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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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G_Chem said:
Quit saying that to people man. YOU are the one “psyching” yourself out...

I’ve watched many people go through conditions like this; LTC from MDMA, anhedonia from anti-psychotics, DP/DR from all sorts of drugs, this Invega shit.... The only people that don’t recover are the people that BELIEVE they won’t recover.

-GC
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Yes but even if you dont "belive" you will recover you should still recover. If 1 year goes by and I cant get drunk that means that the receptors are blocked it isnt so simple as believing if your brain doesn't heal it doesn't heal. Believing in recovery is positive but sometimes results are reality. If two years go by and you cant function it means the drug did permanent damage
 
This shit blows. I don’t like being a vegetable. How are you guys holding up? I am pretty lonely and depressed from being incapacitated though. 193 days off though.
 
I'd the brain overcompensates and makes more d2 receptors does that mean when invega no longer is in your system your brain is uber sensitive? Once invega is gone maybe your brain has MORE receptors and they are ultra sensitive because of the blockage for so long
 
I just discovered something really sad.
It may have been talked about in here already.

This is Wail Ardab.
He was on Invega Trinza for a year before this video.
Just over a month after recording the video (iirc) he committed suicide. (March 6th)
He was suffering from hardcore tardive dyskinesia caused by the invega trinza poison.
I truly feel for him. He even took to YouTube to try and get help. No one helped obviously.
At least he's not suffering anymore, RIP.
These pharmaceutical companies and psychiatrists have blood on their hands.

 
CanadianScott said:
I just discovered something really sad.
It may have been talked about in here already.

This is Wail Ardab.
He was on Invega Trinza for a year before this video.
Just over a month after recording the video (iirc) he committed suicide. (March 6th)
He was suffering from hardcore tardive dyskinesia caused by the invega trinza poison.
I truly feel for him. He even took to YouTube to try and get help. No one helped obviously.
At least he's not suffering anymore, RIP.
These pharmaceutical companies and psychiatrists have blood on their hands.

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Rest in peace Wail Ardab its really sad
 
This is horrible pray that this isnt our fate this is just a little too negative honestly
 
CanadianScott said:
I just discovered something really sad.
It may have been talked about in here already.

This is Wail Ardab.
He was on Invega Trinza for a year before this video.
Just over a month after recording the video (iirc) he committed suicide. (March 6th)
He was suffering from hardcore tardive dyskinesia caused by the invega trinza poison.
I truly feel for him. He even took to YouTube to try and get help. No one helped obviously.
At least he's not suffering anymore, RIP.
These pharmaceutical companies and psychiatrists have blood on their hands.

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Man, what a downer. I really hate psychiatrists.
 
CanadianScott said:
I just discovered something really sad.
It may have been talked about in here already.

This is Wail Ardab.
He was on Invega Trinza for a year before this video.
Just over a month after recording the video (iirc) he committed suicide. (March 6th)
He was suffering from hardcore tardive dyskinesia caused by the invega trinza poison.
I truly feel for him. He even took to YouTube to try and get help. No one helped obviously.
At least he's not suffering anymore, RIP.
These pharmaceutical companies and psychiatrists have blood on their hands.

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R.I.P
 
I was doing that same movement bullshit on invega where you try to lay down and start rocking back and fourth. I don’t do it at all anymore but god damn man R.I.P Wail You were a victim of the corrupt psychiatry.
 
Rick5639 said:
This shit blows. I don’t like being a vegetable. How are you guys holding up? I am pretty lonely and depressed from being incapacitated though. 193 days off though.
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I'm struggling but staying positive. There's hope for everyone who is going through this shit, as so many others can testify. I can relate to how you're feeling, I too feel incapacitated and like a vegetable a lot of the time. It's hard but we can't give up hope.

You must be near to a breakthrough of some kind, having been off it for so long. Try pushing through some of the symptoms in the meantime, it sucks being lonely and depressed but there must be something you can do that brings you joy
 
49 days off today, so I've reached the first half-life. No noticeable changes but I'm feeling optimistic seeing people who say they're feeling something around 3-4 months.

Still dont have any sex drive, anhedonia is pretty high, my coordination when it comes to video games and darts is seriously lacking. I noticed a tiny improvement in my singing, and I'm able to get some joy from playing guitar so that's a plus, but my confidence and capability is still really low comparatively.

Still dont have any thoughts so that's my main concern. I often catch myself just standing round aimlessly. Energy levels are still incredibly low. I wake up feeling exhausted and dont feel any improvement throughout the day.

I still have 50mg of this shit in my body and it's still very early days but I'm staying hopeful. Recovery is journey and the way I see it ive reached the first milestone
 
I actually feel disabled.
Actually chemically altered and retarded.
I wonder how many common invega sustenna really is.
 
Sbar25 said:
I actually feel disabled.
Actually chemically altered and retarded.
I wonder how many common invega sustenna really is.
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I felt all of what you felt. I couldn’t enjoy shit on invega I just wanted to kill myself and I couldn’t bare that hell. Nothing I could do was enjoyable I would just lay down all day and think about death. But now I’m fully recovered, and everyone around me notices too.
 
That video is the saddest thing I’ve seen in a long time. As disheartening as his suicide is, know there is always hope, he sounds like the worst case I’ve seen/heard..

-GC
 
I will be sharing how I'm feeling while recovering from the Invega, and answering your important questions. This is Day 3 of daily episodes.
 
ihateinvega said:
Man, what a downer. I really hate psychiatrists.
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In America there is a class divide. Less than 10 percent of the population gets all the good psychiatrists. The rest get treated like America treats undocumented immigrants

My psychiatrist in America didn't even bother telling me what I was being injected with. In five seconds of me seeing him for the first time he had me on invega and it caused the most severe dystonia.

Back when I had high cost private insurance the doctors made sure to switch me right away when I got movement disorders (this was in Canada though, not in America where big pharma treats you like cattle)
 
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