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Mental Health Coming off Invega Sustenna (Paliperidone) v3

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I'm looking to possibly move out of state and start over. I feel like I now have a mental trauma from all this. I know that it is sin but if I can one day just enjoy sitting on the toilet having a smoke and a drink I will feel good. I feel like I have to move to a new area because I now have a presidence of mental I'llness in my community for yelling at traffic in the streets and just feel like starting over. Does anyone know when tobacco should start working again?
When people say they dont recover I believe they are saying they are not back to 100% yet but maybe 90%
Everyone heals. It's the simple truth. I t.c s science once the poison is gone the brain kicks in and re boots your system like computer restarting. We will all get passed this with time.
 
Does enjoyment or excercise ever return? I used to just love to go for walks and have deep thoughts does enjoyment from excercise and deep thought ever return?
 
Sbar25 said:
I'm looking to possibly move out of state and start over. I feel like I now have a mental trauma from all this. I know that it is sin but if I can one day just enjoy sitting on the toilet having a smoke and a drink I will feel good. I feel like I have to move to a new area because I now have a presidence of mental I'llness in my community for yelling at traffic in the streets and just feel like starting over. Does anyone know when tobacco should start working again?
When people say they dont recover I believe they are saying they are not back to 100% yet but maybe 90%
Everyone heals. It's the simple truth. I t.c s science once the poison is gone the brain kicks in and re boots your system like computer restarting. We will all get passed this with time.
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I don't think you should move out of state and start over, just be careful about doing what you did again.
 
What kind of world do we live in where someone can just call the cops on you and say you jumped in front of traffic and that alone can get you commited. The system is oblivious evil and I wonder how many people got innocent tly targeted because of their enemies
 
Sbar25 said:
What kind of world do we live in where someone can just call the cops on you and say you jumped in front of traffic and that alone can get you commited. The system is oblivious evil and I wonder how many people got innocent tly targeted because of their enemies
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I'm sorry. You should have had due process rights. You should not have been committed purely based on what some dude said.

(But I do understand that many are committed purely based on someone's word. Even the gitmo detainees could file for habeas corpus)
 
@awesome31311, I think it's great that you are sticking around and giving us support as we fight this battle. Is there anything that you would recommend for me as I struggle through the symptoms of invega? I was on the shot for a year and have been off it for about 6 weeks now.
 
its been six months since my last shot... only had 2. I can definitely get a head high from cigs. Still No motivation to do anything. No thoughts thoughts... still no energy.
 
Hello brothers and sisters. If you were a believer in metaphysical events and altered states of consciousness, that does return as well. I had believed in astral projection and obes before but I let lost beliefs go. For the first time in my life it felt like I had just now experienced a full blown OBE. I dreamt of me walking out of my room but I know I was sleeping. I went to my grandma and it ended. It was intense. Maybe there is something beyond this normal world. However I do not want to appear psychotic to others in any sense.
 
Hopefuldopeful said:
Hello brothers and sisters. If you were a believer in metaphysical events and altered states of consciousness, that does return as well. I had believed in astral projection and obes before but I let lost beliefs go. For the first time in my life it felt like I had just now experienced a full blown OBE. I dreamt of me walking out of my room but I know I was sleeping. I went to my grandma and it ended. It was intense. Maybe there is something beyond this normal world. However I do not want to appear psychotic to others in any sense.
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You’re not psychotic at all. I’m glad you experience things again. I hope to regain my mania back with time, but not the psychosis part. I miss everything and hope to regain everything back
 
Fodium said:
@awesome31311, I think it's great that you are sticking around and giving us support as we fight this battle. Is there anything that you would recommend for me as I struggle through the symptoms of invega? I was on the shot for a year and have been off it for about 6 weeks now.
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Try to read if you can. You have to find something to do, something that you really really enjoy but doesn't involve a lot of energy. Whatever you do, it's different for everyone.

I used to eat a lot, lol. I still eat a lot now, but not as much as I used to on the invega. If you're able to cope and find something that will distract you to the extent that you forget all about this thread, then go for it. Try to avoid posting here and reading too much (Ironic I know), the negativity really makes a difference in your mental state.

I personally could never work out while on invega, but it's doable, I've seen people still workout while on invega. So you can try to exercise.
 
awesome31311 said:
Try to read if you can. You have to find something to do, something that you really really enjoy but doesn't involve a lot of energy. Whatever you do, it's different for everyone.

I used to eat a lot, lol. I still eat a lot now, but not as much as I used to on the invega. If you're able to cope and find something that will distract you to the extent that you forget all about this thread, then go for it. Try to avoid posting here and reading too much (Ironic I know), the negativity really makes a difference in your mental state.

I personally could never work out while on invega, but it's doable, I've seen people still workout while on invega. So you can try to exercise.
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Alright thanks, I'll give that a shot
 
I woke up today and everyday with the feeling that I really screwed up my life.
Its hard to accept. I am scared I will wake up feeling horrible everyday for the rest of my life.
Im now scared of the outside world. I feel abused by police and mental health system.
Will we recover? I am hoping by 6 months I start getting a realistic picture on if healing is actually possible.
I want to feel excited out of ife again, I want to feel life instead of just live it If you know what I mean.
Simply existing is OK but going from who I used to be to this is really difficult. Im Hoping at 1 year I can wake
up and say, another great day. I want the old me back I guess its just a giant waiting game at this point.
who knows. im scared everyday but what other option is there other to to wait wait wait and wait some more
for a recovery that may never come. Im feeling really down today but from what I have gathered info wise on this
forum recovery is possible during the heat of it tho hope is temporarly shut down.
 
Fodium said:
@awesome31311, I think it's great that you are sticking around and giving us support as we fight this battle. Is there anything that you would recommend for me as I struggle through the symptoms of invega? I was on the shot for a year and have been off it for about 6 weeks now.
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If you're a visual learner
 
Yes but invega Is something else.
how is it medcine, it gets rid of phycosis by
literally blocking any joy out of life?
disgusting. truly disgusting.
Every single one of these people in pychatritry and medicine
that prescribe this garbage to people will end up in hell.
 
I used to walk 20 miles a day I was a real
Go getter. I'm hoping this experience just strengthens my spirit and I'll leave it at that because no onshould have to go through invega it really is the devils drug and the system knows this.
 
Sbar25 said:
I woke up today and everyday with the feeling that I really screwed up my life.
Its hard to accept. I am scared I will wake up feeling horrible everyday for the rest of my life.
Im now scared of the outside world. I feel abused by police and mental health system.
Will we recover? I am hoping by 6 months I start getting a realistic picture on if healing is actually possible.
I want to feel excited out of ife again, I want to feel life instead of just live it If you know what I mean.
Simply existing is OK but going from who I used to be to this is really difficult. Im Hoping at 1 year I can wake
up and say, another great day. I want the old me back I guess its just a giant waiting game at this point.
who knows. im scared everyday but what other option is there other to to wait wait wait and wait some more
for a recovery that may never come. Im feeling really down today but from what I have gathered info wise on this
forum recovery is possible during the heat of it tho hope is temporarly shut down.
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Remember, you did not screw up your life! Whoever told you that you cannot refuse the shot without a court order did!

As for dealing with police, carry a device to help you record all personal interactions, it is legal to film in public. You do get better eventually.

I suggest moving to a new city if you're in a toxic environment where people feel they have to call the police on you whenever you're outside, even if you choose to go out for a stroll (Has happened to me before)
 
don't they keep you in the hospital longer though if you refuse the injection?
I just took the injection to get out of the hospital
im scared if they get a court order than you have to take the shots long term
 
They threaten you like that. Next time they say they will keep me in longer I'll just say "no problem". They also do the same with blood tests, you can't refuse them. Let them keep you in the hospital for longer, they will have to get you out sometime. And when they realize they're losing money they kick you out ASAP. It's so messed up.
 
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