Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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I think they made a thread specifically for that recently:

 
Getting another MRI tomorrow. Going to see how extensive the damage is from my previous MRI, which was done in March.I have someone that says they can help me. I don't think that's gonna happen, but he's the only one who found the damage. I've seen dozens of neurologists and they didn't find anything...but this man who is a geneticist found it. I'm praying to God because this is my last straw.
 
Getting another MRI tomorrow. Going to see how extensive the damage is from my previous MRI, which was done in March.I have someone that says they can help me. I don't think that's gonna happen, but he's the only one who found the damage. I've seen dozens of neurologists and they didn't find anything...but this man who is a geneticist found it. I'm praying to God because this is my last straw.
You know, if he was a geneticist, maybe he's talking out of his ass and you're fine? Like, an expert who looks at MRIs all day would be way more likely to be able to understand what a healthy brain looks like. Try not to worry too much.
 
You know, if he was a geneticist, maybe he's talking out of his ass and you're fine? Like, an expert who looks at MRIs all day would be way more likely to be able to understand what a healthy brain looks like. Try not to worry too much.
“ try not to worry too much “

The guy is desperate and suicidal and looking for hope … maybe he’s not talking out of his arse and maybe he can help … maybe your talking out of your ass
 
You know, if he was a geneticist, maybe he's talking out of his ass and you're fine? Like, an expert who looks at MRIs all day would be way more likely to be able to understand what a healthy brain looks like. Try not to worry too much.
I have seen every neurologist in the book and nobody found it except for him. He is actually a scientist who works with cognitive brain issues. I saw the scan first hand. You can see the visual damage compared to another brain that is perfectly fine. Nobody else found except for him so he must be doing something right. I doubt very highly if he's speaking out of his ass. If you can offer me a solution to get better please do so.
 
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Getting another MRI tomorrow. Going to see how extensive the damage is from my previous MRI, which was done in March.I have someone that says they can help me. I don't think that's gonna happen, but he's the only one who found the damage. I've seen dozens of neurologists and they didn't find anything...but this man who is a geneticist found it. I'm praying to God because this is my last straw.
It sounds like he might be onto something imo and if he can indeed help you in any way I’d be really interested to hear more as I’m in a similar place to you and feeling very hopeless 10 months off … keep going my friend
 
It sounds like he might be onto something imo and if he can indeed help you in any way I’d be really interested to hear more as I’m in a similar place to you and feeling very hopeless 10 months off … keep going my friend
I've seen every neurologist from Harvard, Oxford, Columbia Presbyterian to Cornell Weill and everyone of them said " I was fine" and it is "probably just Bipolar Disorder". I met him by freak chance, and he requested my MRIs and immediately found the issue. I'm a father of 4 and what are my choices??? Commit suicide and never see my children again... or suffer a little while longer, get this MRI done and start his cell protocol? Believe me.You can't even imagine what I want to do to this individual who did this to me.You have no idea.But, I have to move forward and handle this civilly and make myself the first priority.Let God take care of that person.Its not my place to do so.My children and health are number one right now.
 
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I just asked for them to check my paliperidone levels during a regular blood check.
Id be interested to know what your levels were each time ypu drew them. (Like the level and then what week/month ypu were on) Just as a reference point. I just got mine drawn(im at month three). Havent got back the results but it would be intersting to compare with someone so I know if I am metabolising it faster or slower .
 
I've seen every neurologist from Harvard, Oxford, Columbia Presbyterian to Cornell Weill and everyone of them said " I was fine" and it is "probably just Bipolar Disorder". I met him by freak chance, and he requested my MRIs and immediately found the issue. I'm a father of 4 and what are my choices??? Commit suicide and never see my children again... or suffer a little while longer, get this MRI done and start his cell protocol? Believe me.You can't even imagine what I want to do to this individual who did this to me.You have no idea.But, I have to move forward and handle this civilly and make myself the first priority.Let God take care of that person.Its not my place to do so.My children and health are number one right now.
Do you have any idea what his cell protocol entails ?
 
Talking about PSSD should be banned on this thread, since so many people are speaking about it while it's so minuscule issue compared to other effects of invega. Let's not over-saturate this thread with less problematic issues invega gives.

Another member shared that a lot of people seem to come in here very soon after being injected and are are worried about their sexual dysfunction and/or the ability to feel the effects of substances.

It's interesting because I've accepted those two things as just the acceptable side effects I got from medications I thought were preventing me from experiencing mania, and psychosis.

And frankly if what I had been experiencing was psychosis, and I have an episode after coming off, I'll go back on the meds because the alternative that, to me, is worse

I have been on some form of psychiatric medication since I was 16 years old. I'm 28, almost 29 now. I've been taking antipsychotic meds on and off (mostly on) since I was 22.

Things like Tardive Dyskinesia, do not occur after one dose of any antipsychotic, or at least I haven't heard of that occurring.

To anyone who has only had one or two injections - the sexual dysfunction is normal for almost ALL psychiatric medications, and also so is not being able to fully experience the effects of substances. Both of these side effects, do fairly quickly go away after not a huge period of time. I wouldn't be concerned about that and I'd just stay with it.

For the people who are experiencing TD type symptoms or have had very long exposure to AP medications and have ahedonia, I really suggest doing things like engaging in hobbies that you used to enjoy, even if it's just a little bit every day. I ended up finding out that I really like playing music again, something which I thought was a long gone part of my life. I also do paintings, I play some video games.

I know I still don't get the actual level of dopamine from these activities, I make a lot of jokes about that, but it's certainly better to still do them.

I still have serious mental health issues and can't leave my bedroom sometimes, but I didn't want to stay on the meds I was on any longer if I didn't genuinely need them. If that were the case, and I felt like they were helping, I'd be okay with it.

But even then, I have some meds ill never touch again, so I understand people's aversion to things. But it's like if we had a thread for lithium and all the comments were people complaining of tasting metal, and needing to piss 24/7. Those side are very common, and stop pretty soon after coming off meds.

So does the sexual dysfunction, and the ability to feel things, if you haven't been on the AP meds for very long.
 
its a very problematic issue

It's not a huge one compared to TD etc. Every psychiatric med really sort of does it, and the effects of that tend to disappear relatively soon after coming off the meds.

With substance use it takes 18 months to feel normal. Medications are substances. That's what I got told in rehab anyway, doing MATRIX.

But the sort of 'everyone gets these generic effects from illicit drugs' side effects go away far, far faster than the more serious ones in this case, too.

I'm not sure how long it took me to stop having that, but it wasn't more than a couple of months and I was on psych meds i didnt need non stop for 12 years.
 
I've seen every neurologist from Harvard, Oxford, Columbia Presbyterian to Cornell Weill and everyone of them said " I was fine" and it is "probably just Bipolar Disorder". I met him by freak chance, and he requested my MRIs and immediately found the issue. I'm a father of 4 and what are my choices??? Commit suicide and never see my children again... or suffer a little while longer, get this MRI done and start his cell protocol? Believe me.You can't even imagine what I want to do to this individual who did this to me.You have no idea.But, I have to move forward and handle this civilly and make myself the first priority.Let God take care of that person.Its not my place to do so.My children and health are number one right now.

How can someone who specializes in seeing and treating brain damage not catch your brain damage? I don't know your situation entirely, but it sounds like someone is taking you for a ride. He's not asking you to buy anything from him or anything, right?
 
i worked out yesterday and i think this may be a good sign bc i woke up with a boner and some urge to masturbate and did but i didnt go all the way it aint feel that good fr but not totally numb either thats the closest to horny i get but then i had a lucid dream where i was fucking a girl i knew and moaning her name😂
 
How can someone who specializes in seeing and treating brain damage not catch your brain damage? I don't know your situation entirely, but it sounds like someone is taking you for a ride. He's not asking you to buy anything from him or anything, right?
He was the one who caught the damage. Isn't that what I wrote? It was the other doctors that didn't find it. The so called ivy league experts. They dismissed everything.
 
i worked out yesterday and i think this may be a good sign bc i woke up with a boner and some urge to masturbate and did but i didnt go all the way it aint feel that good fr but not totally numb either thats the closest to horny i get but then i had a lucid dream where i was fucking a girl i knew and moaning her name😂
I get erections while i'm sleeping but I have no desire to masturbate. I don't know if that's a good sign.
 
Talking about PSSD should be banned on this thread, since so many people are speaking about it while it's so minuscule issue compared to other effects of invega. Let's not over-saturate this thread with less problematic issues invega gives.
I used to think PSSD wasn't that big of a deal, but sexual function is connected to many things in the brain. If something is neurologically wrong with your sexual function, there's other things wrong. I have pretty bad ADHD and ever since both invega and prozac, I can barely lift a finger to do chores. I can't even do anything fun aside from watch TV. I desperately want to be making art professionally right now, but I hit a whole new low in executive functioning, to the point of disability. My dopamine signaling got fucked. Nothing feels good anymore.

And like I've been saying, it is a particularly big deal to me because I used to be aroused all the time (I don't have a dick so it's not like I was walking around with a boner all the time btw) from various sensory input, so when that arousal left me, I also felt really disconnected from the world. I have a weird fuckin brain and I once thrived on sexual energy. I had no idea how important that was to me because I'm also on the asexual spectrum. I used to think it was annoying and even upsetting and confusing. Now that its diminished, I feel rootless. It's like every time I ever had a hit of dopamine, I had this horny-adjacent physical reaction. I'm always looking for it, and the fact it's not there anymore upsets me because that used to be my normal.

My whole body was numb for a while and I had severe persistent depersonalization worse than what weed ever did to me. I'm also autistic and I had very sensitive skin before invega, which was both a blessing and a curse. Stuff that felt good felt REALLY GOOD, stuff that felt bad felt REALLY BAD.

If my senses come back to the way they were, I'll appreciate them and understand them more.

I'll talk about it less here because it's a Prozac issue, not an invega issue for me. But it almost leveled any progress I made after invega as far as regaining my sense of normalcy.
 
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