• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

lostsoulowen said:
My body and soul has died when i was injected invega, now I have problem I never had in my life in which i have leg foot pain every time i walk. So i can't work out much. I tried to see a doctor but the idiot didn't even look at my foot and told me to buy shoes and insole.
Click to expand...
You can try amputation 😆
 
Psychiatrist that do that are demonic, if Jesus says to never lie and he is a God, they lied im mentally ill and that i need those injections, also pride is quality of Lucyfer and you see that in them aswell. Glad karma exist so they will reexperience these horrors on themselves. "What you reap you sow" ~ Jesus. All my life now is about thinking what kind of horror they did to me, i have ptsd symptoms from it.
 
OLDTIDEN said:
my therapist renewed my CTO

not gonna file a complaint as they never listen

but the good news is they will reduce abilify injection from 400 mg to 300 mg

baby steps i suppose
Click to expand...
How long have you been on the CTO? Sorry to hear it got extended.
 
anonymoususer777 said:
HEaling your brain is an energy problem. The more energy and mitochondria you have, the more likely you are to recover. Try to get as fit as possible through exercise and walking or working. I understand how hard it is to move right now, but t movement is the best tool available at your disposal.
Click to expand...

I recovered from the invega and abilify before i got fit but damn i feel so much better now. When i started lifting weights i started with a 25 or 30lbs dumbbell for bicep curls. Now im doing barbell curls of 205lbs. I feel so much better after getting in shape. Also TRT def helped alot as well.

lostsoulowen said:
My body and soul has died when i was injected invega, now I have problem I never had in my life in which i have leg foot pain every time i walk. So i can't work out much. I tried to see a doctor but the idiot didn't even look at my foot and told me to buy shoes and insole.
Click to expand...

If you have trouble walking try weights. Honestly my cardio is shit and i never walk much less run but i can lift alot lol. But i do need to do cardio it pays off in the log run. Just walking does help alot
 
anonymoususer777 said:
HEaling your brain is an energy problem. The more energy and mitochondria you have, the more likely you are to recover. Try to get as fit as possible through exercise and walking or working. I understand how hard it is to move right now, but t movement is the best tool available at your disposal.
Click to expand...
Luckily for me, invega has never affected my energy.
 
Chanel_monster said:
Luckily for me, invega has never affected my energy.
Click to expand...

Invega didnt make me drowsy but as i had severe anhedonia and no drive to do anything i mostly slept on it or just stared at the ceiling. I was on it in the psych ward so the only thigs to do in there where smoke cigs, weed, order takeout and sleep. Thats about it.

The abilify injections i had on the outside where just as bad as the invega injections imo. I had severe anhedonia still, total lack of sex drive and severe erectile dysfunction, total lack of drive to do anything really and so on. Thankfully my doc was willing to try different meds and i first tried latuda which gave me severe akathisia to the point i had to go to the ER so fuck that med. I got switched to zyprexa then and im still on it. I honestly dont get any side effects from it
 
paranoid android said:
Invega didnt make me drowsy but as i had severe anhedonia and no drive to do anything i mostly slept on it or just stared at the ceiling. I was on it in the psych ward so the only thigs to do in there where smoke cigs, weed, order takeout and sleep. Thats about it.

The abilify injections i had on the outside where just as bad as the invega injections imo. I had severe anhedonia still, total lack of sex drive and severe erectile dysfunction, total lack of drive to do anything really and so on. Thankfully my doc was willing to try different meds and i first tried latuda which gave me severe akathisia to the point i had to go to the ER so fuck that med. I got switched to zyprexa then and im still on it. I honestly dont get any side effects from it
Click to expand...
You could smoke weed in the psych ward?
 
paranoid android said:
Invega didnt make me drowsy but as i had severe anhedonia and no drive to do anything i mostly slept on it or just stared at the ceiling. I was on it in the psych ward so the only thigs to do in there where smoke cigs, weed, order takeout and sleep. Thats about it.

The abilify injections i had on the outside where just as bad as the invega injections imo. I had severe anhedonia still, total lack of sex drive and severe erectile dysfunction, total lack of drive to do anything really and so on. Thankfully my doc was willing to try different meds and i first tried latuda which gave me severe akathisia to the point i had to go to the ER so fuck that med. I got switched to zyprexa then and im still on it. I honestly dont get any side effects from it
Click to expand...
I hear a shot of Dilaudid is suppose to be effective for extreme cases like that good luck getting an ER doctor to agree too that though. I know i needed that on abilify shot one moment, they gave me benztropine to take the edge off, I'll never forget that 3 days.
 
fuckabout89 said:
You could smoke weed in the psych ward?
Click to expand...

Officially no but unofficially the only thing they could do really is just bitch at you for that so ya no big deal anyway. we where all locked up together so why not order pizza or freid chicken and smoke weed? Parrt of th reason i put on so much weght in there was the constant food. There was fuck all else to do

Oddly enough i never went out to get alcohol. I didnt really want any alcohol and one time a guy in there was gonna give me a few beers but they turned out to be molson canadian so no way s i drinking that shit
 
fuckabout89 said:
I hear a shot of Dilaudid is suppose to be effective for extreme cases like that good luck getting an ER doctor to agree too that though. I know i needed that on abilify shot one moment, they gave me benztropine to take the edge off, I'll never forget that 3 days.
Click to expand...

Lol ic morphine was effective. Well that and clonaz clonaz calmed me right down when i took that after a shot of morphine. Unfortantly the police came in and i was bent over the kitchen sink almost puking as i had 2 shots pretty close together. Even my poor brother was sick of seeing me suffer and said have another shot with yur tolerance you wont die. I started wrecthing though. Thankfully i talked to the cops and they actually agreed to not tell the paramedics that i was shooting up my morphine. They saw my needles on the table that i didnt get time to put away. But ya they actually said me shooting up is not really medically relevant anyway.

I did tell the paramedics that i had taken a slightly higher dose for the akathisia and also the clonaz and they said no big deal. I didnt mention the shooting up though lol. No need for the hospital to see that even though 1 hospital here anyway knows i shoot cocaine atleast. Ended up there after a seizure lol. But so far no doctor and also my shrink have never mentioned that unfortunate incident so no biggie i guess in the end
 
I think my orgasm is actually recovered, I have stopped windowing about it and it's just there now. It could be stronger, but it feels very average almost every time now! I'm completely confident that I will recover from PSSD. I will appreciate myself more than I ever have before.

My emotional blunting still comes and goes. Things feel less meaningful and connected than before. Other than that and some interpersonal issues, I'm doing great.
 
OLDTIDEN said:
if i evade my CTO

cops show up at my door

then you will be transported to a ward

its not worth it
Click to expand...
I know its insane that's why here you need to do something really crazy to end up on CTO but in western countries diagnosis is enough and forced hospitalisation and because of that i plan to recover from trauma they gave me and speak about it publicly. They did 3 rosenhan experiments on me and narcissistic parents act like nothing bad happened, they wrecked me. I hope your CTO will end asap maybe escape country then comeback after a while? Its enough to prove you didnt hurt anyone or yourself while not being forced medicated, i seen people doing it and some succeeded
 
Last edited:
I'm not going to make it if I don't heal soon, i really want to give up soon, I'm already 1.2 years disabled, 10 shot since last injection how long can you suffer before you break 💔
 
lostsoulowen said:
I'm not going to make it if I don't heal soon, i really want to give up soon, I'm already 1.2 years disabled, 10 shot since last injection how long can you suffer before you break 💔
Click to expand...
Yeah but never suicide, supposedly everyone regrets in the moment of doing it that's what survivors say
 
YogirisingKundalini said:
I know its insane that's why here you need to do something really crazy to end up on CTO but in western countries diagnosis is enough and forced hospitalisation and because of that i plan to recover from trauma they gave me and speak about it publicly. They did 3 rosenhan experiments on me and narcissistic parents act like nothing bad happened, they wrecked me. I hope your CTO will end asap maybe escape country then comeback after a while? Its enough to prove you didnt hurt anyone or yourself while not being forced medicated, i seen people doing it and some succeeded
Click to expand...
i just hope we ascend soon and return back home to the original earth Eden
 
InvegaAnon said:
I think my orgasm is actually recovered, I have stopped windowing about it and it's just there now. It could be stronger, but it feels very average almost every time now! I'm completely confident that I will recover from PSSD. I will appreciate myself more than I ever have before.

My emotional blunting still comes and goes. Things feel less meaningful and connected than before. Other than that and some interpersonal issues, I'm doing great.
Click to expand...
How long you been off the shots?
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top