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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

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Heading to India on the 15th of January.Bioscientist/MD spoke with my family (wife and mother) and throughly explained how serious all this is. Have to repair my endocrine system to get my body back to homeostasis and hormonal balance.That includes my prolactin levels that are causing hypogodesimia( spelling) which is a decrease in testosterone levels in the blood and production of testosterone.Also addressing the Pineal gland issue which controls sleep and restlessness.
 
nohope said:
thank you for your kind words, but i see no hope for me at all, its been 10 months off my last injection and no improvement at all:poop:, i am just angry :mad:all the time now, so much self hate👿, i cant take it anymore. i dont know how to carry on. where are these stories of people who have made recoveries? its driving me mad seeing people saying they are improving and i am not, i am just the unlucky few who are not going to make it i think. my life is over. i tried to have faith yo, but i dont think any God is going to save me 💀just close to ending it
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I feel this way too but some people say it took them two years. Keep going. I’m struggling a lot with this today too.
 
Doing meth helped me out when I was at my lowest with those injections. You wanna be 10 feet tall and bulletproof, and have the power to attain world domination? Do you wanna become a goddamn sexual Tyrannosaurus?!
 
Dre87 said:
Doing meth helped me out when I was at my lowest with those injections. You wanna be 10 feet tall and bulletproof, and have the power to attain world domination? Do you wanna become a goddamn sexual Tyrannosaurus?!
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dont recommend meth to people man, adderall is basically the same and safer so recommend that instead, hopefully i dont have to take either tho
 
guys i understand that 5 months off thc causes me to feel euphoria and positive emotion which is a great sign but i still cant cry or feel real sadness even when i took thc, this scares me and i wonder when it will come back i need it im human! others can cry but not me why, i want to cry over the evil things that female did to me who i loved which led me to this poison but at max i get tears in my eyes but no cry when will this come back i need to mourn
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
guys i understand that 5 months off thc causes me to feel euphoria and positive emotion which is a great sign but i still cant cry or feel real sadness even when i took thc, this scares me and i wonder when it will come back i need it im human! others can cry but not me why, i want to cry over the evil things that female did to me who i loved which led me to this poison but at max i get tears in my eyes but no cry when will this come back i need to mourn
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You will mourn when the time is right. I've found that forcing myself to be emotional never works. Emotions come and go in a regular setting, but when you're recovering from being on a med that stunts your emotions, it just takes time. You can't force it. Just give it time, it'll come back.
 
deficiT said:
You will mourn when the time is right. I've found that forcing myself to be emotional never works. Emotions come and go in a regular setting, but when you're recovering from being on a med that stunts your emotions, it just takes time. You can't force it. Just give it time, it'll come back.
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thank you, i just want everything to come back to normal eventually i have more hope now after my thc experience and i dont think that female deserves my tears honestly
 
I’ve decided that if I go eventually I’m going to send each of my loved ones a lock of my long brown hair tied with a pink bow 🥲🥲🥲
 
Ayden said:
Been doing so much better. Feels good to feel “normal” again… just really concerned these random eye issues are permanent😔
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how are thing improving.. how many injections did you have, how long have you been off. sorry for asking
 
LookingforHope1 said:
I feel this way too but some people say it took them two years. Keep going. I’m struggling a lot with this today too.
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i dont think i can las to years i havent got age on my side as a lot of other so its more a struggle, i cant carry on like this anymore,
 
Can someone take me fucking serious finally. I legit feel like all my side effects are from trauma mostly. Injections do wear off. Constant stress wreak havoc on hormones and body which is why we see so many ppl fully recovering and so many ppl struggling
 
nohope said:
i dont think i can las to years i havent got age on my side as a lot of other so its more a struggle, i cant carry on like this anymore,
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Me either dude I am in my 30s and I knew these drugs were toxic but I thought I had no other options. I live with regret but what can you do but keep moving.

But @Kaatrina said it took her 1.5 - 2 years to recover and she’s 100% now. She had 6 Invega shots.

I can’t imagine it taking this long either but what if we get better year 2 or 3? If we throw our lives away we’ll never know how sweet it is and we’ll never get to enjoy apple pie again or laughter or appreciate the sparkle of the sun on the water or those small things that bring us joy. We gotta keep going bro I know we can do it. We owe it to our future selves to survive.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Can someone take me fucking serious finally. I legit feel like all my side effects are from trauma mostly. Injections do wear off. Constant stress wreak havoc on hormones and body which is why we see so many ppl fully recovering and so many ppl struggling
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I believe you but I definitely think it varies from person to person. For instance I developed TD from <1yr of pills but some people have 2 years of injections and never get TD.

A friend of mine has been on a high dose of these drugs for 5 years and has minimal side effects. Humans are just all different.

But yeah I agree. This leaves you with trauma for sure.
 
LookingforHope1 said:
I believe you but I definitely think it varies from person to person. For instance I developed TD from <1yr of pills but some people have 2 years of injections and never get TD.

A friend of mine has been on a high dose of these drugs for 5 years and has minimal side effects. Humans are just all different.

But yeah I agree. This leaves you with trauma for sure.
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I mean im in ptsd after forced hospitalization drugging and being tied do bed and then coming back to home where parents use the diagnosis against me
 
Youwillrecover said:
I mean im in ptsd after forced hospitalization drugging and being tied do bed and then coming back to home where parents use the diagnosis against me
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Yes that is awful. I was never tied to a bed but I lived with abusive people who used my diagnosis against me too. You definitely can get PTSD from this. I have been officially diagnosed with PTSD several times, with trauma from this incident and other family stuff.

Trauma probably caused a lot of our problems, tbh.

Edit: I’m so sorry you’re going through this though. Is there anyone safe you can call or talk to?
 
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