For me, I enjoy music. But the thing is, I'm a rapper, so I would get influenced and that would be a part of it. It was a learning experience for me to listen to music. Now, I'm not taking anything I'm learning and applying (and when I look back on this I don't think I'm learning anything at all.) I'm just kind of devouring the energy. I just want it to be specific so I get something maybe out of it posting it here. But overall, how that came here. I was first retarded, for like 2 weeks, so much pain, like throbbing pain. AND THEN I was so retarded for 8 months I couldn't even find this site. Music was like a drug that just kept me from being in so much discomfort. And I think that's what it still is... No I guess I like it