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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 12

blanch116 said:
Im literally freaking out today all I can think of is diving under the train.. i cant deal with this it’s torture 24/7 no emotions or dopamine is horrible it was never this bad on pills but it was still shit but I got better but now 7 months iff im still jist a zombie who walks in circles all day i cant deal with this im sorry I hope you’re keeping well guys recover but I think im at the end of my road i can’t go on like this :(
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I'm already almost 20 months like this, just last couple of days I'm able to get out of bed, lost my career, lost knowledge of programming i learn for 2 years, lost most of my family, most of my friends, i wish i was dead. and my brain and iq went from autistic to retarded. brain damage.
 
blanch116 said:
Im literally freaking out today all I can think of is diving under the train.. i cant deal with this it’s torture 24/7 no emotions or dopamine is horrible it was never this bad on pills but it was still shit but I got better but now 7 months iff im still jist a zombie who walks in circles all day i cant deal with this im sorry I hope you’re keeping well guys recover but I think im at the end of my road i can’t go on like this :(
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I saw some guy say he was at 6 months and couldn’t take it anymore and then he came back and said it took him to the 8 month mark to heal bro, that could happen for you man, just another month keep going homie!
 
blanch116 said:
Im literally freaking out today all I can think of is diving under the train.. i cant deal with this it’s torture 24/7 no emotions or dopamine is horrible it was never this bad on pills but it was still shit but I got better but now 7 months iff im still jist a zombie who walks in circles all day i cant deal with this im sorry I hope you’re keeping well guys recover but I think im at the end of my road i can’t go on like this :(
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Dude hang in there everyone recovers at their own rate. It took me over a year to fully recover from the invega and abilify injectiions
 
paranoid android said:
Youl get it all back My confidence level was shit after blowing up like a baloon on invega and abilify. It came back though once i got in shape
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Really appreciate comments like these because it keep my hope alive that I can get everything back that I’ve lost, I’m just nearly at 3 1/2 months off now so hopefully I notice some recovery soon fr
 
recovery100£ said:
Really appreciate comments like these because it keep my hope alive that I can get everything back that I’ve lost, I’m just nearly at 3 1/2 months off now so hopefully I notice some recovery soon fr
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I was pretty skinny before i went i n the psych ward and also for the first few months i was in there. However as soon as i was put on invega my weight skyrocketed. I went up to 225lbs. Then i got switched from abilify to latuda and the weight came off really quickly. I had to stop the latuda though cause of the horrible akathisia it gave me. I went on zyprexa and although i do have abit of belly fat that im trying to lose through low carb im not really getting any side efffects from it.

I can even trip on shrooms if i take a day or 2 off the zyprexa.
 
paranoid android said:
I was pretty skinny before i went i n the psych ward and also for the first few months i was in there. However as soon as i was put on invega my weight skyrocketed. I went up to 225lbs. Then i got switched from abilify to latuda and the weight came off really quickly. I had to stop the latuda though cause of the horrible akathisia it gave me. I went on zyprexa and although i do have abit of belly fat that im trying to lose through low carb im not really getting any side efffects from it.

I can even trip on shrooms if i take a day or 2 off the zyprexa.
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What was your Max antipsychotic dosage
 
blanch116 said:
Im literally freaking out today all I can think of is diving under the train.. i cant deal with this it’s torture 24/7 no emotions or dopamine is horrible it was never this bad on pills but it was still shit but I got better but now 7 months iff im still jist a zombie who walks in circles all day i cant deal with this im sorry I hope you’re keeping well guys recover but I think im at the end of my road i can’t go on like this :(
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I feel the same way. This is real torture. I reached a malpractice attorney. June 6 was my second and last invega sustenna injection and I am a zombie.
 
fuqrisperdal said:
How is your confidence level guys? After this shit ı have 0 confidence
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No confidence. Loss of affection and the ability to experience pleasure, emotional numbness and loss of emotions, inability to cry, loss of personality and sense of self, mental slowing and cognitive difficulties, feeling of emptiness in my head, severe physical exhaustion and persistent fatigue, lack of energy and motivation, loss of interest in everything, loss of sex drive, persistent head discomfort. It’s very hard to stay positive.
 
twinpeaks123 said:
bro i thought you recovered, why are you still here?
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I did. Then I got prescribed muscle relaxant(I was working out too hard). The muscle relaxant sent me into psychosis and I got Haldol injections. This was 3 months ago, I’m relatively fine compared to Invega but I’m still on a 3/8 months ago recovery process myself
 
Trueart2 said:
I did. Then I got prescribed muscle relaxant(I was working out too hard). The muscle relaxant sent me into psychosis and I got Haldol injections. This was 3 months ago, I’m relatively fine compared to Invega but I’m still on a 3/8 months ago recovery process myself
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What was the muscle relaxant? Im guessing its a anticholinergic of sorts.

Thats pretty rough though dude damn
 
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