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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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I lost the girl who i wanted to grow with, long ago.. I lost my dream job, now i lost myself, there is nothing more left for me.

All my dreams just vanished and all my nightmares became true.
 
Quran 21:15 describes a turning point for a disbelieving people who repeatedly cried out their grievances until Allah made them like a mown-down harvest – lifeless, silent, and still, representing their ultimate destruction and end
 
Trueart2 said:
Unfortunately the masses of people who take invega do not function as a collective body of people. Most are supposedly “mentally ill” which immediately puts any credibility of the movement into jeopardy.

Additionally since most people seem to recover and want to do absolutely nothing with this time period in their life, it’s just a revolving door of complaints for people and not a true effort. People aren’t willing to stand up against Invega when generally it’ll eventually stop affecting them. And since such a large population is seemingly fine after taking Invega, only the people who don’t recover will be eligible to truly take a stand based on willingness and relevance to their own lives. This unfortunately is a weak stand, as it’s such a small portion of people who are significantly negatively effected.
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A movement is still possible if enough people get on board. Even 10 people presenting their case can start a movement.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Then I have to shot myself, is there any point in the head where death is garanted 100%? I know there is a zone where it’s impossible to survive but idk where
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You were filled with so much motivation around 2 weeks ago when you just joined the forum.

21:15 is a scary verse you mentioned. I never denied the truth noor made fun of it, maybe led astray, but never doubted that there is only one Creator. I hope im not from among those of that ayah.

The only thing that kept me going and gave me relief in this 24/7 suffering is the time when i was doing salah.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Then I have to shot myself, is there any point in the head where death is garanted 100%? I know there is a zone where it’s impossible to survive but idk where
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I cannot tell you due for legal reasons CUH. Let’s focus on waiting on the doctor to come through soon
 
Why is progress so damn slow? It’s torture I can’t fucking do it.

I don’t want to die at all!!! It’s horrible. I am just so hurt
 
Trueart2 said:
Unfortunately the masses of people who take invega do not function as a collective body of people. Most are supposedly “mentally ill” which immediately puts any credibility of the movement into jeopardy.

Additionally since most people seem to recover and want to do absolutely nothing with this time period in their life, it’s just a revolving door of complaints for people and not a true effort. People aren’t willing to stand up against Invega when generally it’ll eventually stop affecting them. And since such a large population is seemingly fine after taking Invega, only the people who don’t recover will be eligible to truly take a stand based on willingness and relevance to their own lives. This unfortunately is a weak stand, as it’s such a small portion of people who are significantly negatively effected.
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A movement is still possible if enough people get on board...even with 10 people.
 
rawbanana said:
I’m gonna use a gun.
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Death by firearm is neither instantaneous, painless or 100% assured. I know of atleast 3 people from my area who died slow horrible deaths from gunshots over the years. Look at what happened to JFK he was alive until he got to the hospital and he got hit with a high caliber rifle

Just hang in there thngs get better trust me.
 
Abilify2mg said:
that is not true at all. The drug is not gone in 28 days idk where u get that from. Injections stay in the body for up to 24 months and thats from a single injection. The reality is that the half life is way too long and recovery doesnt begin until after the drug fully leaves and the receptors are not blocked. The waiting game is waiting for all the extra receptors to get destroyed or for the brain to create more receptors whcih can take years as we are dealing with billions of recetors.
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Where did you learn that the injection can stay up to 24 months?
 
paranoid android said:
Death by firearm is neither instantaneous, painless or 100% assured. I know of atleast 3 people from my area who died slow horrible deaths from gunshots over the years. Look at what happened to JFK he was alive until he got to the hospital and he got hit with a high caliber rifle

Just hang in there thngs get better trust me.
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Yo are we going to V11
 
Well, time for daily positivity/hope from recovery stories.

@SurvivedXpelion
I got Xeplion injection back in december 2016. Total of 3 shots. The following 8 months were the worst of my life. I had to end going to university, move back to my parents house and abandon my friends. I literally couldn't function anymore, like others have said. I had the same symptoms as others here, so I'm not going to go into detail of those. But I just wanted to drop by and say that after about 10 months, I recovered fully. Of course my life is still in shambles, but I'm no longer feeling suicidal because of the crippling effects of Xeplion. My mood is a lot brighter and I have hope for the future, I'm trying to get back into school and hopefully sometime in future I can start living my own life again.

To anyone who is still under the influence of Invega/Xeplion and feels like there is no hope left, just wait. Wait, wait and wait a little bit more. If you're like me, you will find yourself feeling better as time goes on. Don't give up. I too thought that the damage was permanent, but it definitely wasn't for me. Hang in there and the real you will be back, trust me!

This thread was really important for me in the beginning and I remember reading pretty much every post back then. I never posted myself, but I thought it never hurts to share a successful recovery story. Just try to relax and remember that the best way to speed up your recovery is to do things that make you feel happy even for a second. It's hard in the beginning of your recovery process, but it gets better!
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anonymoususer777 said:
I am looking for assisted suicide myself. I am looking for tips on how to die.
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Don't man, it's only been 3 months but I understand. Try to do everything you can to recover, walk, exercise, fast, eat healthy, supplements and be patient. It's a long road, you're lucky if you start feeling better at the 6month mark or even 8 or 10 just keep holding on.
 
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