's a struggle for me to survive every day. That's criminal. Not trying to be a jerk, just have to kind of agree with the guy above.
i was in that message board and left, i hope he can help you, idk what you mean you have seen no one recover ive seen many people recover or recovering and you are contradicting yourself because you said you saw success stories

Gen z are fully fucking “dulu dulu” lol go read articles and do research on how antipsychotics destroy your brain ect. I’ve been on this thread since 2020. And pop in every now and then. People who say they’ve recovered, usually aren’t very smart, they work basic jobs, and get shot up with this stuff in their late teens or early 20’s. They have an underlying illness. And usually relapse and need to be on meds. And or look messed up. Just like the dulu dulu person who started swearing at me and couldn’t control their emotions above. Or they’re drug addicts and usually the guys think they’re recovered when their ED goes away and they can feel drugs again and play video games again. Being put on an antipsychotic injectable basically kills a part of your brain!
i dont think it causes permanent brain damage unless you have an extreme reaction and 0 improvement at all
 
i was in that message board and left, i hope he can help you, idk what you mean you have seen no one recover ive seen many people recover or recovering and you are contradicting yourself because you said you saw success stories
Look i'm not trying to argue with you. I just see so many people that have not recovered more than recovered. You also have to know what we're dealing with here. Most of us aren't wrapped too tight now. They can say they're recovered and and to a regular man who has never had this injection would say what the heck are they talking about. I know for me it has had horrific side effects and I only have one injection. I'm hoping and praying that the one year mark signifies something. I can tell you that I am horrendously depressed and have no desire to live anymore.
 
Look i'm not trying to argue with you. I just see so many people that have not recovered more than recovered. You also have to know what we're dealing with here. Most of us aren't wrapped too tight now. They can say they're recovered and and to a regular man who has never had this injection would say what the heck are they talking about. I know for me it has had horrific side effects and I only have one injection. I'm hoping and praying that the one year mark signifies something. I can tell you that I am horrendously depressed and have no desire to live anymore.
im sorry for arguing bro, you guys just make me hopeless both of you above me are older people maybe thats why you guys are suffering alot and more hopeless age probably has something to do with it i hope you start recovering soon honestly your case looks rare that you have 0 improvement at all, idk i see enough people recovering to give me some hope of course people who have EXTREME reactions will come to forums because they are dying hence why you also see many people not recovering
 
Gen z has to be the ignorant bunch of people in the world lol it’s actually funny to me especially when they’re unestablished! Living at home and don’t have a career or education. They literally say the stupidest rudest things and talk out of their asses. I can’t wait until they reach age 30.

“Hopeless age?” I didn’t have to get injected with shit and got wrongly diagnosed when I was 32…had a wonderful life before even knowing anything about psychiatry! I feel sorry for Gen z wrapped up in this stuff at such a young age thinking video games, and getting high is life. Lol
 
“Hopeless age?” I didn’t have to get injected with shit and got wrongly diagnosed when I was 32…had a wonderful life before even knowing anything about psychiatry! I feel sorry for Gen z wrapped up in this stuff at such a young age thinking video games, and getting high is life. Lol

How many injections did you have my friend ?
 
“Hopeless age?” I didn’t have to get injected with shit and got wrongly diagnosed when I was 32…had a wonderful life before even knowing anything about psychiatry! I feel sorry for Gen z wrapped up in this stuff at such a young age thinking video games, and getting high is life. Lol
i just want my fucking emotions back i have anhedonia mild pacing and weight gain and sexual dysfunction some brain fog not alot thats all
 
You know what, I had no intention to log in and post/reply to anyone until exactly 2 months from here, where I'd come back exactly a year after being injected with Invega, to report and even make a video of how I went from being completely mentally and physically destroyed and dysfunctional to living a great, fulfilling, and satisfying quality of life again, but felt the need to intervene here, because of the amount of negativity being posted here, and due to the apparent lack of positivity, felt the need to talk about my recovery story/progress sooner than anticipated, in hopes that it will help others in an earlier state of recovery, where I once was.

While I do personally believe that antipsychotics and other meds for "mental ilnesses" have the capability of potentially causing permanent, irreversible damage, that primarily occurs after a prolonged, extended period of use (such as Tardive Dyskinesia), we're talking year after year of constant use. I strongly believe after going through this living hell of an experience that people here can, and will recover. Sure it may take months, in my case 9 1/2 to 10 months to feel normal again but once you've improved to the state you were in previously, you'll appreciate life that much more, and never take bodily functions and features for granted ever again.

Yes, I will agree, the grand majority of people, mainly young guys based off of my observation over the span of several months, realistically only seem to care most about being able to fully enjoy and experience sex/self-pleasure again, and the ability to properly feel substances again, including myself. But I didn't determine that I've made a seemingly full recovery based off of those few factors alone, I came to that conclusion based off of everything that was once affected, altered, and taken away from me by Invega, for almost a year total, and finally managed to regain after so long.

I went from being completely dysfunctional, drained and devoid of anything that makes life enjoyable, with the constant negative mentality of being permanently damaged, and that my only way out of this shitty situation would be to commit suicide, to being back on track with my life, fully and throughly enjoying everything life has to offer again, properly being able to enjoy and experience everything this stupid, useless poison had taken from me. And so, to the best of my ability, I will write some of many features that I have regained by now, exactly 10 months later after the injection.

I feel as interested and motivated as I used to, in other words, I have recovered from being in a totally anhedonic state initially. I went from being completely bedridden, with zero interest in anything I once enjoyed, to the point where I completely neglected my surroundings and my hygiene, and stopped shaving, showering, brushing my teeth, changing my clothes, etc., for months, to being fully motivated and energetic, feeling refreshed, with the strong desire to be productive again. Infact, I feel as if I'm starting to become or will soon become even more productive then I was pre-Invega.

Yes, this includes my sexual health, I felt as if my dick and balls were basically cut off, with zero sex drive, the complete inability to achieve or maintain an orgasm, absolutely no pleasurable sensation whatsoever, and having very delayed orgasms, and producing no actual semen at all, only a few drops of clear, watery fluid, to having a high sex drive and being very horny again, can reach an orgasm much faster like before, which feels immensely pleasurable and satisfying, and can produce a good, healthy, and normal load of semen again. (I came back to edit it because I realized that I forgot to mention that I could not get or maintain an erection at all initially, but can do so once again just like before, and can get one even without physical touch, even waking up with "morning wood" very often.)

I've also regained the ability to enjoy the other usual activities and hobbies once again, such as music, drawing, gardening, and yes, including playing video games. With music specifically, I can feel fully immersed and enjoy it again. I feel more lively, excited, and energetic when listening tp upbeat music. The same could be said for the opposite, with sad, more mellow music. I feel calmer, more relaxed, and at certain times, especially while listening to nostalgic music, even begin to cry. With that, it brings me to the next feature that I have managed to regain.

I was once, and am once again a very emotional person. I can feel excitement and satisfaction from winning or achieving something difficult, feel concerned or saddened by the loss of someone or seeing and hearing others suffer, such as others here, feel very tense and angry when people disagree with me, specifically all of those people that I've come across, saying bullshit such as that I lied about my side-effects, that I'm being delusional, that I'm using it an excuse to be lazy, that I'm doing it for attention, that I'm too negative about it, despite the fact that it's supposedly not a big deal. This is a few examples of all of the crap I was told over the span of months, until it completely broke me and made me snap towards such people.

My mind was so blank and hindered from being able to think at all at first that I could literally only give one-worded responses, such as yes or no. I basically went minutes, almost hours just being dead silent because my brain was absolutely fried from Invega, and my speech was also very delayed. Now I can have complex, meaningful conversations again, for hours. I can properly understand what the other person is saying and the meaning of it, can think of a reasonable reply/response rather quickly, and can once again speak normally and fluently, just as I could previously. Infact, I could've never written this entire "essay" just a few months ago, I simply couldn't think of how to properly form and structure sentences, let alone paragraphs.

For the first 4 months off of Invega, I literally couldn't sleep at all, not even for a single minute. I don't believe it's usual or typical for people to experience such severe insomnia, even from such substances, but I suppose I was just very unlucky and unfortunate then. I was convinced that this would be the end of me, that I wouldn't live beyond 2023, but after said 4 months, I suddenly regained the ability to sleep gradually and consistently, which improved more and more, to where I can now sleep a full 7 to 8 hours with very few interruptions in between, with very infrequent nightmares about Invega. As a matter of fact, I actually recieved 9 hours of sleep today, not only that, but I can somehow fall asleep faster now then I could even before Invega.

Realistically speaking, I could choose to devote more time and effort into furter explaining how and what else I've managed to regain and recover from, but will leave it as is, mainly because I'm still interested in being more in-depth and detailed in an explanation I'll provide in an upcoming video. And because personally, when I was recently injected with Invega, greatly struggled to speak or read for such an extended amount of time, which you can clearly see is no longer the case here. Lastly, I will admit as I said initially, the likelihood of more severe, permanent damage seems to increase the more and the longer you were on antipsychotics, but I'm still very positive and confident that you people will be able to enjoy your quality of life once again.

Unfortunately, this does mean that you will have to go through severe, unbearable anounts of suffering initially, since there currently isn't exactly a "cure" or "antidote" for the side-effects caused by these so-called medications, but the best you can do is surround yourself with positivity, and most importantly, remain physically active, because once I started going back to the gym consistently, I saw rapid and drastic recovery, up until where I am now, healthy, normal, and functional again. I'll still check and possibly post/reply every once in a while, but because I'm going to focus on work and college again the beginning of next year aside from what I'm currently already doing, I don't intend to be as active or involved as I was a few months ago.
 
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You know what, I had no intention to log in and post/reply to anyone until exactly 2 months from here, where I'd come back exactly a year after being injected with Invega, to report and even make a video of how I went from being completely mentally and physically destroyed and dysfunctional to living a great, fulfilling, and satisfying quality of life again, but felt the need to intervene here, because of the amount of negativity being posted here, and due to the apparent lack of positivity, felt the need to talk about my recovery story/progress sooner than anticipated, in hopes that it will help others in an earlier state of recovery, where I once was.

While I do personally believe that antipsychotics and other meds for "mental ilnesses" have the capability of potentially causing permanent, irreversible damage, that primarily occurs after a prolonged, extended period of use (such as Tardive Dyskinesia), we're talking year after year of constant use. I strongly believe after going through this living hell of an experience that people here can, and will recover, sure it may take months, in my case 9 1/2 to 10 months to feel normal again but once you've improved to the state you were in previously, you'll appreciate life that much more, and never take bodily functions and features for granted ever again.

Yes, I will agree, the grand majority of people, mainly young guys based off of my observation over the span of several months, realistically only seem to care most about being able to fully enjoy and experience sex/self-pleasure again, and the ability to properly feel substances again, including myself. But I didn't determine that I've made a seemingly full recovery based off of those few factors alone, I came to that conclusion based off of everything that was once affected, altered, and taken away from me by Invega, for almost a year total, and finally managed to regsin after so long.

I went from being completely dysfunctional, drained and devoid of anything that makes life enjoyable, with the constant negative mentality of being permanently damaged, and that my only way out of this shitty situation would be to commit suicide, to being back on track with my life, fully and throughly enjoying everything life has to offer again, properly being able to enjoy and experience everything this stupid, useless poison had taken from me. And so, to the best of my ability, will write some of many features that I have regained by now, exactly 10 months later after the injection.

I feel as interested and motivated as I used to, in other words, I have recovered from being in an total anhedonic state initially. I went from being completely bedridden, with zero interest in anything I once enjoyed, to the point where I completely neglected my surroundings and my hygiene, and stopped shaving, showering, brushing my teeth, changing my clothes, etc., for months, to being fully motivated and energetic, feeling refreshed, with the strong desire to be productive again. Infact, I feel as if I'm starting to become or will soon become even more productive then I was pre-Invega.

Yes, this includes my sexual health, I felt as if my dick and balls were basically cut off, with zero sex drive, the complete inability to achieve or maintain an orgasm, absolutely no pleasurable sensation whatsoever, and having very delayed orgasms, and producing no actual semen at all, only a few drops of clear, watery fluid, to having a high sex drive and being very horny again, can reach an orgasm much faster, like before, which feels immensely pleasurable and satisfying, and can produce a good, healthy, and normal load of semen again.

I've also regained the ability to enjoy the other usual activities and hobbies once again, such as music, drawing, gardening, and yes, including playing video games. With music specifically, I can feel fully immersed and enjoy it again. I feel more lively, excited, and energetic when listening tp upbeat music. The same could be said for the opposite, with sad, more mellow music, I feel calmer, more relaxed, and at certain times, especially nostalgic music, even begin to cry. With that, it brings me to the next feature that I have managed to regain.

I was once, and am once again a very emotional person. I can feel excitement and satisfaction from winning or achieving something difficult, feel concerned or saddened by the loss of someone or seeing and hearing others suffer, such as others here, feel very tense and angry when people disagree with me, specifically all of those people that I've come across, saying bullshit such as that I lied about my side-effects, that I'm being delusional, that I'm using it an excuse to be lazy, that I'm doing it for attention, that I'm too negative about it despite the fact that it's not a big deal. This is a few examples of all of the crap I was told over the span of months, until it completely broke me and made me snap towards such people.

My mind was so blank and hindered from being able to think at all at first that I could literally only give one-worded responses, such as yes or no. I basically went minutes, almost hours just being dead silent because my brain was absolutely fried from Invega, and my speech was also very delayed. Now I can have complex, meaningful conversations again, for hours. I can properly understand what the other person is saying and the meaning of it, can think of a reasonable reply/response rather quickly, and can once again speak normally and fluently, just as I could previously. Infact, I could've never written this entire "essay" just a few months ago, I simply couldn't think of how to properly form and structure sentences, let alone paragraphs.

For the first 4 months off of Invega, I literally couldn't sleep at all, not even for a single minute. I don't believe it's usual or typically for people to experience such severe insomnia, even from such substances, but I suppose I was just very unlucky and unfortunate then. I was convinced that would be the end of me, that I wouldn't live beyond 2023, but after said 4 months, I suddenly regained the ability to sleep gradually and consistently, which improved more and more, to where I can now sleep a full 7 to 8 hours with very few interruptions in between, with very infrequent nightmares about Invega. As a matter of fact, I actually recieved 9 hours of sleep today, not only that, but I can somehow fall asleep faster now then I could even before Invega.

Realistically speaking, I could choose to devote more time and effort into furter explaining how and what else I've managed to regain and recover from, but will leave it as is, mainly because I'm still interested in being more in-depth and detailed in an explanation I'll provide in an upcoming video, and because personally, when I was recently injected with Invega, greatly struggled to speak or read for such an extended amount of time, which you can clearly see is no longer the case here. Lastly, I will admit, as I said initially, the likelihood of more severe, permanent damage seems to increase the more and the longer you were on antipsychotics, but I'm still very positive and confident that you people will be able to enjoy your quality of life once again.

Unfortunately, this does mean that you will have to go through severe, unbearable anounts of suffering initially, since there currently isn't exactly a "cure" or "antidote" for the side-effects caused by these so-called medications, but the best you can do is surround yourself with positivity, and most importantly, remain physically active, because once I started going back to the gym consistently, I saw rapid and drastic recovery, up until where I am now, healthy, normal, and functional again. I'll still check and possibly post/reply every once in a while, but because I'm going to focus on work and college again the beginning of next year aside from what I'm already currently doing, don't intend to be as active or involved as I was a few months ago.

This proves a lot to the community and is a big deal.
 
A lot 17!
sheeshhh

A lot 17!
keep your head up i hope you recover❤️

You know what, I had no intention to log in and post/reply to anyone until exactly 2 months from here, where I'd come back exactly a year after being injected with Invega, to report and even make a video of how I went from being completely mentally and physically destroyed and dysfunctional to living a great, fulfilling, and satisfying quality of life again, but felt the need to intervene here, because of the amount of negativity being posted here, and due to the apparent lack of positivity, felt the need to talk about my recovery story/progress sooner than anticipated, in hopes that it will help others in an earlier state of recovery, where I once was.

While I do personally believe that antipsychotics and other meds for "mental ilnesses" have the capability of potentially causing permanent, irreversible damage, that primarily occurs after a prolonged, extended period of use (such as Tardive Dyskinesia), we're talking year after year of constant use. I strongly believe after going through this living hell of an experience that people here can, and will recover, sure it may take months, in my case 9 1/2 to 10 months to feel normal again but once you've improved to the state you were in previously, you'll appreciate life that much more, and never take bodily functions and features for granted ever again.

Yes, I will agree, the grand majority of people, mainly young guys based off of my observation over the span of several months, realistically only seem to care most about being able to fully enjoy and experience sex/self-pleasure again, and the ability to properly feel substances again, including myself. But I didn't determine that I've made a seemingly full recovery based off of those few factors alone, I came to that conclusion based off of everything that was once affected, altered, and taken away from me by Invega, for almost a year total, and finally managed to regain after so long.

I went from being completely dysfunctional, drained and devoid of anything that makes life enjoyable, with the constant negative mentality of being permanently damaged, and that my only way out of this shitty situation would be to commit suicide, to being back on track with my life, fully and throughly enjoying everything life has to offer again, properly being able to enjoy and experience everything this stupid, useless poison had taken from me. And so, to the best of my ability, will write some of many features that I have regained by now, exactly 10 months later after the injection.

I feel as interested and motivated as I used to, in other words, I have recovered from being in a totally anhedonic state initially. I went from being completely bedridden, with zero interest in anything I once enjoyed, to the point where I completely neglected my surroundings and my hygiene, and stopped shaving, showering, brushing my teeth, changing my clothes, etc., for months, to being fully motivated and energetic, feeling refreshed, with the strong desire to be productive again. Infact, I feel as if I'm starting to become or will soon become even more productive then I was pre-Invega.

Yes, this includes my sexual health, I felt as if my dick and balls were basically cut off, with zero sex drive, the complete inability to achieve or maintain an orgasm, absolutely no pleasurable sensation whatsoever, and having very delayed orgasms, and producing no actual semen at all, only a few drops of clear, watery fluid, to having a high sex drive and being very horny again, can reach an orgasm much faster, like before, which feels immensely pleasurable and satisfying, and can produce a good, healthy, and normal load of semen again.

I've also regained the ability to enjoy the other usual activities and hobbies once again, such as music, drawing, gardening, and yes, including playing video games. With music specifically, I can feel fully immersed and enjoy it again. I feel more lively, excited, and energetic when listening tp upbeat music. The same could be said for the opposite, with sad, more mellow music, I feel calmer, more relaxed, and at certain times, especially nostalgic music, even begin to cry. With that, it brings me to the next feature that I have managed to regain.

I was once, and am once again a very emotional person. I can feel excitement and satisfaction from winning or achieving something difficult, feel concerned or saddened by the loss of someone or seeing and hearing others suffer, such as others here, feel very tense and angry when people disagree with me, specifically all of those people that I've come across, saying bullshit such as that I lied about my side-effects, that I'm being delusional, that I'm using it an excuse to be lazy, that I'm doing it for attention, that I'm too negative about it despite the fact that it's not a big deal. This is a few examples of all of the crap I was told over the span of months, until it completely broke me and made me snap towards such people.

My mind was so blank and hindered from being able to think at all at first that I could literally only give one-worded responses, such as yes or no. I basically went minutes, almost hours just being dead silent because my brain was absolutely fried from Invega, and my speech was also very delayed. Now I can have complex, meaningful conversations again, for hours. I can properly understand what the other person is saying and the meaning of it, can think of a reasonable reply/response rather quickly, and can once again speak normally and fluently, just as I could previously. Infact, I could've never written this entire "essay" just a few months ago, I simply couldn't think of how to properly form and structure sentences, let alone paragraphs.

For the first 4 months off of Invega, I literally couldn't sleep at all, not even for a single minute. I don't believe it's usual or typically for people to experience such severe insomnia, even from such substances, but I suppose I was just very unlucky and unfortunate then. I was convinced that would be the end of me, that I wouldn't live beyond 2023, but after said 4 months, I suddenly regained the ability to sleep gradually and consistently, which improved more and more, to where I can now sleep a full 7 to 8 hours with very few interruptions in between, with very infrequent nightmares about Invega. As a matter of fact, I actually recieved 9 hours of sleep today, not only that, but I can somehow fall asleep faster now then I could even before Invega.

Realistically speaking, I could choose to devote more time and effort into furter explaining how and what else I've managed to regain and recover from, but will leave it as is, mainly because I'm still interested in being more in-depth and detailed in an explanation I'll provide in an upcoming video, and because personally, when I was recently injected with Invega, greatly struggled to speak or read for such an extended amount of time, which you can clearly see is no longer the case here. Lastly, I will admit, as I said initially, the likelihood of more severe, permanent damage seems to increase the more and the longer you were on antipsychotics, but I'm still very positive and confident that you people will be able to enjoy your quality of life once again.

Unfortunately, this does mean that you will have to go through severe, unbearable anounts of suffering initially, since there currently isn't exactly a "cure" or "antidote" for the side-effects caused by these so-called medications, but the best you can do is surround yourself with positivity, and most importantly, remain physically active, because once I started going back to the gym consistently, I saw rapid and drastic recovery, up until where I am now, healthy, normal, and functional again. I'll still check and possibly post/reply every once in a while, but because I'm going to focus on work and college again the beginning of next year aside from what I'm already currently doing, don't intend to be as active or involved as I was a few months ago.
love you bro n love everyone who spreads hope🫶

Look i'm not trying to argue with you. I just see so many people that have not recovered more than recovered. You also have to know what we're dealing with here. Most of us aren't wrapped too tight now. They can say they're recovered and and to a regular man who has never had this injection would say what the heck are they talking about. I know for me it has had horrific side effects and I only have one injection. I'm hoping and praying that the one year mark signifies something. I can tell you that I am horrendously depressed and have no desire to live anymore.
and hey if you can cry CRY you need to cry!
 
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