Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

[Brendan Clark]

I actually saw Jesus back in January. He appeared in a miraculous way through my mum in that it wasn't my mum speaking anymore but Jesus speaking through her, the eyes and face expressions were of Jesus. And no I wasn't having a psychotic episode. One night He put his hand on my head before I went to bed and said "Brendan, tonight's going to be a night of transformation, new eyes, new brain, new everything, and the next morning when I woke up I felt like a new person. Then when He made food for me I ate it and my stomach felt a lot better. One moment there was an ad on tv with people taking God's name in vein, and both me and my mum felt disturbed, my mum said "That disturbs me" and I said "Me too", and all of a sudden Jesus said through her to me "That's because you both have the Holy Spirit" with a smile. He also knew all my passions and the things I enjoyed (we're talking about January so I was closer to my normal self). At that point I had three doses of invega so I wasn't so bad, and actually was moved into tears a few times. I just wish I had advocated for myself then to get out of these invega injections, my life would have been better now.

So I know for sure He's real. I had dreams too in April of a procession of Koreans marching together and singing hymns in Korean towards heaven. Another dream of how one day all of these trials would be a distant memory when I go to heaven. What I don't quite understand just now is why all of this happened to me. Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault for not standing up for myself enough, and not raising my voice. I wonder whether I let God down by not advocating for myself enough, but my parents and others have said God is not like that and never leaves anyone. One thing I know is that my time of worship has been ruined by this drug. When singing praises to God I used to feel His presence strongly, but because I can't feel music I don't get the same feeling.

 

[KubiKook]

So I know for sure He's real. I had dreams too in April of a procession of Koreans marching together and singing hymns in Korean towards heaven. Another dream of how one day all of these trials would be a distant memory when I go to heaven. What I don't quite understand just now is why all of this happened to me. Sometimes I wonder if it's my fault for not standing up for myself enough, and not raising my voice. I wonder whether I let God down by not advocating for myself enough, but my parents and others have said God is not like that and never leaves anyone. One thing I know is that my time of worship has been ruined by this drug. When singing praises to God I used to feel His presence strongly, but because I can't feel music I don't get the same feeling.

No way this is your fault, bro. No way. You're a victim like I am. There's no purpose in this. It's nothing short of a tragedy. I too, had 'experiences' with Jesus. I don't know what to make of them anymore. Is God even real? I don't believe anymore. But I do 'hope' so, for both our sake. Dang, many of my poems & songs definitely felt inspired. I had other powerful spiritual moments too.

My father & sister keep on encouraging me to turn back to the Lord. Man, I've been crying out so loud for nearly 18 months, even in my state of disbelief. Why no word or sign or something?
I was steadfastly faithful for 26 years. And nothing in these most horrifying, humiliating & heartbreaking (and then some) times. Ugh. Yeah, God's a mystery alright. Damn bro, I don't know...

 

[Brendan Clark]

I would look for a Plaque Specialist, also anytime who knows MRI scanning of Arthritis will know the Radiology Doctrine and MRI Scan Particulars to understand such a type of Suppressing Biological Interference as Calcification would be.

It might be that an Anti Caking Natural Body Compound is suppressed by the drug which prevents Calcification of Plaque forming around the Dopamine System, if so the Dopamine System may go offline to protect itself until Natural Body Chemistry can form a repair/Unwanted-Matter-Clean. Theoretically a slight increase in Acidic like Lemon Snacks, with REAL FRESH Lemon Juice (beware excess Lemon Juice will made your Stomach Acid Reject it, you’ll barf)… A slight PH change might be enough to slowly Work the issue if it is found from scanning. Lessen Calcium in your diet, Less Cheeses and Milky, Dairy etc. If you have Psoriasis that is Plaque of Joints repelled to Skin Membrane (it seems). A similar function is desired for displacement of Dopaminergic System Calling and Suppressive Matter, this would be a Good Hearted Chemists Role, they can likely formulate a plan. The issue is in Brain Areas strategy of Natural Biological Evolutionary Repair Mechanisms are different due to its Critical Function…

Once again, this is theoretical but I had some improvements. I am just a keen observing Geek about this sort of stuff.

Do you know if it's possible for the blank mind caused by invega to go back to how it was before? I'm neurodivergent so I normally had lots of thoughts going through my head, but it's like the invega took away my neurodivergence by making my mind feel blank and empty...like I have no internal monologue or any thoughts and ideas. It feels so weird and got worse after that last dose @50mg they gave me.

 

[KubiKook]

Do you know if it's possible for the blank mind caused by invega to go back to how it was before? I'm neurodivergent so I normally had lots of thoughts going through my head, but it's like the invega took away my neurodivergence by making my mind feel blank and empty...like I have no internal monologue or any thoughts and ideas. It feels so weird and got worse after that last dose @50mg they gave me.

I'm not sure. I imagine it's possible. Surely, if you believe in Jesus, then it's more than possible. Maybe your mind will return to baseline after you finish up the Invega shots. I surely hope so.

 

[Brendan Clark]

I'm not sure. I imagine it's possible. Surely, if you believe in Jesus, then it's more than possible. Maybe your mind will return to baseline after you finish up the Invega shots. I surely hope so.

It would be good to hear from other people who also had blank mind and then recovered their thoughts. However this information is hard to find online. I'm on a Facebook group called "invega/paliperidone should be banned" and others complain about this blank mind that invega inflicts

 

[KubiKook]

It would be good to hear from other people who also had blank mind and then recovered their thoughts. However this information is hard to find online. I'm on a Facebook group called "invega/paliperidone should be banned" and others complain about this blank mind that invega inflicts

It's insane that they can dispense drugs that can do such harm too people. Damn BC, they absolutely destroyed me. I'm not sure if I can overcome this. I feel like I'm getting worse. I'm sorry about your blank mind. I'll check out that group. I don't even know how to describe what my mind is doing... It's torture. I am struggling so desperately, second to second, I don't know how I'm going to keep bearing this... I'm so disconnected from everything. What's happening is frightening. Where is this leading?! These meds are so powerful. They've really hijacked my brain.

 

[flystr8]

invega literally blocks my nose for 120 days at 100mg - and makes my life hell told these mental health doctors that’ll happen yet they still pushed it and forced it on me - crazy crime they’ve done they’ll all pay with deAtH and lords wrath

 

[Brendan Clark]

I have to admit that the blank mind thing is even worse than the anhedonia if that's possible, because it's like your consciousness and thinking pattern are taken away from you. You don't have any head space where you can be at peace, it's all gone. That's why minutes are like hours and hours are like days, time moves a lot slower when you don't have thoughts in your mind to entertain yourself with

 

[KubiKook]

I have to admit that the blank mind thing is even worse than the anhedonia if that's possible, because it's like your consciousness and thinking pattern are taken away from you. You don't have any head space where you can be at peace, it's all gone. That's why minutes are like hours and hours are like days, time moves a lot slower when you don't have thoughts in your mind to entertain yourself with

invega literally blocks my nose for 120 days at 100mg - and makes my life hell told these mental health doctors that’ll happen yet they still pushed it and forced it on me - crazy crime they’ve done they’ll all pay with deAtH and lords wrath

What does that mean that it blocks your nose? I understand the making life hell part. I was mandated to take this monstrous med. Definitely a criminal offense. I'd surely love to see them pay.

 

[KubiKook]

I have to admit that the blank mind thing is even worse than the anhedonia if that's possible, because it's like your consciousness and thinking pattern are taken away from you. You don't have any head space where you can be at peace, it's all gone. That's why minutes are like hours and hours are like days, time moves a lot slower when you don't have thoughts in your mind to entertain yourself with

 

[Invegatorment]

It would be good to hear from other people who also had blank mind and then recovered their thoughts. However this information is hard to find online. I'm on a Facebook group called "invega/paliperidone should be banned" and others complain about this blank mind that invega inflicts

There are quite a few posts on r/anhedonia and other subreddits about this, but not many are related to Invega specifically.

You'll probably get better, but it will take at least a couple of months off the injection. I didn't specifically have blank mind from what I remember, but it was extremely uncomfortable both mentally and physically, and I ended up in the hospital repeatedly until it got better with time.

Just try to take it one day at a time for now, most people do recover.

 

[flystr8]

What does that mean that it blocks your nose? I understand the making life hell part. I was mandated to take this monstrous med. Definitely a criminal offense. I'd surely love to see them pay.

Like my nose literally feels concrete i can’t breathe through it like someone has broken my nose LOL and i’m still in a ward - but being out wouldn’t have made it better - i’m using sudafed to try and help but i’ve been here before it takes so long for these symptoms to go, it only gets worse … i got like 4 months of this blocked concrete feeling in my nose where i literally can’t breathe up it without sudafed …

id love to see them pay too; but thats why i want to keep faith in the lord

 

[Brendan Clark]

There are quite a few posts on r/anhedonia and other subreddits about this, but not many are related to Invega specifically.

You'll probably get better, but it will take at least a couple of months off the injection. I didn't specifically have blank mind from what I remember, but it was extremely uncomfortable both mentally and physically, and I ended up in the hospital repeatedly until it got better with time.

Just try to take it one day at a time for now, most people do recover.

How many doses did you get? Yeah you're lucky not to have gotten a blank mind, cause your stream of consciousness is just taken from you. It's much worse than the anhedonia...I've found people complaining of this but so far no one has said it gets better...Taking one day at a time feels like a mammoth task already as a day feels like whole year to me just now

 

[Brendan Clark]

Like my nose literally feels concrete i can’t breathe through it like someone has broken my nose LOL and i’m still in a ward - but being out wouldn’t have made it better - i’m using sudafed to try and help but i’ve been here before it takes so long for these symptoms to go, it only gets worse … i got like 4 months of this blocked concrete feeling in my nose where i literally can’t breathe up it without sudafed …

id love to see them pay too; but thats why i want to keep faith in the lord

I also have faith in the Lord

 

[blanch116]

Ive realised since invega kills your reward centre it’s the reson for not being able to feel motivation or weed or anything, is this permanent is it the reason people ask if they can feel substances again.. has anyone overcome this from not being able to feel weed again.. i don’t smoke anymore but I’ve come to the conclusion im fucked if it doesn’t come back as my whole life everything by was for reward

 

[chima]

I'm back at abilify 5 mg once again. I realized my problem is much bigger than the injection, it's the black magic that was done to me. I feel like something unpure dwells in my body. I am lost and I don't know what I should do. I was born a muslim but I lived paranormal events that let me doubt Islam, at the same time I'm very much afraid of islamic hellfire and that's the only thing holding me back. Sorry for the subject, but this is like a cry for help. God knows it might be fruitful.

 

[8up]

Do you know if it's possible for the blank mind caused by invega to go back to how it was before? I'm neurodivergent so I normally had lots of thoughts going through my head, but it's like the invega took away my neurodivergence by making my mind feel blank and empty...like I have no internal monologue or any thoughts and ideas. It feels so weird and got worse after that last dose @50mg they gave me.

Ok, so from what I’ve seen people get a new normal. You’re different every day right? Waking up is a new you.

You should get it back after the Receptor Cycling completes one cycle. It could be up to 7 years (That’s the maximum time measure accounted for typical Body Cell Cycling). Is apparently a limitation of Months for Brain Cells like Receptors.

•There’s a system in the Brain that attenuates to the basic Supply of Receptor Chemicals. With a detriment to a supply the Neural Plasticity is diminished. The Organisations that make the Drugs think the effect is Blockade but it actually throws this tuning off which is why they can’t effect a solution.

You should really aim to aid your Neurotransmitter Production Systems. Recovery of those will induce a second route for the Brain to Think. I’m just trying to Mechanically Solve this, I try to stay out of Biology.

It should improve but it is more about Re-Balancing the Systems in your Body.
Sorry if that answer is a bit Vague. There are Medical Career people who have been commented to have a God Complex. Beware.

 

[Brendan Clark]

It's been 13 days since my last dose and I don't know what to do. I can't pass time in any way because nothing interests me like it used to. How long will this go on for? Seconds are like days, minutes like months, hours like years, and days like decades...

 

[Brendan Clark]

There's nothing that brings me relief either at this point in time so it feels like I'm trapped in a closet unable to come out

 

[Brendan Clark]

Ok, so from what I’ve seen people get a new normal. You’re different every day right? Waking up is a new you.

You should get it back after the Receptor Cycling completes one cycle. It could be up to 7 years (That’s the maximum time measure accounted for typical Body Cell Cycling). Is apparently a limitation of Months for Brain Cells like Receptors.

•There’s a system in the Brain that attenuates to the basic Supply of Receptor Chemicals. With a detriment to a supply the Neural Plasticity is diminished. The Organisations that make the Drugs think the effect is Blockade but it actually throws this tuning off which is why they can’t effect a solution.

You should really aim to aid your Neurotransmitter Production Systems. Recovery of those will induce a second route for the Brain to Think. I’m just trying to Mechanically Solve this, I try to stay out of Biology.

It should improve but it is more about Re-Balancing the Systems in your Body.
Sorry if that answer is a bit Vague. There are Medical Career people who have been commented to have a God Complex. Beware.

Do you think the things that I used to be passionate about will come back when my brain receptors cycling completes the cycle? Will I go back to being the old me? That's what I want more than anything, as I feel like I lost part of who I was, the person I was intended to be. I feel like I lost my personality and I really don't like this current version of myself.