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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

paranoid android said:
Good luck on getting off the blow man. And ya methylphenidate is ritalin a adhd drug. More like coke then amphetamine though really. They script it sometimes for coke addictio
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Thanks bro it’s my birthday tomorrow and what’s scary is this drug injection - has blown my memory i don’t even remember what happened last year on my birthday
 
Karma

From an overall understanding of the nature of consciousness, it can be seen that justice (karma) is automatic as a consequence of the interaction of the vibration of the soul within the overall infinite field of consciousness. The science of truth and consciousness calibration research confirm the scriptural passage, "Every hair on one's head is counted" (numbered). All is known by the infinite field of Divinity by which justice therefore automatically prevails. Mankind's fantasies are projections from the unconscious of an anthropomorphic god who is vengeful, jealous, wrathful, and the alleged 'cause' of disasters. However, it is obvious that natural disasters of greater proportion than have happened during the history of mankind occurred before man even existed and are, in fact, presumed to have been the condition that brought about the termination of the age of the dinosaur.

To summarize, as is commonly known, karma (spiritual fate) is the consequence of decisions of the will and determines spiritual destiny after physical death (the celestial levels, hells, purgatory, or the so-called inner astral planes [bardos]). Included also is the option of reincarnation in the human physical domain, which, by consciousness calibration research, can only be done by agreement with the individual will. Thus, all humans have, by agreement, chosen this pathway. In addition, consciousness research confirms that all persons are born under the most optimal conditions for spiritual evolution, no matter what the appearance seems to be.

Karma really means accountability, and, as cited in previous spiritual research, every entity is answerable to the universe. It is also well known that positive karma (good works, prayer, selfless service, benevolent acts, etc.) can compensate for and undo negative ('bad') karma. In this process, 'merit' accrues, which at times can even be drawn against in confronting vicissitudes.

Transcending Levels of Consciousness, David R Hawkins, Chapter 1
 
InnerReturn said:
Did your emotions come back? Have you fully recovered in all areas?
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Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
 
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Serhat said:
Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
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Thank you for your detailed reply. I'm really hoping for a miracle 😓
 
Serhat said:
Yes it did, but took 2-3 years. Patience, main point is not doing something irrational e.g self-harm or suicide while recovering... just believe in yourself you'll return back to base (before injection state). Eventually I knew i'd return back to base if not 100%, 99% im fine. Always choose life over death. If I'd give a rough estimate at year 1 off injection I was back 80%, and the last 2 years 90, 95, eventually back to normal. And once you fully recover from this you'll be stronger.. better willpower. a year later off the injection I started my own company started coding, enjoying life again maybe even better than before, you'll appreciate life even more so once you recover, look at the up side. This injection doesnt mean you failed in life, its a temporary setback remember that.
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I'm still bedridden at 1 year and 1 day
 
Im quitting the lamotragine, I feel like the longer I take it the longer uk be dealing with having a blank mind. Does anyone else have a blank mind? It’s weird as fuck and I hate it, just as bad as anhedonia
 
The thing is with both abilify and Invega is they all block receptors but not just the obvious like dopamine and serotonin and muscarinic but thousands of other receptors which are responsible for hunger, thirst, tiredness, motivation and reward so it really is a waiting game tbh, I’m on day 35 atm of coming off the injection and it might be three months or 6 months before I feel again but it will be worth it 100%
 
recovery100£ said:
The thing is with both abilify and Invega is they all block receptors but not just the obvious like dopamine and serotonin and muscarinic but thousands of other receptors which are responsible for hunger, thirst, tiredness, motivation and reward so it really is a waiting game tbh, I’m on day 35 atm of coming off the injection and it might be three months or 6 months before I feel again but it will be worth it 100%
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How many shots did you get man
 
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