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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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Yes life gets easy just gotta wait out the clock everyday by engaging with things like I spend all day and night on the game with my brother I can’t experience joy but he can so it’s rewarding for me to try and help people experience what I can’t otherwise I’m an empty sack of meat doing nothing we all need to stop complaining and posting that will achieve nothing I’ve accepted my situation and hope that I will one day recover but if I don’t I’m not gonna be a little bitch and end it I’m going to keep trying to make others happy coz that’s what I’d expect if my brother was like this too
 
little bitch huh... this drug is nor fair. I can handle problems in my life belive me. Hell, at least problems are some things to be a part of. Invega is a stolen life. period.
 
Ghostv2314 said:
Has anyone tried MDMA or Adderall recently? What was the effect?
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MDMA didn’t work even after about 3 tries. Adderall made me extremely horny both times masturbated for like 8 hours straight not even exaggerating. Decided not to do adderall again because the withdrawal wasn’t worth it. 7 months off of Invega.
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
MDMA didn’t work even after about 3 tries. Adderall made me extremely horny both times masturbated for like 8 hours straight not even exaggerating. Decided not to do adderall again because the withdrawal wasn’t worth it. 7 months off of Invega.
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I’m a bit confused. In one of your previous posts you said you had an amazing MDMA trip and your emotions were better afterwards. That’s one of the reasons I wanted to try it. What happened? And how was the Adderall withdrawal?
 
Sbar25 said:
don't they keep you in the hospital longer though if you refuse the injection?
I just took the injection to get out of the hospital
im scared if they get a court order than you have to take the shots long term
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I recommend checking state laws. Most states require a court order for them to force you to take an injection. If you're under duress (meaning they say they'll keep you longer) it means you're being forced and it's no longer voluntary, legally speaking. Btw, they keep you as long as your insurance doesn't run out.

If you have never refused medication before it's going to be hard for them to justify an injection. Just say yes, to the oral pills. Tell the court you wanted oral pills and the doctor didn't listen to you.
 
I believe something sinister is going on in these hospitals.
I didnt have insurance and I never refused the oral pills I feel like they took advantage of me out of ignorance and I want my life back but it's gone I didnt know the rules of the hospital or my rights I just took the shot to get out of the hospital easier
 
Look I am not being positive about this. I'm actually feeling really really negative. My life feels shattered. Complete loss of anything good. This feels like the worse thing that can happen worse than cancer worse than illness worse then car accident etc. At least when you break your leg the doctor can give you a time frame on when you will heal. Hell a broken leg would have been "fun" this is just awful how I get through everyday is nothing short if a miracle I dont know how I get through it I just do. Its awful100%. People tell me recovery is real but right now it feels like life is over. Why didnt I die in a car accident? Invega shots are not life its living but your dead. Ewwwww gross 100% disgusting nightmare.
 
Ghostv2314 said:
I’m a bit confused. In one of your previous posts you said you had an amazing MDMA trip and your emotions were better afterwards. That’s one of the reasons I wanted to try it. What happened? And how was the Adderall withdrawal?
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Yeah I’m pretty sure that was pressed amphetamine. Idk it’s a hit or miss with unidentifiable pills for me these days. I wouldn’t recommend using mdma to help with Invega as it could cause a relapse, etc.
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
Yeah I’m pretty sure that was pressed amphetamine. Idk it’s a hit or miss with unidentifiable pills for me these days. I wouldn’t recommend using mdma to help with Invega as it could cause a relapse, etc.
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Gotcha, well what about Adderall? Before all this I was actually prescribed Adderall for ADHD. I‘ve been waiting to take some, did you feel the dopamine from it or was it blocked?
 
Ghostv2314 said:
Gotcha, well what about Adderall? Before all this I was actually prescribed Adderall for ADHD. I‘ve been waiting to take some, did you feel the dopamine from it or was it blocked?
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Adderall didn’t really give me a high. It was a 30mg XR. When I tried it as I teen it felt like a focused molly. This time around it felt like I was methd(never done meth) out. Like I took fucking bath salts with a Monster energy drink lol. The sexual plus was really fun though.
 
Sbar25 said:
Look I am not being positive about this. I'm actually feeling really really negative. My life feels shattered. Complete loss of anything good. This feels like the worse thing that can happen worse than cancer worse than illness worse then car accident etc. At least when you break your leg the doctor can give you a time frame on when you will heal. Hell a broken leg would have been "fun" this is just awful how I get through everyday is nothing short if a miracle I dont know how I get through it I just do. Its awful100%. People tell me recovery is real but right now it feels like life is over. Why didnt I die in a car accident? Invega shots are not life its living but your dead. Ewwwww gross 100% disgusting nightmare.
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You should do us all a favor and go scream at the Higher Power again my friend!!! This time
Make sure your in the middle of a field! Let him know how unfair life is! Get back with me if you get any solid answers. 🍻
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
Adderall didn’t really give me a high. It was a 30mg XR. When I tried it as I teen it felt like a focused molly. This time around it felt like I was methd(never done meth) out. Like I took fucking bath salts with a Monster energy drink lol. The sexual plus was really fun though.
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Ok cool. Drugs aside, how’s your memory? Are you able to vividly remember events in your life that happened pre-Invega? I’m 3.5 months out and I’m getting past the suicidal/hopeless phase, so I’m seeing minor improvements. But I’m still struggling with cognitive impairments and bad short/long term memory. Plus my conversational skills are still lacking.
 
Ghostv2314 said:
Ok cool. Drugs aside, how’s your memory? Are you able to vividly remember events in your life that happened pre-Invega? I’m 3.5 months out and I’m getting past the suicidal/hopeless phase, so I’m seeing minor improvements. But I’m still struggling with cognitive impairments and bad short/long term memory. Plus my conversational skills are still lacking.
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All of the ailments caused by Invega healed after 7 months. My conversational skills were a major comeback. I often felt or thought of nothing throughout the duration of Invega. My memory now seems normal although I personally didn’t feel like it was affected much except while I was still actively getting the shots. It got so bad that one day I was trying to clean my room and kept jumping from one task to another not being able to remember what I was doing literally seconds before. Sexual functions healed completely at like 5.7 months. As long as you can get past the suicidal phase you can ride the rest out. It wasn’t easy for me, but it was slightly better than wanting to kill myself 24/7.
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
All of the ailments caused by Invega healed after 7 months. My conversational skills were a major comeback. I often felt or thought of nothing throughout the duration of Invega. My memory now seems normal although I personally didn’t feel like it was affected much except while I was still actively getting the shots. It got so bad that one day I was trying to clean my room and kept jumping from one task to another not being able to remember what I was doing literally seconds before. Sexual functions healed completely at like 5.7 months. As long as you can get past the suicidal phase you can ride the rest out. It wasn’t easy for me, but it was slightly better than wanting to kill myself 24/7.
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Good to see you doing better man!
 
Another day. My freedom is gone. It's over. Life now sucks.
Will this evil feeling go away?
I dont know but I hope so.
 
Invega sustenna is the devils drug it makes life literally hell on earth not fun 100% evil drug
 
Invega is torture. It has stolen my life and I'm sure it stole yours. It's not fair.i want my life back.when will we wake up not hating life? My brain feels like I have a metal helmet on it I cant think good thoughts.
This isnt right it feels like the most horrible thing has happened.
I want to believe recovery is possible but at this point it feels like my brain is destroyed or something I do t know how this is possible
 
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