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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

silenthill said:
motivation has surged and the feeling of having to drag myself to do things is diminishing greatly
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You are only now starting to feel motivation? Before you were just pushing yourself to exercise and other things?
Its been 12 months for me and i still lack energy and motivation.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
You are only now starting to feel motivation? Before you were just pushing yourself to exercise and other things?
Its been 12 months for me and i still lack energy and motivation.
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Did you feel major improvement between 10th and 12th months?

I feel like everyone says just survive 2 more months but then nothing happened you stay sick forever
 
I took 40mg Adderall didn't feel a thing 10 months and 1 day after last injection, i think I'm cooked my brain is just not going to heal from this posion.
 
I fell 0.8/10 effect, went to the beach, fixed some shit i needed to.
Edit okay was half way decent day, my friend fixed some stuff broken at my condo ac,closet lock, updated some info at my bank, and updated the apps in my phone. For normal person that's nothing but for me it was fulfilling.
 
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InnerReturn said:
I'm going through a really hard time with severe stress and anxiety due to a personal situation (long-term harassment). It's affecting my sleep, mood, and recovery progress😞
Has anyone else here dealt with cyberstalking and harassment from an ex-partner? How do you fight back against it? I feel completely broken
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can the police do anything about it?
 
asr0101 said:
I am currently 7 weeks off my last injection . I was on the highest possible dosage 150 mg (234mg) for 7 months .

I already feel way better. My memory has improved tenfold . I can visualize stuff much better. I can enjoy watching tv or scrolling through internet to pass the time . I actually want to enjoy my day rather than just sleep. My brain fog has lifted although there is still a slight amount left

My sex drive has improved but not to the level it was before .My attention span needs work but to be fair I’m a Gen Z who spends his free time on TikTok ig reels YouTube shorts and twitter , my attention span is cooked regardless. My anhedonia has improved by a lot . I find music more enjoyable and am interested in watching YouTube videos and tv show episodes . All that’s left is gaming to return .

Important info but I was someone who dealt with anhedonia and depression before my psychosis and invega injection so this fast recovery is probably just me getting back to my intial phase where I was depressed but functional . People who were happy and normal and got hit with invega probably feel the effects much more like a truck hitting them. I think because I had lived a life of depression due to not having friends , a gf , and not having any hobbies outside of weed and alcohol and listening to music and maladaptive daydreaming , it was easier for me to tolerate the high dosages of invega injection .
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With time if you stay healthy your sex drive will return back to wanting to masturbate back to back daily
 
paliperidonevictim2005 said:
Guys y’all gotta work out exercise and make sure to eat as healthy as possible limit sugar eat real food esp if your a man you need man food that boosts testosterone and internal repair like beef eggs nuts avocados butter olive oil seafood etc
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All correct but i personally feel better on vegetarian but if i eat meat i AIM for lower lifeforms like chicken or fish, makes me less heavy then mammal meat and this one has the most tamas energy
 
The good news from all of your experience is that you will probably never experience anything as horrifying or painful in life again as these antipsychotic injections. All you will be much stronger.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
The good news from all of your experience is that you will probably never experience anything as horrifying or painful in life again as these antipsychotic injections. All you will be much stronger.
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There are people experiencing worse things then this, every soul has different karma i guess. My friend is 3 years in ward monthly injected with invega, i worry so much about him, he threw a molotov on ticket machine in Warsaw then threw boiling water on someone in jail because he said they were bullying him. And we both had schizophrenia diagnosis, mine got changed to anxiety disorder and once i get financialy Independent from parents i will create biggest mainstream case about how as totally healthy man i was forced max dose antipsychotics because of narcissistic family manipulation. These doctors are demonic prideful vain people. Inshallah
 
anonymoususer777 said:
The good news from all of your experience is that you will probably never experience anything as horrifying or painful in life again as these antipsychotic injections. All you will be much stronger.
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Thats me after my experience with the psych wad. That was far worse then any injections imo
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
There are people experiencing worse things then this, every soul has different karma i guess. My friend is 3 years in ward monthly injected with invega, i worry so much about him, he threw a molotov on ticket machine in Warsaw then threw boiling water on someone in jail because he said they were bullying him. And we both had schizophrenia diagnosis, mine got changed to anxiety disorder and once i get financialy Independent from parents i will create biggest mainstream case about how as totally healthy man i was forced max dose antipsychotics because of narcissistic family manipulation. These doctors are demonic prideful vain people. Inshallah
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paranoid android said:
Thats me after my experience with the psych wad. That was far worse then any injections imo
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You can disagree but I think that if you have a healthy brain and body, you can go through any situation, stress, trauma, pain, or loss in life. These drugs deprive you off a healthy brain and body, which are your biggest assets to survive life.

If anything is worse than these drugs, i think it is ECT, i have read some horror stories about ECT. Ernest Hemmingway commited suicide shortly after getting ECT.
 
lostsoulowen said:
How you feel at 12 months? Is the motivation coming back to you?
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I have no energy for a while, i dont know if it is part of a wave. I force myself to exercise as natural motivation is not there yet.

Cognition and memory are still lacking but better than before.

I think i may have developed a permanent sexual dysfunction after invega. Other people i spoke to seem to be doing fine.
 
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anonymoususer777 said:
You can disagree but I think that if you have a healthy brain and body, you can go through any situation, stress, trauma, pain, or loss in life. These drugs deprive you off a healthy brain and body, which are your biggest assets to survive life.

If anything is worse than these drugs, i think it is ECT, i have read some horror stories about ECT. Ernest Hemmingway commited suicide shortly after getting ECT.
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Well i qas also forced to go through high dose cold turkey benzo and opiate wd. So theres also that. But theres no way that those places are going to be pleasant anyway
 
anonymoususer777 said:
I have no energy for a while, i dont know if it is part of a wave. I force myself to exercise as natural motivation is not there yet.

Cognition and memory are still lacking but better than before.

I think i may have developed a permanent sexual dysfunction after invega. Other people i spoke to seem to be doing fine.
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I don't get how some people claim to recover in 8-9 months, doesn't make sense to me.
I'm 10 months and 2 day's, i just now have enough power to eat healthy and buy supplement, but I'm still mostly stuck in bed.
How long were you in bed most of the day?
Can you get out of bed most of the day now?
 
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