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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v. 10

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How do you guys all think I feel. I didn't have schizophrenia and I still got a shot of invega sustenna. Have any of you ever looked into the carnivore diet? Apparently there is a professor at harvard that is making huge strides in reversing schizophrenia with a carnivore diet. I feel bad for people like me and all of you guys and girls. This drug destroys our lives. The sad part is that none of these doctors are held accountable.
 
cmf77 said:
How do you guys all think I feel. I didn't have schizophrenia and I still got a shot of invega sustenna. Have any of you ever looked into the carnivore diet? Apparently there is a professor at harvard that is making huge strides in reversing schizophrenia with a carnivore diet. I feel bad for people like me and all of you guys and girls. This drug destroys our lives. The sad part is that none of these doctors are held accountable.
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You might lose Things but your intution grows. I grew dumb but intution grew. Listen to your Bodys needs it craved Fish the whole time And the mental hospital rarely offers that. Fish salmon became so expensive
 
rawbanana said:
I remember feeling so connected to everything around me and loving life and nature. I miss music the most. I miss playing video games.
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I believe it needs Lots of Shadow Work, Release. Working with lunar Energy instead of the solar current and self Love so you can give Others Back
 
cmf77 said:
How do you guys all think I feel. I didn't have schizophrenia and I still got a shot of invega sustenna. Have any of you ever looked into the carnivore diet? Apparently there is a professor at harvard that is making huge strides in reversing schizophrenia with a carnivore diet. I feel bad for people like me and all of you guys and girls. This drug destroys our lives. The sad part is that none of these doctors are held accountable.
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This is the case for most of us. If you actually have schizophrenia this drug helps you. But they give it to anyone it’s preposterous. I’m so disgusted and angry.
 
rawbanana said:
This is the case for most of us. If you actually have schizophrenia this drug helps you. But they give it to anyone it’s preposterous. I’m so disgusted and
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rawbanana said:
This is the case for most of us. If you actually have schizophrenia this drug helps you. But they give it to anyone it’s preposterous. I’m so disgusted and angry.
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Well, the thinking behind this drug is that schizophrenics have abnormal amounts of dopamine and serotonin, so we as regular people have normal thoughts. Schizophrenics thoughts turned into apparitions. This drug tries to level and even out people who have schizophrenia, but actually cuts normal people like us with regular serotonin dopamine,it disregulates it. These doctors should have their licenses taken away from them.
 
cmf77 said:
Well, the thinking behind this drug is that schizophrenics have abnormal amounts of dopamine and serotonin, so we as regular people have normal thoughts. Schizophrenics thoughts turned into apparitions. This drug tries to level and even out people who have schizophrenia, but actually cuts normal people like us with regular serotonin dopamine,it disregulates it. These doctors should have their licenses taken away from them.
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It’s inhumane. I am completely devastated by this.
 
This drug caused me a blocked nose, it’s so sad I can’t do anything with my life. I feel my life is gone
 
flystr8 said:
I’m more than gone from this, no nasal breathing bro just imagine that how bad that is trust me others got it worse
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Yeah it sounds bad but you’re still here. Clearly you still want to fight. I’m ready to give up. I have nothing in my life to feel good about. I’m ending it as soon as I have the means.
 
rawbanana said:
Yeah it sounds bad but you’re still here. Clearly you still want to fight. I’m ready to give up. I have nothing in my life to feel good about. I’m ending it as soon as I have the means.
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I don’t know how long I can continue to live like this in all fairness bro,

How much more I can live with having to spray a decongestant up my nose just to breathe,

Missing football training,
Not being able to socialise

Missing my hygienic routines

Not able to stick to my normal routine

Not able to get work

Everyday living like this isn’t going to be good, I say I got 6/8 months in me, I don’t think I can live like this for that long either it’s just that I hear that’s where people get better.

I don’t want you to think I’m going to commit suicide I likely won’t, but that’s how I feel.

I want to be able to breathe. Maybe someday this condition can get worse to the point I can’t breathe even with Sudafed and then I want too but I’m trying to see the light right now

I can’t believe I opted for a injection knowing what the world wants to do to people, new world order, coronavirus after all that I still went for a injection

I feel awful bro
But please stay positive you can breathe from your nose!
 
flystr8 said:
I don’t know how long I can continue to live like this in all fairness bro,

How much more I can live with having to spray a decongestant up my nose just to breathe,

Missing football training,
Not being able to socialise

Missing my hygienic routines

Not able to stick to my normal routine

Not able to get work

Everyday living like this isn’t going to be good, I say I got 6/8 months in me, I don’t think I can live like this for that long either it’s just that I hear that’s where people get better.

I don’t want you to think I’m going to commit suicide I likely won’t, but that’s how I feel.

I want to be able to breathe. Maybe someday this condition can get worse to the point I can’t breathe even with Sudafed and then I want too but I’m trying to see the light right now

I can’t believe I opted for a injection knowing what the world wants to do to people, new world order, coronavirus after all that I still went for a injection

I feel awful bro
But please stay positive you can breathe from your nose!
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You need to prepare to feel like this for two years at least. I know it sounds terrible but that’s the reality of the situation. They give us monthly shots for a medication that stays in your body for a year. It’s inhumane and a totally unethical practice. Every doctor who prescribes these shots deserves to rot in jail for the rest of their lives.

I can’t do it so I’m planning my death but I hope you’re able to find the strength. I just don’t have the strength.
 
cmf77 said:
How do you guys all think I feel. I didn't have schizophrenia and I still got a shot of invega sustenna. Have any of you ever looked into the carnivore diet? Apparently there is a professor at harvard that is making huge strides in reversing schizophrenia with a carnivore diet. I feel bad for people like me and all of you guys and girls. This drug destroys our lives. The sad part is that none of these doctors are held accountable.
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So you still have not healed after spending over 700k?

You mentioned the methods of how to get better, how much of it have you tried and how well did you stick to it?

Have you got your physical and emotional abilities back? So your kinda good but not back to your normal self?

Your first posts sounded so motivating and throughout the days they turned into curses to the med pharma and doctors which we all hate.

I will stick to your recommendations and see if i survive, because i am also giving myself a max of 1-2 years of lifespan left with this state im in.
 
rawbanana said:
You need to prepare to feel like this for two years at least. I know it sounds terrible but that’s the reality of the situation. They give us monthly shots for a medication that stays in your body for a year. It’s inhumane and a totally unethical practice. Every doctor who prescribes these shots deserves to rot in jail for the rest of their lives.

I can’t do it so I’m planning my death but I hope you’re able to find the strength. I just don’t have the strength.
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Wow it lasts a year?
This is criminal Definitely need to be locked up,

Bro I can’t do it either, it gets worse with days
I can’t think of not breathing for a year brother, it’s so bad I can’t even sleep at night
 
flystr8 said:
Wow it lasts a year?
This is criminal Definitely need to be locked up,

Bro I can’t do it either, it gets worse with days
I can’t think of not breathing for a year brother, it’s so bad I can’t even sleep at night
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I told you a while ago ive been on these nasal sprays for 9 months now everyday.

Either get a surgery or try to wait it out (which i doubt that it will heal by itself).
 
therendezvous said:
I told you a while ago ive been on these nasal sprays for 9 months now everyday.

Either get a surgery or try to wait it out (which i doubt that it will heal by itself).
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Man I can’t believe it, 9 months of using this junk!
I’m being referred to my ENT so I think surgery is my next step, if they can’t offer OTC medication or anything.
I’m just scared I do surgery and my nose inflames again.
Or that it just doesn’t work at all…

Try to wait it out seems like something that just will never work, I’m telling you your in the same boat as me but this nose block feels permanent bro like literally feels like they purposely sent me.

Surgery seems what I need… but for what! This is crazy
 
therendezvous said:
I told you a while ago ive been on these nasal sprays for 9 months now everyday.

Either get a surgery or try to wait it out (which i doubt that it will heal by itself).
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Just saw this on my instagram
So deep


I feel my life has ended. I can’t even breathe no more!!!!
You’re basically telling me this is permanent which I’ve come to a conclusion too already.
Which makes it hard for me to know what to do now… but call my doctor tomorrow and ask for ENT referral
 
flystr8 said:
Just saw this on my instagram
So deep


I feel my life has ended. I can’t even breathe no more!!!!
You’re basically telling me this is permanent which I’ve come to a conclusion too already.
Which makes it hard for me to know what to do now… but call my doctor tomorrow and ask for ENT referral
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It is either a test, or a punishment which is purifying you from the sins in shaa Allah.

Dont think too much about this life, think about the life that will never end and what you have prepared for it.
 
therendezvous said:
I told you a while ago ive been on these nasal sprays for 9 months now everyday.

Either get a surgery or try to wait it out (which i doubt that it will heal by itself).
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therendezvous said:
It is either a test, or a punishment which is purifying you from the sins in shaa Allah.

Dont think too much about this life, think about the life that will never end and what you have prepared for it.
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I do
But the worse thing is
This blocked nose even stopped me from praying 5 times a day
I’m not close to god, family, I run and escape and sit with a friend all day whilst abusing Sudafed which isn’t going to last long at all 🙏😭

I wish this test has ended
 
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