The psych first offered to switch me to it when the injections stopped 4 months ago when he revoked my treatment authority then when I went back yesterday about my anxiety he’s pretty much said it again. He could tell I wasn’t really on board with it and was like i ThOuGhT yOu wAnTeD aNxiEtY mEdiCaTiOn

after my experience with invega from the akathesia to the cognitive dulling, loss of human emotions, even had urine rentention and an itch on the back of my head, red pin point dots all over my legs, was constantly drowsy, sore hands and feet when i was waking up… I’m shit scared to take another antipsychotic but I also don’t know how to deal with the severe anxiety, it’s making it hard to function… even making my sons lunch for school has been me feeling sick with anxiety

doing absolutely anything is making me anxious

need to get a haircut but the anxiety is stopping me from doing that. I have stressful and intrusive thoughts as I’m waking up which is putting me in a state of anxiety from the moment I’m up. This is hell