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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Damn.. I hope this won’t be permanent, i hope that i can make a full recovery even without specific pills, i’am at 14 months but far away from how things were before.. I hope that a miracle happen and i can go back to baseline in the next 4-10 months
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Even horror movies end brother, it's just this movie is quite a long one with bathroom breaks in it.
 
@PhuckInvegga Okay long read but quite an interesting recovery and recommendations.
Hello everyone LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN LISTEN How are you all??? How is Bad Robot? I think it's been about 6 months since I stopped writing on here. I have the simple solution it is so simple everyone but very difficult. It has been a very very very long road.

Let me start by saying rest in peace to the many souls I think we all can predict may not have made it. Rest in peace to those who could not to walk the shadowy doomful empty road, the dark Godless hell, of Invega Sustenna. We honor your blood and salute you.

Luckily I am finally recovered at exactly 1 year and 6 months. I have everything now, memory, dreams, confidence, and power. But Im sorry you reading, listen, it took a lot of work, and lifetimes of waiting. Knowing what I know now, I wish to inform YOU ALL TO VICTORY. What you need to do in extreme amounts is sweat in the sunlight. If its not summer where you are in the world, move somewhere it is. Then, Get a job digging trenches for plumbers. Thats what i did. If you are still early on the shot and have no energy, then just do anything you can to sweat like a pig in the extreme heat all day.. Every day. Eat little food. Drink only water. Let your body sweat that shit and the sun burn that shit through you and out of you. The only thing that defeats the poison is the hot beating sun going through your body while you exert all energy and sweat like an athlete.

Don't drink alcohol. Smoke weed once a week if it doesn't interfere with your exercise. But focus on being an Egyptian pyramid slave, and thats the quickest way to victory.

2 more things..

-If you can fall in love and feel a woman's boobs and body, that will help strengthen dopamine.

-Once you feel the poison is gone around 1 year and a half. Start taking KRATOM. Kratom was the very last nudge i took that brought me back completely awake. I only had to take it once. I might take more but I really don't need to.

Until then just got to say good luck to all of you, and maybe listen to lots of black sabbath. God speed.
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It really is worth it if you do everything right you guys. But remember I only had 2 shots of invega the 2 loading shots). But the bottom line is in my experience, towards the end, you have to really work hard for it. Killing yourself with exercise and maxxing out on sunlight and sweat is the key. I didn't fast while i did all this, I ate a ton because I live at my grandparents... If you diet or fast too in the sun, then you're golden/ Don't do drugs. For now just save all your money for the day you recover.. Make long term plans to to stay realistically motivated. Right now you're in the worlds greatest underground Olympic waiting game.. But that day will come so just know that the trophy is there waiting for you, with your name on it.. Because looking back I think it was not that long a wait, but just not knowing for sure,, that I think is what really makes it feel like forever... So I'm here to let you know 18 months is the finish line. The last 6 months of which are much easier in themselves, but those months you actually are making into your hardest months as you see more and more subtle rewards from exercise in terms of working to break through. A girlfriend was my motivation 100%, but I think you can do it without one. (((Just pay a sexy asian masseuse for happy ending! To also help your brain cuz I think sex will be very helpful too for the brain.)))

Looking back now I think it was worth it, to actually be happy and myself again. But even with my happiness and my playful dreams, I find I am much more cynical about it of coarse but, I can sense a power this time neurotically that is here to stay.. So listen. Once you reach 14 months I would say theres no excuse to not exercise,, hard. Every day. I hiked 35 miles in that first week, 5 miles a day because I got a very sexy girls number (who didn't know anything about my chain smoking and drinking suical habits in my fast food trashed car... LOL.) So that was my first time and after a year of all that vegetating, it was like ok,, Die? Orrrrr Atleast TRY HARD AS I CAN NOT TO, and then I still can die if I wan't! Thats fair enough right??.....That helped me begin the real exercise process.... But no, It was NOT easy.

Now at 18 months, I felt like pretty much better, but I took 6 Kratom pills from my friend and I was Euphoric for like 4 days, way too happy...And now Im myself again and that was over a week ago. Dreams and desires all back. I'm even looking at my book shelf again with the desire to read. So please just do these steps, wait for 18 months and you did all that before you try the Kratom, PLEASE, Do not rush.@ 18 months, the Invega is guaranteed to be out of your system and its just your brain recovering now. Only then is when you go get yourself some Kratom. And i guarantee if you follow these steps in order, the Kratom is gunna rewire your brain In one clean swoop. But be patient and do all the exercise before that, until you feel like you almost recovered 100%.Then you do the Kratom.

That all being said. Don't feel guilty for killing yourself. That still make's you an Invega survivor.
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Hi everyone im back to report some more important information. You may remember about a month aho i said i recovered. Thats mostly true. But i would say my brain is just starting to be stronfg again. Sometimes i can get sad or bored and i think for invega survivors we have to remember that is normal for all people and not anhedonia. I would say im recovered, but not like how i was. It kind of has to be respected as a recovery process even after recovery. It still is different then most people but atleast i am smarter again. I cant believe im having drwams consistemtly all night. Some of them i can remember if i think hard so memory and imagination i would say are back. As i began to fast, however for the first time last 2 weeks I began to get very bad anhedonia again... I ate only some trail mix and few apples a day. Almost went 5 days lost alot of weight. Wjen i got to my moms who is a psychiatrist she Said she talked to other psychiatrist about how invega mayy still be in her sons system. And she confidently told my mom use this powder. Long story short my mom made me a smoothy last weekend amd ive been back again ever since even stronger than the first come back. Its called Moringa powder. I think if i fast again it will unlock the old invega in my fat and then i have another smoothie. Wash rinse repeat. The first smoothie was an overload we put one cup in when u only shpuld do 2 teaspoons. I had the runs all day but fuck it. 3 days later i was enjoying a feeling of brain activity that was stronger and more beliavable that it would stick aroumd. I spent 6 hours studying at a coffee shop and remembering things while i studied like a normal human being... I am almost ready to take the cdl permit test and become a cross country truck driver! Very excited about that. My sex drive is back too by the way but like a said. Everything kind of fluctuates. I would say with this moringa powder/ diet system ill be running at full capacity within my 3rd year. Im 3/4s thru my 2nd year off invega. I had one shot, (well, 2 loading shots) which were a combined total of 400 mg.s i really hope this helps! Remember,

,,,,,,MORINGA POWDER..........


For me, it worked 100%, but remember i am at 21 months off invega! Let me know id be interested to see if others near my stage feel the great uplifting effects of that as i did. Stay strong people.
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InvegaInferno said:
@RisperdalConsta50mg Read PhuckInvegga's recovery story, he's recovered in 18 months time.
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Yeah i read it, he say the last 6 months are more easy (12-18 months) but i’am at 14 and i can’t say its more easy, idk if its because i cannot train due to my ankle injury, but for me now is not possible to hit the gym or even do walks because of my ankle, maybe this has slow down my recovery, i mean the fact i cannot exercise neither walk a lot..
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Yeah i read it, he say the last 6 months are more easy (12-18 months) but i’am at 14 and i can’t say its more easy, idk if its because i cannot train due to my ankle injury, but for me now is not possible to hit the gym or even do walks because of my ankle, maybe this has slow down my recovery, i mean the fact i cannot exercise neither walk a lot..
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Maybe so, that sucks. When your ankle gets better then hopefully, maybe just sit underneath the sun for now, did you try fasting? a couple of people have mentioned it that it helped them recover. I'm thinking of doing it right after I finish meds for hypothyroidism.
 
InvegaInferno said:
Maybe so, that sucks. When your ankle gets better then hopefully, maybe just sit underneath the sun for now, did you try fasting? a couple of people have mentioned it that it helped them recover. I'm thinking of doing it right after I finish meds for hypothyroidism.
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I eat only 1 time per day and not much, I’m very skinny. Btw i can tell you that risperidone left my body at 13 months mark because I developed tinnitus, and tinnitus came when the brain is in “chaos”. This is because my brain is now free from risperidone so i think my recovery ha started since the 13th month so basically i’am 1 month on my recovery journey.

In this case tinnitus is never a random thing, tinnitus came from brain imbalance and “chaos” and if this is happened after 13 months is because my brain is now free since 1 months. I can bet my sexual disfunction over it.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I eat only 1 time per day and not much, I’m very skinny. Btw i can tell you that risperidone left my body at 13 months mark because I developed tinnitus, and tinnitus came when the brain is in “chaos”. This is because my brain is now free from risperidone so i think my recovery ha started since the 13th month so basically i’am 1 month on my recovery journey.

In this case tinnitus is never a random thing, tinnitus came from brain imbalance and “chaos” and if this is happened after 13 months is because my brain is now free since 1 months. I can bet my sexual disfunction over it.
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Did you mention this to your Doctor? What did he say?
 
I never plan this for this year. This is such unnecessary garbage, like so unnecessary and worthless. I had so many plans for this year, just why? Just why
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
My doctor is the only one who told me “I belive you and what you are saying but i’am a basic family doctor, i don’t’ have the knowledge to help you restore your brain”

He know because of that I lost appetite and hunger, but he cannot help me.
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Wait are you talking about the university people?
 
Matthew01 said:
Wait are you talking about the university people?
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No this is my family doctor.

The university doctor told me That he belive me and he also find strange that all my sympthoms came aut the nex day the first injection and he told me that there is not other reason than the injection for my sympthoms but he never hear about 14 months of lasting effects.

He ask me 14 days of time to study my case with his team and the senior doctor, i have appointment with them again on the 3rd october..
 
Another day, the same routine. I’m going to walk the lake to keep my akathisia at bay, do some house chores and maybe watch some Netflix. No noticeable improvement as of now. I’m hoping this is because it’s early days. It’s been years since I’ve watched anime- I may start watching it, although I’m numb and won’t be able to enjoy it.
 
rawbanana said:
If 18 months is true recovery then I’m halfway there I guess… wondering if it’s worth it to wait until then
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Here I am complaining and I’m not even 2 months. You have more strength than what you know.

I honestly want some advice from you. Did you have Akaisthisia at all, if so- when did it go.
 
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