I see. It seems that these symptoms are not as bad as described by people. Or maybe it's pharmaceutical concerns that make it look like living with them is so bad, so they can make more money, I don't know.
About me.. it is a simple situation. I wasn't forced on an injection, I agreed to have one, just to get out from the psych ward faster. I didn't know how big mistake I made back then.
I did too much drugs, got to the hospital, I was misdiagnosed with schizophrenia and I knew they wouldn't let me out that simply without neuroleptics, so I was like "alright, injection? Okay. Then I get out in two days? Fine". I got out and then day after day I was feeling worse and worse. I ended up with parkinonism, can't think, can't talk, can't feel happiness. All I can feel is sadness, which is weird, cause everyone here says that they don't feel emotions at all. And I'm crying almost on a daily basis, waiting for the day I'll be able to smile.