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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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Every time I eat I feel so ill and fatigued my body is not handling nutrients well anymore I am so dehydrated all the time and nauseous and bed ridden and it’s been 8.5 months fuck this shit. When my disability benefits come through I’m using that shit to ctb
 
rawbanana said:
Every time I eat I feel so ill and fatigued my body is not handling nutrients well anymore I am so dehydrated all the time and nauseous and bed ridden and it’s been 8.5 months fuck this shit. When my disability benefits come through I’m using that shit to ctb
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rationally suicide makes sense with having a broken brain from this injection but our small percent of hope keeps us going just to keep suffering more fucked up world.
 
Suicide is a permanent decision, receptor blockade is not, we all are in agony because of what they did to us, we can’t change that, we have to take whatever it is at least until the 18-24 months mark before thinking of suicide ok? I also have days where i can’t belive how i feel and how i’am because of this poison, and these day i won’t be here to push us, because I’ feeling also hopeless sometimes and I think how its even possible to heal from that..
 
This is the V.10 topic, i have read the whole V.8 and V.9 and all these people from these topic are back on theyr life, as i said people suffer for 1-2 years then they recover, the proof is what I have said, just take a look in the previous topic and you will notice these people are no more writing, because when recover come all we want to do is turn that dark page and forget, go all-in with our life
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
This is the V.10 topic, i have read the whole V.8 and V.9 and all these people from these topic are back on theyr life, as i said people suffer for 1-2 years then they recover, the proof is what I have said, just take a look in the previous topic and you will notice these people are no more writing, because when recover come all we want to do is turn that dark page and forget, go all-in with our life
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im close to 2 years but i had many injections. I pray i see some improvements by februrary
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
How much injections? You are meds-free for almost 2 years or you taken other psych meds even in oral form?
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as per my signature, i had 10 invega injections and 3 haldol 5 mg injections. So 13 total. I have trialed with few antidepressants , one even gave me psychosis to which i was put on antipssychotics again. I'm on very low dose abilify and thats all.
 
Abilify2mg said:
as per my signature, i had 10 invega injections and 3 haldol 5 mg injections. So 13 total. I have trialed with few antidepressants , one even gave me psychosis to which i was put on antipssychotics again. I'm on very low dose abilify and thats all.
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Sorry i don’t even notice your signature due to my cognitive impairment caused by this poison, but from what I understeand you are currently taking oral APs right? From what I understood recovery start when you are fully meds-free
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Sorry i don’t even notice your signature due to my cognitive impairment caused by this poison, but from what I understeand you are currently taking oral APs right? From what I understood recovery start when you are fully meds-free
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I was med free for 16 months 0 improvements. I got tired of all these sideeffects that i asked my psychiatrist for abilify. He refused maoi or stimualnts but abilify actually helped me with motivation but that wore off. Debating upgrading my 2 mg pill to 5 mg for possibly anhedonia.
 
Abilify2mg said:
I was med free for 16 months 0 improvements. I got tired of all these sideeffects that i asked my psychiatrist for abilify. He refused maoi or stimualnts but abilify actually helped me with motivation but that wore off. Debating upgrading my 2 mg pill to 5 mg for possibly anhedonia.
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I saw people with 0 improvements until 17-18 months mark then the recovery started out of nowhere, maybe you was more close than you tought.. You have to look if whatever caused your sympthoms is a antagonist, then you know that another antagonist of the same receptor is not the answer. At month 11.5 i saw a psychiatrist who wanted to give me reagila (partial D2 antagonist, but full antagonist of 5HT2A) so maybe i will had some improvements on motivation and cognition but with more side effect on depression and sleep, because of that regused to play with my brain and i decided to let at least 24 months full meds-free to my brain to see what happen
 
I also saw one dude that started to recovery only at 20 months with sleep and response to caffeine and nicotine then it took him 2.5 years to a full recovery, because of that i keep saying that before 2 years we cannot say nothing about our recovery, some people go to baseline in 6-12 months, some people need at least 12-18 months to start seeing improvements and there are also people that are stuck until 20 months mark before starting to see improvements. Even if we had taken the same dose and the same amount of injections our recovery process won’t be the same at all, maybe you can start recover in the months 17 but i start recover in the months 21, this is why basically it’s only a “wait and see what happen” matter.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Suicide is a permanent decision, receptor blockade is not, we all are in agony because of what they did to us, we can’t change that, we have to take whatever it is at least until the 18-24 months mark before thinking of suicide ok? I also have days where i can’t belive how i feel and how i’am because of this poison, and these day i won’t be here to push us, because I’ feeling also hopeless sometimes and I think how its even possible to heal from that..
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yes I it takes way less time and no more suffering but yet here we are everyday living with a broken brain
 
brokenself said:
yes I it takes way less time and no more suffering but yet here we are everyday living with a broken brain
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I broke my ankle 7 months ago and is not yet healed, so i think it is normal for the brain to take his time to heal. Basically antipsychotics injections are chemichal weapon that target the brain, I’m not surprised that we have a long jurney to recover from that. They are designed to cause such pain and to obliterate the soul and the person, what we can do is to be meds free - protect our SNC being away from alchool/drugs and let us at least 2 years to see what happen
 
Bought a Nice quality CBD [25% CBD - <1% THC] Joint, want to Try if it help with tinnitus and if it help a little bit with all the weight of this nonsense situation.
 
docs.google.com

Invega documentary

Credit TrueArt2: V1(19 good outcomes, 6 bad) Narshe81:Took invega for close to a year, no recovery. Paranoid Android: Recovered( 3 Months of Invevga + 18 months of abilify) starkid: Recovered but feels as if his brain will never be the same, speaks explicitly about emotions and motivation(2 Year...
docs.google.com docs.google.com

Here in the Invega documentary there’s some supplement lists of the people who have recovered, additionally here’s @cmf77 supplement list


Vitamin B by Pure Encapsulation
VItamin D by Pure Encapsulation
NAC by Pure Encapsulation
Alpha Lipoic Acid by Thorne
ReversaCel by Thorne
PIneal XT Gold
Bacopa by Himalayan Labs
Nighttime HPA by Gaia Labs
Citicoline by Carlye Labs.
 
Trueart2 said:
docs.google.com

Invega documentary

Credit TrueArt2: V1(19 good outcomes, 6 bad) Narshe81:Took invega for close to a year, no recovery. Paranoid Android: Recovered( 3 Months of Invevga + 18 months of abilify) starkid: Recovered but feels as if his brain will never be the same, speaks explicitly about emotions and motivation(2 Year...
docs.google.com docs.google.com

Here in the Invega documentary there’s some supplement lists of the people who have recovered, additionally here’s @cmf77 supplement list


Vitamin B by Pure Encapsulation
VItamin D by Pure Encapsulation
NAC by Pure Encapsulation
Alpha Lipoic Acid by Thorne
ReversaCel by Thorne
PIneal XT Gold
Bacopa by Himalayan Labs
Nighttime HPA by Gaia Labs
Citicoline by Carlye Labs.
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Thanks, i Made a screen.
 
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