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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yeah every christian is delusional, let alone if they took AP’s, don’t listen to those Who push god delusions or religion things.

I went to a curch some months ago, or even a year ago, i don’t remember, i kneel myself to “god” and i begged him to help me, to heal me, but he don’t answer..

Here i’am 27 months after the injections, worse compared how i was the weeks/months following the injections.

There is no god, if it were any god, he would listen to my help request.
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We just simply have damaged primate brains.Fuck the mothers of the people who invented those antipsychotics.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Yeah every christian is delusional, let alone if they took AP’s, don’t listen to those Who push god delusions or religion things.

I went to a curch some months ago, or even a year ago, i don’t remember, i kneel myself to “god” and i begged him to help me, to heal me, but he don’t answer..

Here i’am 27 months after the injections, worse compared how i was the weeks/months following the injections.

There is no god, if it were any god, he would listen to my help request.
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God is real. He exists. He listens. It’s a mystery that certain people suffer more than others. Watch the tv show LOST. Is a good show that explains faith, suffering, purgatory and afterlife very well. Is very hard to believe when bad things happen but is all real. Having said that, I’m still considering assisted dying if I don’t heal in a few years. This cross is very hard to carry for an indefinite time.
 
stolensoul said:
I'm not sure how long it took because I had manic episodes in between which make it feel like I had recovered. But I would say more than a year. How many injections did you get? Do you have any disorder or take any meds?

Also I did what I could to speed up recovery, went for a run once or twice a week, some cold showers, Wim Hof breathing regularly. But don't get me wrong, I also spent most of the time bedrotting and watching TV series like Lost without any real feelings or interest behind it.

Do you work or do you have somewhere you are recovering right now in a low stress environment?
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I don’t have any interest or feelings watching anything too but I have to force myself I have no choice. Lost is a very good show to watch. Gives you hope. Which season you’re in?. I’m watching it again.
 
I hope there is life after death because I had my life stolen from me and I want another chance.

But I think it’s not real and this is all you get, and I’m so sad because my life used to be so beautiful.

I’m planning to die soon. I would like to come back and do life over but this time not get my joy confiscated.
 
JSteban7 said:
God is real. He exists. He listens. It’s a mystery that certain people suffer more than others. Watch the tv show LOST. Is a good show that explains faith, suffering, purgatory and afterlife very well. Is very hard to believe when bad things happen but is all real. Having said that, I’m still considering assisted dying if I don’t heal in a few years. This cross is very hard to carry for an indefinite time.
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Then prove to us that god is real please, show us one single proof, please.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg2 said:
Then prove to us that god is real please, show us one single proof, please.
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We are evidence that God exists. Catholic doctrine teaches that we are made in the image of God, and I believe that is true. We are an incredibly complex machine. For me, it is impossible to believe that such a machine as the human body has no creator. The laws of nature are complex and amazing, making it difficult for me to believe that there isn’t a higher intelligent being who conceived how everything works. The fact that trees produce fruits that sustain humans and other creatures. Consider this: Creation A is a tree, which produces Creation B, a fruit, to sustain another creation. There has to be an intelligent being who thought of and designed such a system. For me, it is impossible not to believe that there is a higher power behind it all.

Another topic, controversial perhaps, that I believe provides a great deal of evidence for God and the Fall of Adam and Eve is the differences among human races. People don’t want to talk about these subjects because we are too attached to our bodies, feelings, and emotions. The way the Jews behave, for example, how God had to send His Son specifically as a Jew to guide them and redeem the human race, and the consequences we still see today of denying Jesus as the savior. The differences in physical appearance, intelligence, how it all influence to the development of different civilizations. To me, these things point toward that something went wrong. Something beyond our material realm influenced and affected humanity.

The story of Adam and Eve makes a great deal of sense in this context. So does the Catholic understanding of Jesus as the New Adam and the Virgin Mary as the New Eve. The pursuit of holiness, and the development of beautiful and advanced civilizations. I see a connection between strong Catholic societies to a heavenly realm. The willingness to become a saint, to practice virtue, and to make sacrifices for others produce extraordinary fruits in society. The accounts of saints whose bodies remain incorrupt, the reports of miraculous fragrances associated with them, the countless miracles, and the many other unexplained phenomena, all add to evidence of God’s existence.

I have also lived through several rather supernatural experiences that convinced me there is absolutely no way they were coincidences. Why he doesn’t intervene directly?, why people suffer more than others? I don’t know. It’s a mystery like so many other things in life.
 
I think it’s weird there are not more people on this thread actively posting. I assume there are people who read it but choose not to post. But people get injected with Invega and antipsychotic injections every day. Where are they all? Do they not think to try to find others going through the same thing? I think finding this Bluelight thread is inevitable for anyone dealing with Invega. This does baffle me.
 
invegaispain said:
I hope there is life after death because I had my life stolen from me and I want another chance.

But I think it’s not real and this is all you get, and I’m so sad because my life used to be so beautiful.

I’m planning to die soon. I would like to come back and do life over but this time not get my joy confiscated.
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Relatable.
 
Invegatorture said:
I think it’s weird there are not more people on this thread actively posting. I assume there are people who read it but choose not to post. But people get injected with Invega and antipsychotic injections every day. Where are they all? Do they not think to try to find others going through the same thing? I think finding this Bluelight thread is inevitable for anyone dealing with Invega. This does baffle me.
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There are people on bipolar schizophrenia sub claiming it helps them, if someone is at the edge of being posessed im not suprised they choose poison 😂
 
JSteban7 said:
We are evidence that God exists. Catholic doctrine teaches that we are made in the image of God, and I believe that is true. We are an incredibly complex machine. For me, it is impossible to believe that such a machine as the human body has no creator. The laws of nature are complex and amazing, making it difficult for me to believe that there isn’t a higher intelligent being who conceived how everything works. The fact that trees produce fruits that sustain humans and other creatures. Consider this: Creation A is a tree, which produces Creation B, a fruit, to sustain another creation. There has to be an intelligent being who thought of and designed such a system. For me, it is impossible not to believe that there is a higher power behind it all.

Another topic, controversial perhaps, that I believe provides a great deal of evidence for God and the Fall of Adam and Eve is the differences among human races. People don’t want to talk about these subjects because we are too attached to our bodies, feelings, and emotions. The way the Jews behave, for example, how God had to send His Son specifically as a Jew to guide them and redeem the human race, and the consequences we still see today of denying Jesus as the savior. The differences in physical appearance, intelligence, how it all influence to the development of different civilizations. To me, these things point toward that something went wrong. Something beyond our material realm influenced and affected humanity.

The story of Adam and Eve makes a great deal of sense in this context. So does the Catholic understanding of Jesus as the New Adam and the Virgin Mary as the New Eve. The pursuit of holiness, and the development of beautiful and advanced civilizations. I see a connection between strong Catholic societies to a heavenly realm. The willingness to become a saint, to practice virtue, and to make sacrifices for others produce extraordinary fruits in society. The accounts of saints whose bodies remain incorrupt, the reports of miraculous fragrances associated with them, the countless miracles, and the many other unexplained phenomena, all add to evidence of God’s existence.

I have also lived through several rather supernatural experiences that convinced me there is absolutely no way they were coincidences. Why he doesn’t intervene directly?, why people suffer more than others? I don’t know. It’s a mystery like so many other things in life.
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God is real but not every vers in bible is truth, David Hawkins said only Psalms Proverbs and Genesis in old testament calibrate at truth and in new Testament all despite book of revelation which was added by the church later, George Lamsa translation calibrates highest and when Jesus is on the cross its said ""My God, my God, for this I was spared!" and in translation we often read its written "God how can you forsaken me" but it makes no sense cause how God could abandon God? Kundalini is divine energy and Jesus Buddha Krishna Zoroastra and David Hawkins had maximum of it cause human nervous system cant withhold more, never suicide its hell you will regret once you see soul leaving the body
 
Invegatorture said:
I think it’s weird there are not more people on this thread actively posting. I assume there are people who read it but choose not to post. But people get injected with Invega and antipsychotic injections every day. Where are they all? Do they not think to try to find others going through the same thing? I think finding this Bluelight thread is inevitable for anyone dealing with Invega. This does baffle me.
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Ti took me 13 months to find this thread after being injected
 
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