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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Feeling really emotional thinking about him. Obviously you can never know exactly how somebody feels but I could imagine what he was going through. The misery of it all hurts so much. I hope he’s in a better place now. I hope there’s some sense of peace now because he did not deserve this
 
I wish more than anything that I could go back in time and change what happened but I can’t. I’ve lost so much respect for myself to the point where I think about suicide all day every day. I hate my life so much. Feels pointless talking about it cause we can’t change a system that is so powerful. It’s such a tragedy.
 
The fucked up feeling from invega is temporary. Suicide is a rather permanent solution to a temporary problem. Trust me things get better.

I hope they are just in a hospital somewhere or something. Or just not in the mood to go on the internet
 
we would dm each other on here and I told him many times that suicide is not the answer and it was a stupid choice. We will heal eventually it has to be true and suicide over something temporary is about the stupidest thing you can do. I even told him sodium nitrate is a horrible way to die to which he proceeded by sending me a video of someone commiting suicide via sodium nitrate and had to leave the DM. Lets pray and hope he in hospital somewhere.
 
Abilify2mg said:
we would dm each other on here and I told him many times that suicide is not the answer and it was a stupid choice. We will heal eventually it has to be true and suicide over something temporary is about the stupidest thing you can do. I even told him sodium nitrate is a horrible way to die to which he proceeded by sending me a video of someone commiting suicide via sodium nitrate and had to leave the DM. Lets pray and hope he in hospital somewhere.
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The fact that psychiatrists put us under a drug that make us wish to end our lifes is concerning because before that drug none of us ever really tought about end his life, but give some drug that cause suicidal behaviours apparently is ok for them
 
Matthew01 said:
God it feels like this injection deleted my personality
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Your personality is a complex balance of receptors in your brain, and they fucked up this balance by blocking 80% dopamine, 40% serotonine, and some more here and there, they played with our brain and this is the result.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Your personality is a complex balance of receptors in your brain, and they fucked up this balance by blocking 80% dopamine, 40% serotonine, and some more here and there, they played with our brain and this is the result.
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Idk if you guys remember the three terrorists that made the Crocus strage in russia some time ago, i know that they were put under antipsychotics injections as a mechanism of torture. Basically we got the same treatment as some terrorists even if we were just normal peole Who dint hurt nobody, is this fair?
 
I’m slowing losing the focus on how I used to be before, is this “recovery”? The brain just let it go how it used to be and start to process his new “setup” like if its normal?
 
Hi friends, I'm here to bring some comfort to some of you. It's been two years since I stopped taking the four Haldol Decanoas injections. I feel 90% cured, maybe even more. Everything has come back: my emotions, my libido, my sense of sleepiness, hunger, thirst, etc. Everything is back to how it was. I thank Allah for that. I feel like myself again. It was the worst experience of my life. I lost weight without even dieting. I I was able to work and earn money again, and I appreciate life. The other day, I found myself crying while watching a movie lol. Alcohol affects me like it used to, and it's still crap. I'm going to be 30, I'm young, and I think that's why I recovered fairly quickly. Be brave, and above all, don't take any medication that could slow down your recovery. Fenec
 
fenec said:
Hi friends, I'm here to bring some comfort to some of you. It's been two years since I stopped taking the four Haldol Decanoas injections. I feel 90% cured, maybe even more. Everything has come back: my emotions, my libido, my sense of sleepiness, hunger, thirst, etc. Everything is back to how it was. I thank Allah for that. I feel like myself again. It was the worst experience of my life. I lost weight without even dieting. I I was able to work and earn money again, and I appreciate life. The other day, I found myself crying while watching a movie lol. Alcohol affects me like it used to, and it's still crap. I'm going to be 30, I'm young, and I think that's why I recovered fairly quickly. Be brave, and above all, don't take any medication that could slow down your recovery. Fenec
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Thank you.. Alchool is Haram, if Allah help you at least don’t drink.. I’m kidding, nice to hear that io are 90% recovered after 2 years, we only have to wait but is not easy to be patient and wait 2 years when we are inside a torture.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Thank you.. Alchool is Haram, if Allah help you at least don’t drink.. I’m kidding, nice to hear that io are 90% recovered after 2 years, we only have to wait but is not easy to be patient and wait 2 years when we are inside a torture.
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Yes I am, but I drink from time to time I stopped cannabis because for me it was that which sent me to psychiatry, and where I was in bed 24 24 it took me 1, 5 years 2 years to see that I healed it's incredible
 
But.. Why is written that these injections cause side effects for 4-6 weeks after discontinuation? We have to sue the pharma that produce this poison because they lied on how long the effects lasts in order to be approved on the market, they have to give us money for betraying us and for lying about the lasting time of the effects of their poison
 
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