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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

11injections said:
it’s actually a really good sign that you’re able to feel the effects of alcohol. i had my last invega shot about 2 weeks ago and i can’t get buzzed or drunk at all, so the fact that you can is honestly a positive sign for you.

i’ve recently begun using kratom to deal with the side effects from invega, and for me it’s been kind of a game changer. it’s helped lower my anxiety, lifted that numb/anhedonia feeling, and made me feel motivated again. the past 3 days i’ve actually exercised, which i haven’t done in like 11 months because i’ve mostly been bedridden. i finally feel a bit more normal on kratom.


i’m not recommending it or anything, just sharing what’s been helping me personally. i plan to keep using it responsibly while the invega works its way out of my system.
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My problem is mostly my sexual disfunction it’s so severe I can’t even get erection even if I try, I don’t see point to be alive tbh
 
moerez said:
I wish I could switch it, imagine I have to suicide because I have no penis I used to be hypersexual it’s like a curse tbh i hate what i become
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I know you're really hurting. I wish I could give you more than platitude and well wishes but I can't. There's no going back and it sucks.
 
abefourth said:
I know you're really hurting. I wish I could give you more than platitude and well wishes but I can't. There's no going back and it sucks.
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That’s really really sad that I have to leave the planet for such a bullshit thing that I never would thought happens for me
 
I decided that I will suicide in this week and I don’t think there is a way that can stop me, I have literally nothing to be hopeful about, pssd , anhedonia, insomnia , akathesia, I really can’t wait more , it’s inhuman and impossible to live like this, pssd and invega and psychosis, it’s literally impossible to be 100% back or even 90%, just wanted to vent, I really miss everything, the joy I had the vibrant feeling of life, the way I was hopeful about my future , my relationship my friends , laughters, great family that I had, will miss all those
But I guess when I die I don’t even remember who I am and I will go to void, but living without emotion love ,sexuality , there is no way to live and it’s just so unfair that this happend to me and us, anyway too much vent but I hope y’all however recover and get to the point that you are satisfied with your life❤️
 
moerez said:
I decided that I will suicide in this week and I don’t think there is a way that can stop me, I have literally nothing to be hopeful about, pssd , anhedonia, insomnia , akathesia, I really can’t wait more , it’s inhuman and impossible to live like this, pssd and invega and psychosis, it’s literally impossible to be 100% back or even 90%, just wanted to vent, I really miss everything, the joy I had the vibrant feeling of life, the way I was hopeful about my future , my relationship my friends , laughters, great family that I had, will miss all those
But I guess when I die I don’t even remember who I am and I will go to void, but living without emotion love ,sexuality , there is no way to live and it’s just so unfair that this happend to me and us, anyway too much vent but I hope y’all however recover and get to the point that you are satisfied with your life❤️
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I could find PSSD recovery stories if you want. I can also connect you to a guy who recovered from invega and prozac, just like us.
 
moerez said:
That’s really really sad that I have to leave the planet for such a bullshit thing that I never would thought happens for me
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I'm grateful that I have held on for as long as I have and I'm almost better. It's a lot better than dying and I brought wisdom back from the void. You seem younger than me, you have a lot of time left. Trust me, it's possible to wait.
 
moerez said:
I decided that I will suicide in this week and I don’t think there is a way that can stop me, I have literally nothing to be hopeful about, pssd , anhedonia, insomnia , akathesia, I really can’t wait more , it’s inhuman and impossible to live like this, pssd and invega and psychosis, it’s literally impossible to be 100% back or even 90%, just wanted to vent, I really miss everything, the joy I had the vibrant feeling of life, the way I was hopeful about my future , my relationship my friends , laughters, great family that I had, will miss all those
But I guess when I die I don’t even remember who I am and I will go to void, but living without emotion love ,sexuality , there is no way to live and it’s just so unfair that this happend to me and us, anyway too much vent but I hope y’all however recover and get to the point that you are satisfied with your life❤️
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I Guess i will end like that too, i’am approaching the 24 months as i’am at 20 months and 1 week but I don’t had any decent recovery until now, so I doubt a miracle would happen in the next 3 months and 3 week. I’am maybe one of the cases that simply won’t recover, as i read somewhere in the reddit, a user claimed that recovery is possible until you took risperdal, if you got injected with that one you are fucked and there is no recovery. I remember reading that like in the first 2-3 months after the injections and scared the shit out of me, but now i start to get what that user meant….
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I Guess i will end like that too, i’am approaching the 24 months as i’am at 20 months and 1 week but I don’t had any decent recovery until now, so I doubt a miracle would happen in the next 3 months and 3 week. I’am maybe one of the cases that simply won’t recover, as i read somewhere in the reddit, a user claimed that recovery is possible until you took risperdal, if you got injected with that one you are fucked and there is no recovery. I remember reading that like in the first 2-3 months after the injections and scared the shit out of me, but now i start to get what that user meant….
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I recovered you can to just hang in there
 
InvegaAnon said:
I could find PSSD recovery stories if you want. I can also connect you to a guy who recovered from invega and prozac, just like us.
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He had severe symptoms like me? Flaccid penis no blood flow, many people call weak orgasm pssd, or just sexual disfunction, but we know that pssd is brain fog anhedonia sexual disfunction and more , i have all that and i don’t see my self in the range of recovery
 
paranoid android said:
Ok its getting abit to pro suicide around here. Bluelight is first and foremost a harm reduction sight we cannot be seen as being pro suicide
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I'd have to agree with that. Even though I myself am guilty of talking about my own end at some points. I know it's no use talking about recovery in my case, as it's not ever going to happen, but mine is neurological, not caused by a drug.

But I'll concur, best not to see any more of these posts, from others or myself, even though I and many of those haven't recovered (and I never will).
 
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